Chapter 5: Big Problems and Even Bigger Mistakes

(Recap: They got to the restaurant and Ziva got out to go around the car to help Abby out of the car. Ziva intertwined her fingers with Abby's. She felt Abby shaking.

"Clam down my love. I am here with you." Ziva said. Abby's hand stopped shaking as they sat down at a table and waited for Abby's daughter to arrive.

A tall dark hair woman came up to them.

"Are you Abigail Scuito?" She asked.)

"Yes, I am Abigail Scuito." Abby said standing up.

The tall, dark haired woman looked down and saw Abby's 4 month pregnant belly. The she looked up into Abby's green eye with her own blue-green eyes.

"Hello, my name is Dove Harper. I am your daughter. I know it's a little weird and all and sometimes i don't know when to shut up but ummmm...gosh! I had a whole speech planned but i can't remember it!" Dove shook Abby's hand awkwardly and then sat down.

"Don't worry. I tend to babble on and on and on and sometimes i don't know when to shut up either." Abby smiled.

"Oh and i'm being very rude. Who are you?" Dove asked Ziva.

"Ziva David. I am Abby's girlfriend." Ziva said shaking Dove's hand.

"Oh thank god! I thought you were gunna hate me cause i'm gay too. Honey! You can come sit down with us! I promise they will not kill you!" Dove shouted to a woman across the room.

The woman was blonde and pale. She had green eyes and was a bit taller than Dove.

"Abigail, Ziva, this is my wife, Monica Fisher-Harper. Monica, this is my biological mother, Abigail, and her girlfriend, Ziva." Dove said.

"Nice to meet you both. I surprised you haven't tied the knot yet. Seeing as you are pregnant." Monica said pointing to Abby's swollen stomach.

"Just waiting for the right time dear." Abby said. "And please call me Abby."

"Ok, Abby. I was really nervous about coming. So that is why i asked Monica to come with me." Dove said.

"Oh i felt the same way. That is why i brought Ziva. Guess we think the same." Abby laughed nervously.

"Abby, i'm going to the restroom. I'll be right back." Ziva kissed Abby and got up.

"Me too. Be right back babe." Monica said kissing Dove and leaving with Ziva.

"Soooo...any questions you have for me?" Abby asked.

"Just a few if you don't mind."

"Not at all, shoot!" Abby said rubbing her swollen belly to clam her kicking child.

"Why did you give me up?" Dove asked shyly.

"Well...i was 15 when i had you. I knew if i would have kept you, i would not be able to provide a good life for the both of us. I knew that i wouldn't be able to give you the life you deserved. So i did the smart thing. I gave you up for adoption. I wanted you to have a wonderful childhood, which i think you did." Abby finished with a long sigh.

"I didn't even know you were so young. Wow! Umm...i just have one more question..."

"Yes?"

"Did you ever think to have an abortion?" Dove said staring into Abby green eyes.

"To tell you the truth, yes, i did think of it. Your biological father was not a nice man. He only wanted me for sex and he hit me when he found out i was pregnant with you. I did think of having an abortion but i couldn't kill a life. I just couldn't so i went through the pregnancy. I had you and gave you to your mom and dad." Abby said with tears coming down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry! I'm so so so so sorry!" Dove said.

"It's ok. My hormones are going nuts! I cry a lot. Just ask Ziva." Abby said laughing.

"Ask me what, my kitten?" Ziva said kissing Abby cheek.

"That i cry a lot even when i have no reason to." Abby said smiling at Ziva.

"It's true. She cries all the time! Hormones are crazy!" Ziva laughed.

"I agree." Monica said.

"Oh yes, i almost forgot. You are a grandmother!" Dove said.

"I am?" Abby asked wide-eyed.

"Yes, i have a 2 year old boy. He's staying with his other grandma. I would like for you to meet him some day." Dive said smiling at Abby.

"That would be great." Abby grabbed Ziva hand i rested her head on Ziva shoulder.

"Do you guys know what you're having?" Monica asked.

"Nope. Not yet." Ziva answered.

"So how did y'all do it?" Dove asked.

"Do what?" Abby asked confused.

"Get pregnant!" Monica answered.

"Oh, Ziva? Do you wanna tell them or not?" Abby whispered to Ziva.

"I'll tell them." Ziva kissed Abby's forehead and turned to Dove and Monica. "I am not like most women. I was born with both male and female parts. Both work so i can get another woman pregnant and i can become pregnant. That is how Abby got pregnant." Ziva finished.

"Oh wow! You two are so lucky! You are pretty bad-ass Ziva!" Monica said.

The day turned into night. The four women talked for hours until Abby fell asleep on Ziva shoulder.

"We better go." Ziva whispered.

"I was nice meeting you two. Hopefully we can do it again. Bye." Dove said as she and Monica got up to leave.

Ziva carefully picked Abby up and carried her out to their car. Ziva skillfully opened the door and placed Abby in with out hurting her or the baby.

"Ziva?" Abby asked tiredly.

"Shhh...baby we're going home so you can sleep."

Abby grabbed Ziva hand and placed it on her swollen belly. Just as Abby did that the baby kicked and Ziva's eyes began to water.

"Our baby is happy." Abby said with her eye still closed.

"Hush my tired little kitten. I will get you an our little ninja kitten home so you can sleep." Ziva rubbed Abby belly before she knelt down and kissed it. Then she got up, got in the car and drove home.

When they got home Ziva carried Abby into their home. Abby started to wake up.

"Babe?" Abby said weakly.

"Shhh...it's okay my kitten. We are home. I will place you in our bed so you may rest." Ziva whispered and kissed Abby temple.

"Babe i don't feel good. I..." Abby passed out before she could finish her sentence.

"Abby! Abby! Ziva tried to wake Abby but she wouldn't wake up. Ziva laid Abby on the floor in their house an took out her phone an called 911.

Within minutes Abby was rush to the hospital. An hour went by an Ziva was pacing up and down the waiting room with Gibbs, McGee, and Tony sitting down in the room with her.

"Ziva David?" The doctor asked.

"I am her." Ziva said rushing toward the doctor.

"Abby is fine. Although she hadn't eaten at all. She was dehydrated and unhealthy. The baby is fine and healthy but i need to keep Ms. Scuito here to make she she get back to proper health." Th doctor said.

"May i see her?" Ziva asked.

"Yea you may. She is awake now but i suggest you see her one at a time." The doctor said holding up one finger.

"Take me to her!" Ziva said quickly forgetting the rest of the team.

"Ziva?" Abby said as Ziva stood at the door frame of her hospital room.

"Yeah, it's me..." Ziva had her hands in her pocket. In on pocket there was a small velvet box. Inside the box was a ring. Ziva had wanted to propose to Abby but now she wasn't so sure.

"Ziva...i'm sorry. I should have told you about my eating disorder." Abby said tears running down her face.

"You are damn right you should have told me! I though you trusted me! I thought you loved me and our baby! But i guess not! I'm sorry! I should have told you to get an abortion. You having our kid was a bad idea. Good-bye Abigail Scuito." Ziva turned around and was about to walk off but then so pulled the box out of her pocket. "And by the way. Please keep this. If i hold on to it...i'll never be able to forget YOU!" Ziva tossed the box to Abby and left.

"Ziva...oh my god! You wanted to marry me. Ziva..." Abby said to herself as she held the ring in her hands.

"Ziver!" Gibbs called from behind Ziva. Ziva was bolting for the door.

"Leave me alone!" Ziva said as she kept running.

"DAVID! Stop!" Gibbs grabbed her shoulder and turned her around. But Ziva grabbed his hand twisted it and took him down.

"Take this and this! I quit! And after u leave you might wanna go comfort that crazy bitch, Abigail before she kills herself!" Zia said handing Gibbs her badge and her gun. As soon as she let go of Gibbs she took off.

Gibbs dropped her stuff and ran to Abby room. "Abby?!" Gibbs called out when he didn't see her in her bed. He looked to his right and saw the bathroom door slightly open. "Abs?"

"Go away! Leave me to die! Ziva hates me! I'm screwed up Gibbs! I have more problems that most! Just met me die!" Abby sobbed as she cut her wrist another 4 times.

"Abs stop! Nurse! I need a nurse!" Gibbs yelled as he took the knife out if Abby's hand.

(3 hours later)

Abby was laying down with bandages on her arms. She had cut her arms 15 times in both sides. Gibbs was doing everything he could to find Ziva. But she had disappeared.

"Abs. Are you ok?" Gibbs asked.

"No! Ziva was going to propose to me. And i ruined it! Gibbs find her please." Abby sobbed.

"Shhh...no more crying." Gibbs held Abby in his arms.

(With Ziva.)

Ziva's POV

I sat alone with a knife to my wrists. I had called Abby a crazy bitch. I hurt Gibbs and i quit my job. I knew if i ever showed my face again, Gibbs would have me killed. I had hurt the person i love and my child too. I abandoned them and i had told Abby she should have had an abortion. My head was spinning and i wanted to vomit. I sliced my right wrist but then i heard foot steps. I looked up and saw Gibbs.

"Told you i'd find ya!" Gibbs said in anger.

I simply looked at him and sliced my left wrist.

"It is over!" I said then put the knife to my throat. I drug the blade until i couldn't breath. Then i passed out.

End of Ziva's POV

Author's notes: ( Hello! Yes i'm leaving you hanging again! Sorry! Any suggestions for the new chapter? If so let me know! Sorry to make Ziva such a bitch in this chapter...but i had to add drama! Lol! See you soon!)