A/N: Hello people who still read this.

I'm kind of taking a hiatus right now from writing and anything that really takes any brain power. I'm not having the best of times right now. I'm actually having the worst of times. But I hate leaving stupid little messages that don't explain exactly why I'm a total mess. It's better to just be honest about things, yeah? So if you expected the werewolf and the rebel as I now lovingly call them, sorry. This is just one long A/N full of pain and stuff. You can skip it, it's really just me talking about my life and hoping for some small comfort from releasing some stuff that's been going on, and I couldn't really talk about in real life. But I figured I don't know anyone who reads this, so there's no real harm done telling people what's up with me. Sooo here we go. A list I like to call everything that is wrong in the writer of this fic's life right now and then some.

1) I am an attention whore who as of late has not gotten her fix of attention.

Lot of friend drama that doesn't involve me, I made sure I steered clear of it. The upside is I have no drama. The down side is I'm pretty much just sitting around while my other friends bitch and moan and start fights. I'm kind of just… there. No one really notices me, and I try getting some focus on yours truly because my life IS quite in shambles and I would like to talk to friends about it. But they're kind of busy I guess…

2) I forgot to observe the death of a friend two years back and I now feel guilty because I forgot they were dead.

A friend of mine died two years ago. I forgot about him on the anniversary of his death. Usually I observe that in some way, or at least I feel like I'm supposed to. This kind of stems to my OCD about dates. I remember every date of importance, so forgetting this (which is kind of the most important of them all) sucked. He was a great friend and I just forgot him. It makes me feel selfish because on that day, I was busy wallowing in self-pity because I am an attention whore who as of late has not gotten her fix of attention (see one).

3) My grades are slowly going to shit and I'm still not sure why yet.

"But how can you not be sure, Rachel?" Well, I DO know why, but I don't want to admit that I also forgot a lot of assignments. Either that or I just didn't do them. I'm slowly becoming uncaring for my schoolwork and that's bad. That's really bad. I guess I might be blowing off my schooling as a cry for help. But I'm so damn isolated, I forgot who I was crying out to.

4) My ex boyfriend has recently messaged me and that freaked my shit out because I am overly anxious about him because reasons.

He was an ass; I broke up with him in a nasty way. We both made pretty bad mistakes and the break-up was not fun. Basically he insulted me and my family constantly and kind of verbally tormented me. I was strong enough to break it off before we both did something we would regret, but I stooped to his level in the process. So when he suddenly messages me on Skype, the hairs on my neck stick up and an alarm in the back of my head starts going off. It turned out he asked me this real asshole question and by doing so, I remembered to block him on Skype, so happy ending there. Kinda. He's still in my head even though I got rid of him.

5) I have a new kind-of boyfriend and I have not been treating him all that awesomely and I should probably fix that.

This new guy is a really nice guy, I'm just scared to let my guard down (see four) and my life is kind of shit so I have little time for him (see everything). But I need to change that, and my boyfriends in this fiction are dating each other and don't like women (not to mention they're fictional) so, I should probably focus on the nice guy who is real and not gay. I kind of like my men straight if I wanna kiss them.

6) My home life literally just fell apart and I kind of need to be there for my sister and mom.

My parents are splitting up. And I am currently feeling nothing over this news, and I don't know why. I'm either in shock, or somewhere, deep inside me, I expected this to happen. So I can't cry over it even though everyone else around me is crying. I'm the abnormal one here who maybe hasn't digested the news, or maybe just forgot how to care about it. But this also might mean that I'm currently the strongest. I should probably stay strong for my mom, because right now she isn't strong. She's been my rock for 15 years, now it's my turn to be her rock.

7) This fiction has been losing popularity and I haven't gotten many reviews on it anymore, so I really, really, do not know where to go with it anymore because I can't give the people what they want if they don't talk.

I take reviews seriously. I listen to them, I enjoy reading them, I take any advice they may have. If I'm getting no reviews, I'm not writing. It's that simple for me. This kind of stem along with one in the sense that I need attention in order to do something. Maybe that's the wrong reason to write; maybe I should gain more confidence in my writing. As of now, I could not give less of a fuck (see entire list) because my life sucks too much. And anyway, don't reviews GIVE me confidence in my writing anyway? Jus' saying.

So anywho, this fiction is on official hiatus. Sorry about that and if you read this entire thing… well I got a little treat for ya. I wrote SOMETHING for the next chapter. It isn't much at all, but maybe it'll tide you over a little.

Remus suddenly sat up straight. Sirius looked over at him and sat up and at much slower pace than him. "What is it?"

"We completely missed history of magic! Oh god, a quiz was today! Dammit! I need to apologize to Professor Binns and hope for a reschedule." Remus yanked the comforter off the bed and got up, taking them with him. He began picking up his clothes, holding the comforter up at his chest.

"Give that comforter back!" Sirius got out of bed, not caring about decency whatsoever and not taking a blanket with him. He pried the sheet from Remus' hands.

"Sirius!" Remus tried covering himself with his hands

"Not like I haven't seen it, idiot." Sirius flung the comforter back on his bed. "I literally JUST saw it. I also send my compliment toward you for your amazing genes."

"SHUT IT, SIRIUS."

"You know, you're a prefect. You have access to the fancy private bathroom. Why did we decide to do this in our shared dorm room again?" Sirius' eyes seemed to have trouble looking away from the very much embarrassed Remus.

"You can stop looking at me now." Remus threw on a pair of pants.

"It's like we didn't literally just—."

"I said SHUT IT!"

That is literally all I have. Yeah ._.

So um… I'm shit with goodbyes, so goodbye for now 3