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"Carla just stop! I told you already! I have no idea why she would say something like that! I love her like a daughter! I would never hurt her!"
"Why would she make up such a ridiculous lie? I don't understand! She has such a good head on her shoulders! She's not one to make up stupid stories just for the sake of it! Tell me the truth Bob!"
"Damn it Carla! Enough! I told you, what she said is a lie! I have no idea why she made it up! Now stop this!"
"I want the damn truth! My daughter is not a liar! And I regret not believing her when she called me in the first place! Something is very wrong here and I demand to know the truth!"
"I said stop! I won't say it again! Enough of this crap Carla!"
"Or what Bob? Hun? Tell me the truth!"
"ENOUGH!"
Slap! OMG!
The fuck just happened...He slapped me! He fucking hit me! What the hell!
"You hit me! You fucking hit me! You asshole!"
"Jesus Carla. Look at what you made me do. I...I'm sorry. You pissed me off...I lost control. I'm so sorry"
He's actually trying to blame me for hitting me? The fucking jackass! How dare he?
"It's my fault? How dare you? You're a fucking rat that's what you are! Now I know she was telling the truth! I can't believe you fooled me for so long! Get out! Get the fuck out of my house! Or I'll call the police! GET OUT!"
"Carla, please! It was a mistake. I'm sorry. Please, calm down"
"GET THE FUCK OUT!"
"Ok! Ok I'll leave! Please, calm down. I'm sorry. I didn't hurt Ana. I love her. I love you. I'm sorry"
He tries to touch my face but I won't let him. He hit me. There's no turning back from that. I back away and gesture towards the door. He nods and hastily makes his way toward the door. After he leaves, I lock the door. What do I do? Should I call the police? I need to call Ana. No. She doesn't remember. Thank god. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for not believing her. She was right about him. He is a filthy beast and he fooled me well for far too long. So what do I do? I need help...Ray. He'll know what to do.
Fuck! Damn it man! You fucking lost it for a second and you ruined everything! Now she won't take you back and you'll lose Ana in the process!
She'll call her immediately, to warn her...well, maybe not. Maybe she won't, because Ana is still suffering from memory loss. She won't tell her about me because she will have to tell her that she didn't believe her in the first place. I know Carla. She feels guilty and will probably keep this a secret as long as she can. I need to get to her before she calls her. I need to get Ana before she finds out about me through her mother.
She'll think ill of me and completely misinterpreted my feelings for her. I need to let her know the love I feel is pure. The only reason I stayed with Carla all this years was to be close to Ana. I knew she was innocent and possibly a virgin so I wanted to make sure that she trusted me enough, so I could finally declare my love for her. But she decided to move in with Ray. Bastard. He stole her from me. She loves him more than me, I know that. But I can make her love me. She'll learn to love me too. She will...
"Kate? Sweetie, wake up"
Kate has fallen asleep with her head in my lap and her legs curled between two chairs. She can't be comfortable...the poor thing.
"Hun? W-What? Elliot!"
"It's ok. He's still in surgery. One of the nurses came to tell us the surgery is going well. They will be done in a few minutes, she thinks"
"Oh. Oh god Ana. I can't lose him"
She blinks her eyes a couple times and I can see fresh tears starting to form. She's so scared it's unreal. I have never seen her like this before...
"You won't. He will be fine Kate"
"You don't know that..."
Her voice barely a whisper, makes me feel really uneasy. God, I do hope he makes it. I can't bear to lose my best friend. And she will be lost if he dies...
"Hope Kate. It's all we can do. Hope he makes it"
She nods, slowly and hides her face in her hands, new tears running down her fingers. Poor thing, she is truly afraid...Christian must be insane too...Where is he by the way? I closed my eyes for a few minutes and now he's gone...
"Taylor, where's Christian?"
"He'll be back shortly Miss Steele. He had a call to make"
"Oh, okay"
"Elena!I don't give a fuck about your apologies or excuses for what you did! It's unforgivable! You can rot in hell for all I care!"
"Christian please! I helped you when no one would give a fuck about you! I make you in the man you are today! You owe me for your damn life! Please! Forgive me! I was crazy and I lost my mind for a second! It won't happen again!"
"Are you fucking kidding me? You made me?If anything you fucked me up more than I already was! You're the reason I can't let anyone love me! You're the reason my life is so fucked up! All I want is distance from you and if I never hear from you again, that will be fine by me! What you did was deliberate and completely unforgivable! We are done. Go to hell where you belong you fucking bitch!"
I end the damn call and almost crash the damn phone into the Hospital wall. She has some nerve calling me! Who the fuck does she think she is! She made me?! Yeah, she made me into a fucking disgusting screwed up excuse of a man! That's what she did!
No, forget about it. She is the past. The dark and twisted past I left behind. Ana is all I need. She is my more. I need her in my life and I'll make sure she never leaves me again.
Now I need to focus on Elliot. I can't lose my brother. Not before I tell him how much he means to me. He was always there for me, no matter how much of a fucker I was. He always supported me and made me see I was loved. I owe him an apology and a promise to be better.
"Fuck!"
"Time's up! Back to your cell Elena!"
"I heard you the first time!"
"Watch your tone! Now get up and start walking!"
Fucking bitch, telling me what to do and how to do it! You have no idea who I am or what I am capable of little bitch! That freaking stick you carry around is nothing compared with the force of my hands. I would break you in seconds!
Oh Christian Grey, you little fuck. I'm in the fucking prison because of you. I made you into the successful man you are today and for what? You back stab me and throw me into a fucking cell for it. So I went a little crazy and kidnapped you. So what? I love you, and all is fair in love and war.
Except love is out of the picture right now, it seems. Oh well, I guess that leaves war then.
I made you. I might as well break you too. You fucking prick, you will be sorry for betraying me. I'll destroy you and everything you love. You will come back crawling faster than you can't count to ten, and asking for my forgiveness like the fucking dog you are!
And I will give it to you because I love you. But not before a very well deserved biting of course!
"Sir. Elliot is out of the surgery. The doctor said it went well and now we just need to wait for him to wake up"
"Good. Ana everything ok?"
I can see her eyeing me suspiciously and for a moment I wonder if she heard my conversation. But I wave that thought away, I was alone. I made sure of it.
"Where were you?"
"Outside. I needed to take a call. I'm sorry I left without saying anything but you were so peaceful I didn't want to wake you up"
"Oh. It's ok. I was just worried"
"You were?"
I whisper into her ear, causing her to shiver a little. I love it that she's so receptive to me. Makes my insides melt and lust for her all the more. And to know she worries about me, is the best feeling ever. She makes me want to be a better man. Only her.
"Of course I was. I want to be here for you Christian"
"I know baby. Thank you. I need you. More than I can say"
She blushes and tries to look away but I softly grab her chin and turn her to face me. I need her to know I'm serious about needing her in my life.
"Ana, I need you. I can't live without you anymore. You're my everything. I want more, but only with you"
"More?"
That is all she can whisper. I can see her surprise and possible, apprehension? Yes baby, more. Much more. I want everything you'll be giving to give me. I want the world, with you.
"I want you. All you can give me. And I'll do anything to keep you happy and by my side. I won't let you go Ana, never again. What happened to Elliot only made me see how precious life can be and how fast we can lose all we care about. I won't make the mistake of letting you go again. I promise"
"Christian, it's ok. You don't need to promise me anything. I know you're in pain now. I just want to help and be here for you"
"Then believe my words and the sentiment behind them. Please Ana"
"Ok. I believe you"
"I need you so much baby"
I whisper into her ear again, this time brushing my lips on her neck, breathing the sweet scent that is Anastasia. My favourite scent. And all mine if I get my way!
"Christian, Kate is suffering. I can't keep kissing you while she's like this. I'm sorry"
"I understand. I'm sorry. It's hard to control it you know. You're just too damn addictive"
I grin at her and she smiles. Her beautiful smile, how I missed it. She's truly perfect.
"Carla? Calm down. What happened?"
"Ray it's Bob! He hit me!"
"What?"
My voice comes out so menacing and cold I can hear her take a deep breath before saying anything more. And it all depends on what her next words will be...
"Ray, he kidnapped Ana. Before the accident. She called me and told me that but I didn't believe her! She told me he said he loved her and wanted her and that he needed her. She told me this and I didn't believe her! Then she had the accident and she forgot all of it. I confronted Bob today, we had a fight and he hit me. He never did anything like this before. I kept pushing him to tell me the truth and he just lost it. Omg Ray, she was right! He is a maniac! I'm so scared!"
Deep breaths Ray, in and out. Calm down. Close your eyes and calm down...WHAT THE FUCK!
"Carla, where is he?"
"He left. I kicked him out."
"Okay. You did the right thing. I'll call a friend of mine in California Police and he will take your statement and any proof of the attack. You need to put this on record. After that, you pack his shit and get someone to change the locks today! Are you in pain?"
"Nothing I can't handle. Ray...I'm scared"
"I know. I'll call Ana and warn her to stay away from him. She'll need an explanation but I know she'll do as I say. We can tell her the truth after I take care of him. I'll get on the first plane to Florida and meet you at your place. Remember, pack his shit, change the locks. Everything is going to be ok baby. Trust me"
"Ok. Please hurry"
"See you in a few hours"
The fucking shit! I'm gonna kill him! I'm gonna twist his neck, cut his balls and shove them down his throat! He will never touch Ana or Carla again. He's dead.
"Dad? Everything ok?"
"Ana, listen to me carefully. I need you to do something. I know it will sound weird but trust me and do as I say ok sweetie?"
"Dad you're scaring me. What's going on?"
"Bob hit your mother. He's not the person we thought he was. Whatever you do, stay away from him. Please, trust me ok? Where are you now?"
"He what? Omg! Is she ok? I'm at the Hospital"
"Hospital? What happened?"
"Elliot Grey had a heart attack. I'm here with Christian and Kate. Dad, is mom okay?"
"She says she's ok. I'll fly to see her in a few hours. Please Annie, stay safe. I'll call you when I'm with her. She needs to calm down ok? I'll call you"
"Ok. Dad please take care of her"
"I will. Be safe sweetie"
Omg...Bob hit my mom? What the hell is going on?
"Ana? Ana. What's wrong?"
Christian is staring at me with concern in his face. And Kate is suddenly awake and alert to what I'm saying.
"Bob hit my mother"
"What?"
They say in unison!
"He hit her. I don't now what happened. It was my dad calling. He asked me to stay away from Bob"
"Omg! Ana, is she ok?"
"I don't know Kate. Dad said she was ok but I don't know. What is wrong with Bob?"
"He hit your mother Ana. You'll be far away from that jackass. I won't let him get close to you and hurt you too"
Christian looks pissed and it scares me a bit. I know he's just trying to protect me but he can get so dark sometimes, it's just scary...
"I don't understand. He never did anything like this. Never"
"Oh fuck! With everything that has happened I completely forgot. Ana, before the accident, I went to your place looking for you. You were gone. There was a note in the kitchen counter saying that you left with Bob and the two of you were going to live together in the south. It wasn't your handwriting so I can only assume it was his. After all that happened to me and to you, I completely blanked out that information. I'm so sorry. I should have said something to your mother. Or Ray. I'm so sorry"
What?...What the hell...fuck my memory! I should remember this! My mother was hit because of me! He wanted...me? Why? Is he crazy? Is he on drugs or something? How could he fool us for so long?
"What? Grey! Why the fuck did you keep that to yourself all this time? It's Bob's fault Ana was in an accident in the first place then! He kidnapped her, she managed to run away and ended up losing her memory in a fucking car crash! The man is clearly insane!"
Kate is fuming now! Not sure at whom though...
"I'm sorry! But a lot of shit happened in the mean time, in case you haven't notice!"
"Jesus! Ana, we need to keep you safe! He's clearly unstable! God only knows what he can do if he finds you"
Kate is scared, probably as much as me...The last thing she needed was to fear for another life...
"He won't get close enough. I'll make sure of it."
Christian looks at me while saying those words and I'm scared and glad at the same time. He will keep me safe, that I know. My fear lies in the things he could do to make sure I was safe...I'm scared of his dark side, scared of what he might do to keep his promises towards me...