WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? WHAT HAVE WE DONE? WHAT HAVE I DONE? I hate you, I hate you. I repeated over and over in my head as I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I hated him, I really hated him for making me so angry and now I've ruined everything.

"Hey, how are you?" Edward asked already knowing the answer. "I don't know what you're so worried about he can't live without you", he grinned slipping an arm loosely around my shoulder.

"Why do I always mess everything up? I didn't mean for that to happen but I was just so mad at him for leaving me and I was scared and"

"It's ok Charlie everyone makes mistakes", he chuckled.

"Why are you laughing this is so not funny", I said burring my head in my hands letting the tears stream down my face.

"I just never realized how alike the two of you are", he replied smoothly.

"What?"

"Well Bella kissed Jacob", he said calmly.

"And you aren't mad at all, oh how I've chosen the wrong brother", I laughed.

"I'm not mad because I love her and I want her to be happy and if that's what it takes the so be it", he answered his eyes sad.

"She loves you too, more than anything."

"I know", he sighed.

"How is she", I asked knowing she would beat herself up over it.

"She's upset with herself, asked me to swear at her", he shook his head smiling.

"Oh I won't have to ask", I said, "but I deserve it I'm a bad person."

"You messed up Charlie we all do but you're the only person he's ever loved, the only person he ever will", he said ruffling my hair.

"How much longer?" I asked.

"Not much." He replied exiting the tent motioning for me to follow him.

I inhaled deeply before getting off the floor and walking the small space to the door. When I got out of the tent that's when I seen her, Victoria. She was standing there silently her beautiful red hair flowing in the wind and just when I thought it couldn't get any worse a small sadistic grin slipped across her face. The fight between Victoria, Seth, Riley, and Edward didn't take long before I knew it the beautiful distraction was over and Victoria and Riley were just a pile of ash. Now it was time for the real scary stuff I thought as Emmett crossed the clearing with his arms stretched towards me. The second his arms were around me I began to sob hysterically. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry", I cried into his chest.

"It's ok, whatever it is just tell me", he said kissing my head.

"If I tell you I know you'll hate me."

"I could never hate you", he grinned.

"I kissed Seth", I mumbled the words coming out like mush but I knew he understood. He pulled me away from him to look in my eyes. "I'm so sorry I never wanted to hurt you", I muttered.

"Not now", he said walking away from me.

"Emmett", I yelled after him.

"I said not now", he called breaking into a run. The walk home was long and lonely not because they left me but because I asked them to let me be alone. I felt some one watching me.

"Hello", I called into the trees. I turned away and kept walking. Not a minute later there was rustling in the trees again. "This isn't funny asshole I don't know who you are but today is not the day", I scoffed.

"I know", said the most beautiful voice in the world. I slowly turned to face him. "Hi", he said trying to start and conversation when I couldn't even form a sentence. I stared at him for a few minutes trying to find my voice. "Ok I know I was a jerk but Babe come on the silent treatment is so third grade", he laughed walking towards me. I must have looked so stupid staring at him wide eyed unable to give the apology I've owed him for so long. He didn't speak after that he just kept getting closer until our lips were almost touching. "May I kiss you?", he said.

"Me?", I finally managed.

"Mmhhmm", he smirked. I just smiled at him our lips finally meeting after what seemed like an eternity. "I love you", he said laying us on top of a soft patch of damp moss.

"How long were you watching me?"

"Since you left the clearing", he admitted.

"Why did you wait so long to come out?"

"I wanted to make sure we ended up here", he said looking around our meadow that we now shared with Edward and Bella. We were here the first time he told me he loved me, I smiled at the memory.

"I love you", he said again.

"I love you too", I sighed leaning in for another kiss. After a while he moved to my neck allowing me to catch my breath it was strange how now he had the timing down to an exact science. Some where in the process we lost our shirts and then our pants, it wasn't like last time we made love it didn't feel forced or frantic it just felt right. I was panting when be broke away to remove my bra his eyes never leaving mine before I knew it his boxers were gone and his thumb was hooked under the waistband of my underwear.

"You are my girl", he muttered against my lips as he removed them. I didn't last long and neither did he. He pulled my head into the crook of his neck. "That feels amazing", he said referring to my warm breath on his cold skin.

"I know", I said mimicking his words from earlier.

"I know we've tried this once but if it's ok with you I'd like to try again", he said getting up and pulling me with him. "Charlie Swan you are officially the crazy ass love of my crazy ass life, you are the only person who has ever touched my heart and I want to spend forever with you, will you marry me?"

"Emmett we're naked", I said blushing at our mess up attempt at a proposal.

"Yes we are", he smiled digging the ring out of the pocket of his jeans. "So are we engaged?"

"Yes we are", I answered as he placed the ring on my finger. Mrs. Cullen yeah I could so get used to that.