A/N: Hi guys,
I figured why not write the 'happy' ending too this week. That way it's finished and I don't have to feel guilty for not updating in a very long time :).
Like I said last chapter, until 0.0 is the same as chapter 7. That way people who don't want to see Blaine die don't have to read chapter 7 at all.
Warnings: Suicide. Tears.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
"Shit! Finn call 991!"
The door wasn't open yet, but Burt knew what had happened. The minute he didn't found Blaine on that bed where he was supposed to be, he had a feeling of what was going on. Burt kept jumping against the door, hoping that it would open. But he didn't dare to push too hard. What if Blaine was lying there? Passed out on the floor? Maybe he was lying against the door or only a few inches away and the door would slam against his head. Maybe he isn't dead yet right now, but he'll be when Burt crashed the door open.
"What? What's going on?" Kurt, Carole and Finn all ran upstairs when they heard Burt's call from upstairs. Finn had brought his phone with him. He didn't actually need to know what was going on. Something was wrong. That was sure.
"Kurt can you get something to open this fucking door?" Burt never cursed, but he couldn't think straight right now. Blaine was there. On the other side of the door. Dying. Kurt was too shocked to do something immediately which made Burt turn around. For the last time he kicked and pushed and with his foot close to the door handle the door finally opened. Burt was relieved to see that Blaine wasn't anywhere close the door, but he started to panic again when he saw Blaine lying unconscious on the ground. His arms were drowning in the boy's blood and even the floor was covered with it.
Burt shook unbelievably his head a few times and made his way into the bathroom door as he motioned for Carole to follow him. Carole's hands immediately started looking for a pols and she was relieved to find one. She nodded at her husband who smiled softly at her.
The five of them waited, well Blaine wasn't really waiting, he was nearly dying, until they heard an ambulance driving into the street. Finn jumped to his feet and walked down the stairs where he opened the door. Two men immediately walked inside and Finn led the two males to the bathroom.
Everything else went pretty fast.
Blaine was lifted in the ambulance and they drove away to the hospital. Kurt was allowed to go with them, Burt, Carole and Finn had to drive to the hospital on their own. It was only minutes later when the four of them were sitting in the waiting room.
All of them were staring at the ground. None of them knew the right words to say. Not that is was really surprising. It wasn't like Blaine to end his life like this. At least not that most of them knew of. But on the other hand, what happened today hadn't happened before either. What happened today is something that shouldn't happen to anyone at anytime. No matter what that person has done.
Kurt mostly was beating himself up for not noticing. He seriously thought when he left his room earlier this evening that Blaine was going to be alright. Maybe not sometime soon, but some day in the future. The way that his boyfriend was fast asleep in his arms gave him hope. He should have known that it wouldn't be this easy. Especially not since it happened before, only last time Blaine didn't cut this deep.
He didn't need an hospital.
"I'm stupid." Kurt signed suddenly. His hand was placed on his knee and his father's hand was on top of his, silently stroking it with his thumb.
"You couldn't have known, Kurt." Burt whispered softly.
"I should have. Dad, it- it's not the first time he'd cut himself." Kurt sobbed quietly. "Last time- he... he told me that he wanted to forget about everything. He thought it would help. He never cut too deep though. He didn't want his life to be over, but...- but maybe this time. Maybe this time he didn't have the faith in his life he had last time?" Kurt questioned aloud. Tears were rolling over his cheeks for the second time that night, but this time he didn't bother to wipe them away.
Burt reached out slowly and placed his fingers under his son's chin and turned him until Kurt was facing his father. "Son, this isn't your fault. What happened to him is one of the worst things that can happen to someone. It's not fair that it had to happen to Blaine. It's not fair that it happens at all. I can't believe people are this cruel." Burt closed is eyes and tried to calm down.
He wasn't supposed to be mad when his son was around especially not in these circumstances, he was scared and sad enough as it was.
"Burt's right, dude." Finn commented softly from the ground where he was seated. "What happened to him sucks. And Mr. Reens must be punished big time and I'll make sure of that."
"Come on, Sweetie. I wish I could say that everything will be alright, but he lost a lot of blood. I do know though, that everyone here will do his and her best to make sure Blaine is okay." Carole was the only one who was standing in the waiting room, too impatient to sit down.
Kurt nodded.
He wanted to believe everything they all said, but it was difficult for him to do so.
Silence filled the room again. This was until a door opened and a doctor walked up to the group of people.
"Are you guys family of Blaine Anderson?"
0.0
"One of you can come see him." The doctor told the group in the waiting room and they all agreed that Kurt had to be the one to go see Blaine.
Kurt moved nervously out of his chair and walked towards Blaine's room. His heart was beating way too hard when he opened the door and approached his boyfriend. Kurt's eyes widened when he finally saw Blaine lying on the hospital bed. His eyes were wide open, just like Kurt's, but Blaine wasn't looking at him.
Blaine was staring at a wall. His eyes were following the words that were written on a poster.
Kurt almost couldn't believe that this boy was Blaine.
His Blaine.
"B- Blaine?" Kurt stuttered in a whisper as he sat down next to the bed with a deep sigh. Blaine didn't answer. His eyes were still focused on the wall and on the poster. Kurt softly placed his hand over Blaine's. He looked down at the two hands and smiled a little. "Blaine?" He tried again and a tear rolled over his cheek as Blaine locked eyes with him for a moment, a small sob escaping his mouth.
"I'm sorry, Kurt."
"Please don't." Kurt begged as his other hand rested on Blaine's cheek. His thumb softly stroking the skin there. "Don't apologize, Blaine."
"You're crying because of me." Blaine stated quietly and he quickly pulled his hand away wincing when he remembered the cuts on his arm.
Kurt wanted to reach forward and pull his boyfriend into a hug. Instead he didn't move a tiny bit.
"I'm crying because I thought I was gonna lose you. I can't live without you." Kurt sobbed. Blaine stayed silent for a second and Kurt didn't like it. He needed to know what Blaine was thinking. He needed to know what was going on in his head. "Please talk to me."
"What is there to say?" Blaine asked loudly, he sat up straight and he again focused on the wall behind Kurt. He couldn't look him in the eyes. Not after all what happened today. "I tried to kill myself. And I didn't even succeed. Ha. Kurt, it's kind of funny. Today I let someone rape me and I failed at killing myself. I suck."
"Blaine. Stop that!" Kurt shouted suddenly as he reached forward with his hand and made Blaine look at him. "Don't talk about yourself like that. What happened today at school, none of that is your fault you hear me? None of that." Kurt sighed deeply when Blaine shrugged. How can his sweet beautiful boyfriend think this low of himself? "Blaine? What are you thinking about?"
"Would you believe me when I said elephents?" Blaine asked, but he already knew the answer. Kurt shot him a disaproving look and Blaine didn't wait for his boyfriend to ask him again. "Fine... I- I just feel stupid okay? I used to be scared, you know. After- After the dance I always thought Mr. Reens was going to do something. I mean I deserved it... but after prom last year I moved on. The nightmares stopped and- and you know... I stopped worrying, at least not as much as before. I guess it was stupid of me to think he was gonna let it go this easily."
"It's not stupid, Blaine."
"Kurt, you don't understand."
"Then explain it to me."
Blaine looked at Kurt and frowned slightly when he saw a look filled with concern and interest. He wasn't used to people being interested in his past, but then again, this wasn't the first time Kurt asked about it.
"Because of me his son died. I wanted him to go with me. He was my friend Kurt and he didn't want to go, but I- I forced him Kurt. I practically forced him to go with me. And see how that turned out. He died. I killed him."
"Blaine listen to me. I don't know exactly what happened today, but I do know that you're not a murderer. You would never kill someone and I know that you didn't kill Jack. You have every right to be upset, but don't blame yourself for all of this." Kurt begged sadly, his hands shaking on top of Blaine's. The boy in the bed didn't answer. He simply stared at the wall his eyes again fixed on the words on the poster.
Kurt wasn't sure why Blaine was interested in it this much. It was just a simple print, the words were written on it with a dark red color, probably in Italian, because Kurt wasn't able to read it, but Blaine surely was.
The two of them stayed silent in the room for a few more minutes.
Kurt wished he could come up with the perfect words, but he couldn't think of anything.
He sighed deeply and was glad when the door opened and his father walked inside the room. He didn't walk any further though. He simply motioned for his son to follow him outside and this is what Kurt did. With one last kiss he raised back on his feet.
"I love you." He whispered before he closed the door and was brought back home. Tomorrow they'll visit again and he'll make sure he knows what to say.
Shut your eyes, my friend
This is not the end
Even if you'll never be the same...
Just know that, darling, you are not to blame
I'll stand by you and do my part
To try to glue your fractured heart
Back together.
Unique was shaking on her legs the minute she finished her little song. It had taken her the whole night to come up with the right words and she still wasn't very happy about it, but then again, how is it even possible to be happy with a song like this.
Maybe it's better like this.
Little dolphin,
Yesterday was a scary day,
I wish I could make the pain go away.
What the evil man did to you,
Is not a nice thing to do.
I'll give you a kiss,
And I make sure I won't miss.
To tell you how nice you are to me,
You're one of my best friends, Bee.
Brittany slowly leant forward and placed a soft kiss on Blaine's lips. The boy laughed softly, with fresh tears in his eyes. His injured arm moved to his cheeks, but Brittany stopped him and wiped Blaine's tears away with her own hand.
"Thanks." Blaine whispered and Brittany simply smiled as she took a step back. This time Sam stepped to the bed and sat down next to his best friend.
Hi Blainers,
I'm not very good with rhymes and stuff...
So I hope a simple story is enough.
We didn't really talk last year.
We actually had a fight the first day we've met, but I love you Blainers.
You're my best friend.
You helped me realise that life isn't always about your looks.
Being beautiful isn't something that you can see from the outside.
I will never forget that one day in the locker room.
You helped me Blaine and I'm gonna do my best to help you too.
"Thanks, Sam." Blaine sobbed and Sam playfully messed with the curly haired boy's hair before he moved to the back again. For a few moments it was quiet again, no one said anything. They all thought the same things, it wasn't necessary to say it aloud. That only makes it more real.
This whole day always one person stayed with Blaine. Just like the next day and the one after that. Until Blaine could come home and could go back to his parents.
Because the best way to help their friend was simply to be there for him.
Oh and to make sure that Mr. Reens gets what he deserves, but believe them, they'll make sure that he is gonna regret every single thing he did to Blaine.
Without a doubt.
A/N: I feel like this is kind of rushed, but I simply wanted this story to be over... okay that doesn't sound very nice, but honestly it's been a while since I finished a story. I normally just click the complete button if I don't feel like writing it anymore :).
I hope you guys 'enjoyed' this story!
Thanks to thesweetiestgirlintheworld and OnceUponATimeTheEnd with a . inbetween Time and The... for sending me your rhymes! I loved them!
Xxx Crissingirl123
