I wake up at two in the morning. I can't get back to sleep because of that stupid feeling inside my stomach. Not love. Well maybe for Hunter. But its a feeling of knowing... I sigh and finally watch a recapping of the reapings. Not much compition, that was pointless. I wonder what I'll look like at the interview with Alto Ivory. Something fire related. I stole the show. I get a capitol assaint to get me a pencil and a note book then I start drawing designs because I have nothing better to do. Eventually I fall asleep. Someone is bangs to pots together to wake us all up and I quickly get changed and I'm ready before people have got out their beds. I quickly go to breakfast and eat then before people start talking to me I return to my room. Until Goldia comes into my room and tells me its time for training. I get out and slip my shoes on I took off when I entered and go down the elevator before anyone can question me. I arrive exactly on time and our teacher reads the rules again and I head strait for I get changed I see Jason coming towards this section looking nevous and trying to hide it. I'm in a black one piece swim suit, I have no idea what a swim suit is but apartently it if like clothes that you wear for when your swimming or something. I don't think Jason can swim... I signal to him to try it out and he gets changed and joins me at the side of the pool
"Do you know how to swim." I ask
"Umm... I can keep my head above water if thats what you mean." He says. I jump in and the water is actually a bit cold but I don't complain. I pull Jason in and help him keep afloat. Its really cold when you first come in but you get use to it. He can swim quite well now. We spend all the lesson swimming. Jason get quite good since at the start of training he could only keep his head above water. Now he's swimming lengnths really fast. But I'm faster. We both know how to tread water and we can keep our breath for quite a while. The swimming instuctor says its time for quits before the main teacher does. I have a shower in changing rooms in my swim suit and I get changed into my training clothes. I walk to the elevator beside Jason and he still doesn't tell me what he woke me up for. Damn its eating me alive but I don't tell him that.
When we arrive at our floor he goes straight to his room. I know where he's going. I wanted to go up to the roof aswell so I follow. I see Jason with his arms out strechted at the edge of the building. No. I run over to him at full speed and I grab his top. He is facing straight down with his feet on the wall.
"Let go Sky." He sasys.
"No!" I say pulling him up roughly back onto the roof. I pin him down. "Don't leave me here with these idiots." I say. I still don't get off him.
"Get off me Sky." He says trying to push me off of him.
"No. Now get a grip damn it! You are not going to jump. I'll stay here all day. But i won't. I need food and so do you so I'm going to lock you in you're room until I have to let you out." I say while twisting his arm and pushing it against his back so it hurts him and I do the same with the other arm. I get to his roof's window and push him down into his room and I lock it. I shoot into my room and around the door and I jam the lock with a hair pin that I had from the reapings.
"Let me out right now Sky!" He shout through the door. "I'll find another way even if you don't let me go!" He says. Damn it! I go to my room and I find an ugly dress the capitol thinks looks good. Perfect. I rip it into one long peice and two miduim ones. I go into his room and after some hand to hand combat I win and Jason has his arms feet and his upper body tied up.
"Sky. Let me go." He says. I walk out and lock the door again. I'll have to talk to Ty about this. I eventually find Ty after wandering around a bit. Damn this place is big.
"Ty! Jason wants to commit suiside." I say quickly.
"WHAT! Where is he?!" He says panicked.
"He's in his room tied up. He can't get out but I'm trying to tell him he can't kill himself!" I say
"Ok.. I'll talk to him. Oh and thanks for telling me staight away." He sounds a lot calmer now that he knows Jason isn't going anywhere. I go to my room and think. There is only two more days till the arena and Jason is suisidal and my only possible ally. I might need help. After and hour Ty tells me that Jason is ok now and won't be doing it again. Phew. I stay in my room and I order dinner. Apartently a doctor says he's going crazy. Suisidal or murdering crazy. After dinner I go down to the traing center and grab some rope then I head back up. I go into Jason's room and drop down that roof window.
"Hey." I say quietly.
"Don't untie me." He says.
"I wasn't planning too." I say. I tie him up a bit more comfatably. I use banages to help stop rope marks on his wrists. This time he wants me to tie him to his bed post.
"Look just do it. I don't want to go crazy and turn into a murderer." He says. I don't aruge and I just do it. I order him dinner and help him eat it since his hands are bound. I go up thourgh the window, I lock it and I sit on the dege of the building watching the sun go down. Its beautiful. I've never really seen the sun go down before. Once it's dark I see the city light up. Why does this have to be the place I die? Oh Hunter would love this... I start to fall asleep to the silenence.