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"Ok, that was...I-I can't do that again. You're too much! This is too much! I can't control myself around you! You're messing me up!"

"You've been messing me up from the first time you stumbled into my office. Ana, I'm yours. Don't shy away from me please. That kiss was just perfect. I need you baby please." Omg, he's kissing my hand now, softly bruhing his warm lips on my fingers. Those perfectly full lips. I want to taste him again, devour him. Omg, Anastasia Steele! Focus!

" Mr. Gr-Christian...We have to take it slow. I won't lie to you, I want you. My body responds to you in a way it has never done before. To anyone. But I still don't remember you, or us. I can't keep kissing and feeling like this for a total stranger. I need to know you, to get to know you all over again. Please, don't push me"

"Ok. You're right. We'll take it slow. I'm just glad you're not lying to me. We were always honest with one another, no matter what. I want you Ana, I need you. I'll do whatever it takes. I'll take whatever I can get. All I want is for you to love me again" And with that he kisses my forehead, gently and in a very romantic way. Oh god, he's just perfection.

"I'm sorry. I don't remember a thing about us, but it must be hard for you to be around me like this. Kate told me how much I cared for you. According to her I was on cloud nine. I'm really sorry I don't remember anything. I wish I could. I'm really sorry"

"Don't be sorry Anastasia. You're alive and that's all that matters. I'll just have to seduce you all over again" He's smirking widly now! He's gorgeous, even smirking at me.

"Well, you're doing a pretty good job at that. But I guess it can be considered cheating. You already seduced me once. So you're probably using the same moves this time" Now I'm smirking at him. The look on his face is priceless. He's faking an offended look. So cute!

"How can you say that? I would never cheat! There's always a chance you'll remember everything. So I have to play fair" He winks at me and steals one of the red vines.

"Hey, those are mine!" I like it when he's playful. He looks younger and carefree. And beautiful as always.

"Sorry, they're kind of my favourite" He takes a bite looking at me. And I swear he's trying to seduce me. Omg, this isn't fair! He's too good, I can't stand him seducing me like this!

"Hey stop that! You're already hot. I can't dela with you trying to secuce me like that!"

"Me? I would never" He's smirking now. Again. Damn, that's sexy as hell!

"I thought you said you would play fair" I'm pouting, trying to appeal to his sensitive side.

"Trust me. This is me playing fair" The tone of his voice is alluring, almost sexual. Oh hell, what have we done together!

"You're too much! Maybe if you were ugly or poor or dumb. But no! You had to be the perfect man! How is one suppose to resist that?"

"I don't want you to resist me. I want the complete opposite Anastasia"

"Yeah yeah I know. You want me. You need me. You love me...Blah blah blah"

"Don't mock me Anastasia" Wow. Major change in his voice. Creepy.

"I'm not mocking you. I was joking. Jeez. Lighten up will you?" God, what a temper!

"Don't joke about our love Ana. Not that, never that"

"Fine! Whatever! Jeez, I feel like I'm being punished for stealing a cookie from the cookie jar!"

"I'm sorry. I take things too seriously sometimes"

"Yeah, no kidding." I'm a little mad now. I hate people that change their moods like this. Too unstable, too dangerous. Maybe that's his flaw, his temper. Not sure I want to test that theory though. He emanates an aura of power and male dominance. As sexy as that sounds, it scares the shit out of me. He's probably too much of a man for me. I melt with only one kiss. God knows how I would handle anything more. Oh god! I'm so screwed!

"Am I interrupting?"

"Mom! Don't be silly, come on in!"

"Hi sweety! Sorry for coming so late but I had to wait for Bob to get out of work. He's parking the car, he'll be here in a minute. Oh I'm so sorry. Hello Mr. Grey, how are you?"

"Fine, thank you. I'll give you some privacy. I have some business to attend. I'll be back later this evening, is that ok Ana?"

"Yeah, that's fine. So mom, any news for me?" I can feel Christian staring at me. But I'm still mad at him. I don't appreciate being treated like a freaking child by a man I don't even know!

"Ok. It was nice to see you mam. I'll see you later Anastasia" And with that he's gone.

"Ana, why did you treat him like that? That man is completely in love with you. Even I can see that"

"Mom please, I don't want to talk about that"

"Ok, suit yourself. I have some news actually!"

"Good, spill it" I loved my mom, she always had some dirt about the neighbors or anyone she knew. It was like a soap opera, but better!

We gossiped for a while, just the two of us. I missed spending time with my mom, just us girls. It came naturally, and made me feel happy.

"I hope I'm not interrupting anything too important"

"Don't worry Bob, we were just gossiping. Come on in! Thank you for coming. I know it's a long way and you have work. Thanks"

"Nonsense Ana, I'm happy to come. So how are you doing? How's your memory?"

"No improvements I'm afraid. But hey, could be worse"

"Thank god you are alive and well. Apart from the memory loss of course. When Christian called us your mother almost fainted. I've never seen her so terrified in her life"

"Well, it's understandable! My only child was in a Hospital because she was in a car crash. What mother wouldn't lose her mind over that?"

"Calm down mom, I'm fine. Bob was just messing with you" I wink at Bob and he smiles. He's good for my mom, I like him. Although I secretly wished for years that she would go back to my dad Ray. They were just perfect together.

"I know. I'm just glad you're ok that's all"

"Honey, I'm gonna get something to eat. Want anything?"

"No, I'm good. Thank you sweetheart"

"Ok, I'll be abck in a jeefy girls" He winks at me again and then leaves. Weird. He didn't use to wink at me. Oh well, he's probably just happy I'm ok.

"Ana, are you sure you haven't remembered everything?"

"Yeah mom, I'm sure. Why?"

"Just checking sweety. You'll tell me when you do right?"

"Of course! You'll be on the top of my list I promise"

"Ok honey, I'm praying for you"

My mom wasn't one to pray so I knew the situation was taking a toll on her. I wished I wasn't upsetting everyone though. I just wanted to remember and get it over with. This was just torture! And it didn't help that the people around me were acting weird. Or maybe I was the one acting weird. Who knows! Not me apparently! What a mess my life had become!

But then again, I kissed the perfect man twice today. Despite his mood swings and what not, he was still the most beautiful man I had ever seen. And apparently he wanted me. No idea why...Maybe I should just enjoy the ride while it lasted! Some things were just too good to be true so all I could do was seat tight and wait for everything to fall apart...