Dear Journal,
NIGHTS just manage to beat me again from getting an ideya from a visitor. But after I retreated here in Nightmare, I just heard from the third levels that NIGHTS disappeared like a bubble. He's been doing that year ago. But really, how come I had no memory on the last event three years ago? Last I remember was I was fighting a nightmaren named Corvus, and then I just woke in my own room here in nightmare. Master Wizeman said that Corvus manage to defeat me and he escaped, and also I don't remember any encounter with NIGHTS during that time, but I do know that he defeated Wizeman that day. That's all I could remember, for now. But lately I kept on remembering a face of a visitor whom I felt that I previously met, but I never encountered. The visitor was female and she had yellow hair, sapphire blue eyes and she wears blue clothing, she was pretty thou. (Sigh) Who am I kidding? I'm a nightmaren, and I shouldn't be acting like this, and besides I don't even know her. But the image wouldn't leave my head, there were days that I wish that I wouldn't think about it and I wanted to scream it out. Well I did scream always, but that only caused the other levels to fear me. I've been having a bad mood with anyone I meet, including Jackle. Like this morning, I found out that he just let lose Bombardas cats and cause Cerberus run wild after them. After the mess, you know who got the blame? ME! Wizeman yelled at me for five whole minutes for not being aware. I also told him not just to blame me, but also Jackle. After all, he was the one who started it. I guess after he was done yelling at me, he'll be talking to Jackle. Hopefully he gets a punishment, and if he doesn't I'll beat him up myself. But to tell the truth, I had a tiny desire to meet the visitor, if she's real that is. That's all for today. I'll be waiting to see if Jackle gets a punishment or not. Then I'll beat him up.
-Reala