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"Ana, what's wrong?" He tries to make me look at him, but I'm too ashamed.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. Please, let's just forget that happened!" Now I'm pretty sure I must be completely red. Such a dumb move on my behalf!
"What? Why?" He sounds confused and a little pissed, I think. Welcome to the club!
"I saw the look on your face! I'm no fool, I know you were grossed out by the kiss. So just let it go. It was a stupid mistake. Won't happen again"
"What? Are you kidding me? Trust me Ana, disgust was not what I felt. I pulled away because I knew I wouldn't be able to control myself much longer"
"Whatever. I know what I saw" He must be joking if he thinks I'm buying any of this. He pulled away, he was grossed out.
"Anastasia, all I want is to kiss you, touch you and make you feel loved again. But I know I have to take it slow, otherwise you'll just get scared and I'll lose you for good. I can't risk that. I wouldn't survive. So please, anytime you want to kiss me, or touch me or anything else do it. Don't think twice. I'm yours Ana, I will always be yours. You're free to take full advantage of that fact. I'll just have to find a way to control myself and not scare you away. Believe me, I want you Ana, so much it hurts."
"Oh...I thought you didn't like it. I mean, I know I'm not the hottest piece of ass in town but no one has ever reacted like that to a kiss from me. I was embarrassed"
"Ok, three things. First: You are the only woman that has ever attracted me like this, so stop diminishing yourself. I don't like it when you degrade yourself Ana, you are beautiful and every man would be so lucky to have you. Second: I already explained why I pulled away, there's no need for you to reminisce about other men kissing you. I don't really want to think about other men looking at you let alone touching you or kissing you. Third but not least: I will kiss you right now, for as long as it takes, if that's what it takes for you to understand how I feel about you. I can't promise I'll be able to stop there but that's a risk I'm willing to take to make you see just how much I want you. I meant it when I said I loved you Ana. I'll prove it to you anyway I can."
Ok, he's not kidding. Wow. Is it possible that this god with grey eyes is really in love with me? And do I want him to prove it?
Omg...I just realised something. If we were indeed together, how far did we go? Am I no longer a virgin? Omg! Has he seen me naked? Oh no, not that, he's so hot and I'm so not. What the hell is going on! I'm so confused! Well, if he had seen me naked he wouldn't want me anymore right? I mean, come on! He's shaped like a freaking god and I'm just me. Yeah, that must be why he's still around, he wants in my pants. This must be a game of some kind. Yeah, that makes sense!
"Ana, I can see the confusion in your face. Just talk to me. Whatever it is, we can work it out. Let me in Anastasia please"
"I-I'm confused. I don't understand why someone like you would fall for someone like me. I'm not fishing for compliments or anything, I just don't really get what you would see in me. I'm so ordinary. And you're so extraordinary. I don't know. I'm just a mess I guess"
"Ana stop. Please just stop. You are beautiful. I can barely think when you're around. I know you're feeling confused right now but I can assure you, if I had my way, you wouldn't feel like this. It's killing me not being able to touch you. Please, just stop selling yourself short. You're beautiful and I've been intoxicated by you from the first time you walked into my life."
"Look, I'm not the most self confident woman on earth, I know that. I'm not saying I'm hideous, but I'm not gorgeous either. I'm normal. And you are the most perfect man I have ever seen in my life, let alone kiss. I'm a little taken aback by this whole thing." God, I can't believe I just said that out loud.
"Ana, there's only so much I can take. If you don't stop talking crap about the woman I love, I'm going to prove to you just how wrong you are." Damn, there's such fire in his eyes I actually freeze on the spot.
"Anastasia, you're biting your lip. Are you doing in it on purpose?" He whispers so close to my mouth I have to take a deep breath to calm myself down. This man is just too much. I can't control myself when I'm around him. That's why it's so scary. My body wants him, but my mind is just too messed up to do anything about it.
"No. I didn't know I was doing it. I'm sorry" My voice doesn't even sound like my own. I'm so turned on right now. God help me!
"Ana, I'm going to kiss you" He whispers back to me. He looks at me first, probably searching for any sign that I want him to stop. I make no move. I want this. Lord help me I want him! He smirks and then his lips are on mine. The feeling it's indescribable. My hands are on his hair, tugging it and making him groan. Somehow I had a feeling he would like that. It's so hot having this man kissing me, his tongue caressing mine, exploring and arousing me with every lick and gentle bite on my lower lip. It's like he needs this to breathe. He needs me. And I need him. There's no rational reason why, I want him. All of him.
He's unbelievably good at this, I can feel my entire body melting away, giving in to the moment. His hands start caressing my arms, travelling to my back and I instinctively arch my back to close the distance between us. I want him so much, it's insane! My hands are now wrapped around his neck and I can feel his heart beating like crazy. He wants me too. Oh god, I'm losing my mind.
There's so much passion and lust in this kiss I'm the one pulling away at the end. I need to catch my breath and pull myself together. What the hell is going on! I just kissed this man, twice, and I don't even know his middle name. The fuck is wrong with me! All I can't think about is his flawless chiseled body controlling mine. I want to know what is hiding beneath the perfectly tailored grey suit. I want to know him. But I'm scared. And completely turned on.
Hell, this is just too much! He's taking control of my body and my mind. I have to get it together! How can one man be so damn good at kissing! Oh boy, he's probably better at doing more than just kissing. With that body of his, I'm pretty sure he knows just how to pleasure a woman. Oh shit! Now I'm thinking about him naked! Oh hell! This is just going too far! I don't know him! I can't dream of love making with a complete stranger! Jesus, this is just crazy!