SM OWNS IT ALL.
"And I hope you don't take it the wrong way, but maybe you should work on that before you even consider something with Edward." She smiles apologetically. "You need to make amends with yourself first and make Sophie your number one priority."
I completely agree with her.
"Why do I let him do this to me?" I ask angrily. "He consumes my thoughts and I forget what's really important—my daughter."
"I know you've missed him, Bella." She rolls her eyes. "I mean I don't know why…but whatever. You love him," she says matter-of-factly.
I laugh. Yeah I do. But that's not important anymore.
"Thanks for reminding me." I hug her. "You're always there for us."
"Yeah, you can't get rid of me, bitch!" she laughs and I feel lighter again. "And I can't just have you getting your freak on with your I-left-but-now-I'm-back-again-love-of-your-life. You better make him beg for that pussy, Bella." I raise an eyebrow. This bitch swears I'm a slut. "Okay fine." She holds her hands up. "Make him work for your heart again. Don't just give it to him. He doesn't deserve it yet."
"I fucking love you Ali!" I throw myself at her and we hug for days…or a minute.
Trust Alice to always tell me how it is.
And I wonder; would I really jump in bed with Edward if he asked?
Yes, yes I would. Oh Lord.
Thank god I have Alice here to tell me when I'm being a complete whore!
It's okay Bella, i'd be a complete whore for Edward too. js BUT I'm not you and he didn't leave me with a kid...:/...so i give you Alice. You're welcome ;)