A/N: Thank you all for the lovely reviews! I just want to know; is it weird to PM people and personally thank them? I've done that a few times now, but I still feel weird doing so.

Anyway, finally a new chapter! School is pretty busy, but test week ended and maybe I can update a little bit more from now on (maybe twice a week instead of once every 10 days… maybe ).

This chapter was also pretty heartbreaking to write, but I hope it is okay. And I hope I can again see you guy's opinions in a review!

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Nobody made a move. Not anyone knew what to do or say. Maybe they needed to call 911. Maybe they needed to help Jake. Maybe they needed to go comfort Blaine. They probably should be doing that all of that, but no one is.

Blaine is still on the ground, on his hands and knees. He hadn't moved since Mr. Reens had left a minute ago. He didn't have the strength to move.

He didn't have the energy to put some clothes on.

He didn't even care anymore.

He didn't need to act strong anymore. Everyone here had seen him on his weakest. He doesn't has to be the dapper Blaine who always knows what to do or say even when he doesn't. He tried to relax and closed his eyes. He just wanted to stay there on the ground and silently fall asleep.

Why couldn't his life be that easy?

"We should probably…- Blaine?" Blaine didn't look up or answer. He didn't even recognize the voice that said his name. The whole scene that happened a few minutes ago repeated in his head and no matter how much he wanted it to stop, how he wanted to forget, he couldn't. He can still feel those big hands on his hips squeezing into his flesh even though those hands were gone. He could still hear the moans in his ears even though it was quiet in the room.

Tina stood up and walked slowly to the front where Blaine was and kneeled down beside him. She just sat there for a few moments until Blaine finally looked up and locked eyes with the girl next to him.

"Blaine." Blaine could see that Tina had cried. Why couldn't he do anything right in his life? Why does he have to make everyone cry? First Brittany and now Tina.

"I-I'm sorry." Blaine sobbed quietly only making it possible for Tina to hear.

"Don't be. Please don't Blaine." Tina whispered as she slowly placed her hand on Blaine's arm, but she didn't expect Blaine to flinch under her touch. She should have. "I'm sorry." She whispered as she put her hands on her lap and studied Blaine's face precisely. Looking for any signs. For any emotions, but except for the tears it was blank.

Blaine stared silently at the ground. He didn't like the attention he was getting. Yes, he was an attention whore on stage, but right now he wanted everyone to mind their own business. And he wanted to go home.

He wanted to be alone.

Blaine started to move. He slowly stood up and started to collect his clothes. He took small steps. Every step he took hurted, but he had to keep going. He put on his boxers and his pants and his sweater and without anyone saying anything he was soon fully clothed again.

With a last look to his friends he started to leave. Just like that. He wanted to get into his car and go home. He didn't care that Mr. Reens was somewhere out there.

He wanted to be alone.

"Blaine?"

Blaine turned around immediately and looked at his friend, Finn, with wide eyes.

"Ye-yes?" Blaine stuttered quietly, still not trusting his voice to speak any louder.

"Where are you going?"

"Home." Blaine stated simply.

"Aren't your parents out of town?" Blaine nodded at this and already knew that he won't go home tonight. Not if Finn can decide. "You can come to my house." Finn said calmly, looking the still shaking boy up and down. "but first I'm going to take you to an hospital. Is that okay?"

Finn regretted what he said immediately after he said it. He didn't know what he said wrong, but the younger boy was shaking even more now and started to panic again, just when he was calmed down a little bit.

"Please." Blaine whispered terrified. "No hospital."

"But…" Finn started, but from the looks he got from his friends he knew that he had to go with it. Carole could check the other boy as soon as they got home, Finn thought. "Okay let's go home." Finn said as he took a few deep breaths and followed Blaine to his car.

It was quiet for a while in the choir room. Everyone was still trying to let all of this sink in. They still couldn't believe that this actually happened a few moments ago. That that guy actually brought a gun to their school and… and…

"Guys? I- I get it, but- fuck!" Jake mumbled quietly. He didn't want to be a burden or anything, but he needed a doctor and he needed it right now.

"Oh- crap right!" Ryder said immediately, finally being able to say something, as he grabbed his phone out of his pocked and dialed 911.

"This is Ryder Lynn. Yes. This man brought a gun to our school and shoot a friend and ra-raped another. Yes. Thank you." Ryder was surprised by how easy he said that, but it really didn't feel like that. He needed to stay strong for his friends. He didn't even know Blaine that well, but he still can't even imagine how he must have felt and how he feels right now.

They asked him to stay on the phone until the ambulance was there and that is what he did. He told the person on the line how Jake was doing and he even described how Mr. Reens looked like as soon as the ambulance and the police where there. He and Sam told him about the leather jacket and the skinny jeans. They described the older man as good as he could. It was the only way they could help right now, because Blaine didn't need their friendship right now. Yes, he needed their support, but only when he asks for it. The less people around him, the better.

"Can't we just not tell them?"

The first ten minutes in the car where quiet. Both Finn and Blaine didn't know what to say or just didn't want to talk, but Blaine really needed to get this off his chest. It's been going through his mind since he sat into the car.

Kurt doesn't need to know what he's been through.

Kurt would be so sad and Blaine doesn't want him to go through that.

The dapper Blaine is back already.

He doesn't want Kurt to know what happened a few minutes ago, only because he knows that he'll cry just like Tina and Brittany. He will make someone else cry.

He'll cry because he feels sorry. And he'll feel sorry because Blaine had cheated. He had sex with someone who wasn't Kurt.

"Dude…" Finn signed. He kind of hoped that they could stay quiet for the whole ride, because he really didn't know what to do in this situation.

"I just… Kurt he…" Blaine stuttered as he again could feel the tears started to form in his eyes.

"He's gonna find out either way." Finn stated firmly but friendly and Blaine just nodded his head understandably.

"But…" Blaine started, but he stopped himself. This was hopeless. He was a hopeless mess. All of this was useless. He should have just gone to his own house. It would have been much more quiet. The car pulled up on the driveway and without saying another word to Finn he stepped out of the car and walked to the door. There he waited until Finn reached the door too and opened the door for the both of them. Finn immediately walked inside and Blaine silently followed. His eyes pointed at the ground, almost walking into the door as he walked into the living room and sat down on the couch.

Blaine noticed the eyes on him, but he ignored them.

He didn't want to talk.

Burt and Kurt were both sitting on the couch watching television, but the movie on television wasn't that interesting anymore when the shaking boy joined them on the couch.

"What happened?"

Blaine couldn't look up. He stared at the ground and quietly rubbed in his hands, doing his best not to cry.

"Babe?" Kurt placed his hand on Blaine's shoulder and this time Blaine didn't flinch under the sweet touch of his boyfriend. He even leaned in a little. It felt kind of good to have Kurt with him.

"Finn, are you gonna tell me what is going on here?" Burt asked as he looked at the pair next to him. Blaine crying in his own hands while Kurt lovely comforted him as best as he could. With his hand still firmly on Blaine's shoulder.

"Maybe Blaine should…" Finn said, but the younger teen shook his head.

He could never say it aloud.

The pain.

The fear.

It was too much.

"We were practicing for tomorrow and this guy calls telling us that his car was broken. And uhm… Blaine knew the guy…" Burt looked at Finn and Blaine in turns. Soon noticing that Blaine really didn't want to hear this story again. The way his hands were firmly squeezing in his own legs, probably making bruises. And how Blaine was squeezing his eyes shut, trying to make it all go away.

Burt stood up and pulled Finn with him to the kitchen, leaving Kurt and Blaine on the couch.

Burt said down on one of the chairs in the kitchen and Finn sat down in front of him.

"Go on."

"This man had brought a gun with him and uhm… he said something about his son being killed and how it's Blaine's fault. Pretty weird. And he kind of" – Finn whispered the next few words. "raped Blaine in front of everyone."

"What?!" It was supposed to be a whisper, but he was sure that Kurt and Blaine had heard it. How could someone do that to Blaine? How could someone be that less of a person.

It was quiet for a few minutes in the kitchen, but Burt knew that there were some things that needed to be discussed.

"Have you called the caps?"

"Ryder did. Jake was shot, so…" Finn murmured as he pulled out his phone after feeling it buzz in his pocket.

They already found the guy. – Sam

Finn immediately showed the message and Burt nodded his head. That was a good thing. When Burt had finally controlled his danger enough to go back to the living room he found it empty. Kurt and Blaine weren't there anymore.

Burt really wanted to go upstairs and go talk to Blaine, but he knew that he needed to wait until those two were done.

Kurt was lying on his bed. Blaine was lying half on top of him, with his head resting on his chest. Blaine hadn't said a word since he walked out of that car with Finn and he knew that he couldn't stay quiet for long. Kurt wanted to know. And he deserved to know.

"Blaine? Babe?"

"Hmm?"

Kurt's arm was resting on top of Blaine's, making circles with his thump over his hand, both of the boys were staring at the ceiling.

"You know you can always talk to me, right?"

"Hmm."

"Please talk to me. I don't like seeing you cry, Blaine."

This was the time for Blaine. He needed to come clean and tell his boyfriend what happened. Even though Kurt would probably walk away or even worse, he would kick him out of the house, because he probably never wants to see him again. Blaine doesn't even want to see himself anymore since tonight. He doesn't want to be himself anymore.

"I…" Blaine wanted to say it, but it was so hard. Kurt patiently waited until the younger boy, who was lying on his chest was ready. He didn't know what was going on, but it sure as hell was something big. "I cheated." Blaine finished.

"Wh-what?" Kurt didn't expect that.

But it was true.

Blaine had sex with another guy. Maybe he didn't want to, but he still did. He cheated on the one person he loved. And still loves with his whole heart.

The moans.

The hands.

The demands.

Those weren't Kurt's.

"I-I'm sorry." Blaine sobbed and he finally turned around to look his boyfriend in his eyes. Or ex-boyfriend? Blaine isn't so sure anymore. The other boy was crying too.

Good job Blaine. You made someone cry again today.

"But…? Finn? How does he know? This can't be true! Tell me this isn't true Blaine!" Kurt cried out angrily pushing Blaine off of him as he climbed out of his bed. He still didn't believe what he was hearing.

"I-I'm so sorry, Kurt! I didn't mean to. I didn't want to. I'm sorry!" Blaine sobbed. He was sitting on the bed now, looking at Kurt with so much regret and fear in his eyes. Afraid of Kurt's next move, but Kurt finally started to realize what really was going on here.

"What? You-you didn't want to? Blaine? Were- were you? Oh my god! Blaine!" Kurt jumped back in bed and pulled Blaine in the biggest hug possible. He wrapped his arms around the smaller boy squeezing him hard, but not hard enough to hurt him. "I'm sorry. I love you so much Blaine." Kurt sobbed into Blaine's shoulder and Blaine couldn't really register what happened.

Why was Kurt's hugging him again? And why was he apologizing?

Blaine tried not to think too much about the pain in his back and sure as hell not about the scene in his head. This boy wasn't Mr. Reens. This was Kurt. His boyfriend. There was no need to be scared. There was no gun and no Mr. Reens. Only his innocent and beautiful boyfriend.

"I love you too." Blaine whispered quietly in Kurt's ear.

But maybe that wasn't enough.

A/N: Okay… thanks for all the answers on my question. As you can read; no parents. I hoped you liked it. Oh and Carole she's uhm… probably somewhere too! Most of you were asking for Burt… so I kind of replaced her for more Burt!

Another question maybe?: Okay. Do you guys want the next chapter to be the one where Blaine's kills himself like planned (I'm still planning on doing two chapters 6 or 7) or should I do a (short) bonus chapter with the reactions of New Directions? They are still in the choirroom... and there is A LOT to talk about... maybe they'll be sharing some secrets? Idk, I haven't written anything yet!

Xxx Crissingirl123