She didn't sleep at all that night after I asked her not to, I did feel guilty when her eyes started to droop around 6 and then she finally started to snore about 7. She fell asleep sitting up, my poor baby I thought pulling down the covers to lay her under them. I went to lay on top of them but she stopped me, "no", she whispered almost pleadingly. I smiled and slid under them next to her, I held her like that for what felt like days stroking her hair and kissing her nose. But around 5 o'clock that night I was tired of waiting. I pulled the covers from her but to my surprise she didn't move. I took her foot into my hand and massaged it softly applying a little extra pressure to the souls. "Mmm", she purred pushing her foot harder into my hand. Then I lowered my mouth on her big toe suckling gently. "Hmm ugh UGH", she moaned but she was still asleep so I went straight to the place that woke her always. I buried my face between her thighs and breathed in her scent, heaven. "Emmett", she exclaimed tangling her fingers in my hair.

"Hey Baby", I whispered making my way up her body.

"Was I moving a lot?", she asked when I reached her face.

"No not at all", I replied resting my head in the crook of her neck.

"Hmm, I'm usually all over the bed when I have nightmares", she sighed.

"You had a nightmare, what about?", I wondered kissing behind her ear.

"I don't know what's coming but it kind of feels like impending doom, everyone is in danger, the only reason I can think of is because I miss everyone you know", she finished letting a tear slide down her cheek.

"We can go home when ever you want", I answered kissing it away.

"I don't want to go anywhere I just", I didn't let her finish her sentence before crashing my lips to hers desperate to comfort her.

"Don't ever leave me", she murmured on to my lips.

"Never", I promised. She pushed my shoulder to the bed and crawled on top of me straddling my hips. She positioned herself over me; it was nice to see her taking control. She smiled down at me as she started to move over me, her breasts moving in rhythm with her thrusts I moved my hips up to meet hers. "Mmm you have great pecks", she muttered running her hands over them again. "Closer", I breathed pulling her arms out from under her so we now rested chest to chest, I could feel her heart beat. "Closer", I sighed into her hair. She brought her lips back to mine and let my tongue slip past her teeth to meet hers. "Closer", I whispered again.

"The only way we're getting any closer is if you crawl under my skin and until you figure out how to do that this is as close as we can get", she laughed. But that was exactly what I wanted, for her to crawl under my skin and forever be a part of me. "Once I'm a vampire you won't be able to get ride of me" she reminded me riding me faster and more intensely that before. She rested her head against my neck biting it softly, she was close I could tell. So I flipped us over at vampire speed and thrust into her harder that I ever have before.

"You're closer Char, I know you so why don't you ever just let go?", I snorted.

"I always go first I want you to let go why can't I ever watch you?", she said accusingly.

"Ok", I agreed after a moment.

"Ok?", she repeated skeptically. I just nodded and let go think about her. The way her hands felt clawing at my back for leverage she could never find, the way her nipples hardened at the mere thought of me, and how she was always so damn wet. I felt her eyes on me the whole time it was embarrassing yet strangely intimate. "I love you", she said finding her own release.

"You are so beautiful", I murmured rubbing her clit. When she was finished I pulled my and away and licked it clean.

"You're perfect, you're my best friend", she sighed holding me tighter.

"You are so much more than that to me Charlie. You're everything, everything."