Let me clear some things up:
Alice, Bella, and Sophie live together.
Sophie will be three in a few months. Her speech is awesome from personal experience with my 2yo. There's nothing he can't really pronounce. But he does say Bella with an "s" and i think it's adorable.
I think that's it for now. Leave me your questions!
SM OWNS IT ALL.
~Three and a half years ago~
"Where are you going?" I ask softly.
He groans. "Away, Bella. I have to get out of here." He pulls at his hair. "This just isn't for me."
Punch in the gut—that's what it feels like.
"Did I do something?"
He looks up at me sharply. "Not everything is about you, Bella. You have your life all set up. You know what you're doing. " He shakes his head and laughs humorlessly. "I want to make my own decisions…figure out what I really want to do with my life." He says softly.
"You can always change majors." I tell him. He has to know that he has options. I know he hates school right now. It's pretty obvious.
"It's not that easy. I'm expected to be the next great surgeon. I fucking hate medicine, Bella. I already let my family down. I want out of here." He clenches his fists at his sides.
"Wha—what about me?"
There is sadness in his eyes, and an emptiness grows in my heart.
"I can't think about you right now. I need to do this for me. I'm sorry."
"What do you mean you can't think about me?" I ask incredulously.
"I MEAN I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING BE WITH YOU, BELLA!" He yells and I jump back, muffling my sobs with both hands.
He huffs and slams things around. "Why are you making this shit difficult for me?" he growls. "I already paid the lease for the year; you don't have to move out."
He thinks I give a fuck about this apartment?
I don't excuse him, i think he's going about it all wrong.