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Emmett's POV

"NO! NO! NO!" she screeched as I tickled her. I laughed, it had been weeks since our fight and things were back to normal now almost. Except when I looked at her too closely I was horrified of what I saw. There were dark circles under her eyes and her once full cheeks looked hollow, the last time we made love I noticed that her breasts looked swollen and painful. She told me it wasn't as bad as I thought but I knew she was lying because she winced when I touched them. "Penny for your thoughts", she smiled bringing me back to the present.

"I think you're worth way more than a penny", I grinned.

"Thanks", she frowned. "You're beautiful", she noted stroking my face.

"So are you."

"No I'm not", she said sadly.

"What makes you say that?"

"I'm only pretty to you, I used to be prettier before", she stopped mid sentence and looked away. The expression on her face made me remember that there was a time when everything was different, but that was just a distant memory now.

(6 months earlier Bella's POV)

"Hey doll", Charlie said descending the stairs, she was striking not just plain like me when she walked into a room everyone looked and I mean everyone. I just smiled at her and continued to eat my pop tart. "So are you excited for our sleep over tonight", she asked.

"Char, we're sisters, we live in the same house sleeping down stairs on the couch hardly counts as a sleepover", I retorted. She chuckled and went to the fridge. We took Charlie's truck to school. She told me that after school we would go straight to the Cullen's I rolled my eyes at her she knew I wanted to go to Jake's but Edward and Emmett wouldn't allow it. After school we went to the car, the boys had left for their hunting trip this morning so we were going to chill with the girls. "Do you ever think about him, Seth I mean?"

"All the time", she answered looking almost sad for a second before her gaze turned suspicious.

"Well we could go you know, go see them", I danced around the subject like a chicken.

"We could", she replied pulling out of the parking lot. I huffed and sat back in my seat knowing that she wouldn't change her mind. When I reopened my eyes I realized her expression was conflicted as she was about to pull into the Cullen's driveway I watched almost amazed as drove straight past it.

"Emmett forgive me", she whispered as she floored it. We spent almost the whole day in La Push but as it got closer to seven we realized that we still had to help Angela with the her graduation announcements. I hugged Jake and walked over to the car Charlie was still saying goodbye to Seth.

"I miss you, I love you Charlie", He said kissing her on the forehead. She pulled reluctantly away from him and walked toward the car. "Please don't go", he said pleadingly as she opened the car door. She looked back in his direction for a moment waved and hopped in the driver's seat pulling away without looking back.

(Charlie's POV)

I just got over the treaty line when I saw it. It was a shiny silver VOLVO!!

"Oh my God", I said in disbelief I peeked at the rear view mirror and seen an angry pairs of topaz eyes.

"What?"

"Look behind us", I whispered. She turned her torso and let out a tiny scream. Then my phone began to ring. This time I screamed. She reaching in my purse and I looked at the caller I.D. She screamed throwing it at me I threw it back. "Answer it, no don't answer it", I yelled unable to make up my mind. I felt something bounce the back of the car. I looked back and saw Emmett holding on to the back of the truck. Then my phone rang again this time I answered it.

"H-h-hello", I stuttered.

"Hey Baby", he answered tapping at the window right next to me it made my heart race because I hadn't even seen him move. The only thing that was more scared than the fact that he was hanging on to my car was the fact the blood was dripping from his mouth over his chin and onto his shirt. "I know that I have super strength and all but hanging out here is kind of tiring you'll pull over won't you?"

I nodded slowly and pulled over.

"Good girl", he cooed. "Now all you have to do is come outside," he smiled at me with such love that despite my fear I listen without hesitating. I closed the car door behind me. "Did you have a good time", he asked leading my farther away from the car, farther away from safety. And for the first time that I can remember I was terrified of Emmett Cullen.

He led me into the forest until I could no longer see the car. He ripped off part of his shirt and tied it over my eyes. He was so quiet that I was beginning to think he'd left me there.

"Are you scared Charlie?" he whispered sadistically in my ear. I said nothing but began to sob he wrapped his arms around me one cupped my breast and the other went to the front of my jeans and began to unbutton them. I whimpered as his cold fingers touched my hot sex. "You still want me don't you", he noted feeling how wet I was I nodded pathetically. "Do you want to kiss me Baby?" I nodded again and without another word he brought his lips to mine I could taste the blood but for what ever reason it only made me want him more. "I love you, do you have any idea what it does to me when you do stuff like that?"

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to I just", I stopped abruptly when he squeezed my nipple to hard to be pleasurable.

"You have no idea", he snarled releasing it from his grip only to do the same to the other I bit my lip to keep from screaming. "There is a thin line between love and hate Charlie, a very thin line", he whispered removing my blind fold. He sat on the ground a few steps from me. I walked over to him. "There is also very thin line between pleaser and pain, let me show you", he said slamming into me so far and hard that it caused tears to spill from my eyes and land on the cold ground.

"OUCH", I cried.

"Does that hurt Baby?"

I nodded.

"Do you want me to stop?"

"No", I yelled. He chuckled and pounded into me harder. I dug my nails into the ground and cried out again. He began to twist and pinch my clit painfully hard.

"Now do you want me to stop?" he asked again.

"Yes, please, please stop", I sobbed.

"No", he said flatly.

"What do you mean no?"

"I mean no, I'm going to fuck you until I think you've had enough", he said coldly.

I opened my mouth in shock he had never said something like that to me before I turned in anger and struck him across the face as hard as I could. I heard the bones break and cradled the hand to my chest and let my head fall to the ground as I screamed. "Now look what you did you've hurt yourself", he said pulling my head back up next to his by my hair.

"Not that you care anyway, I hate you Emmett I hate you so fucking much", I spat at him.

"You listen to me you little bitch you will never say that to me again don't you understand that I fucking love you."

"If you love me then why are you hurting me", I accused.

"Do you love me Charlie?"

"You know I do."

"Then I could ask you the same question", he said calmly finally releasing me. I starred at him horrified not at him but at myself. "You can run away screaming now", he said misreading my expression.

"I didn't realize it made you feel that way", I said walking over to straddle him. I winced slightly at the throbbing between my legs.

"Then you don't realize how I feel about you Charlie", he rested his head on my shoulder gently kissing the skin there. "I'm sorry that I hurt you I just lost control."

"I understand after all you're only human", I chuckled rubbing his back. He laughed too. "Make love to me Emmett", I whispered.

"I don't think that is the best idea, your bleeding I can smell it".

I reached between my legs and felt the sticky red blood I brought it to his lips he slowly poked his tongue out and tasted it.

"You are delicious my love", he murmured nuzzling my neck and inhaling deeply.

"Thank you", I smiled as I grabbed his erection in my hands and pushed him inside me.

(Present day Emmett's POV)

I remember that day more clearly than the others, the day I vowed to never hurt her again but as I watched her face contort in pain at the kick of our child I knew that I had broken my promise. I stroked her hair and tried to lose myself in her knowing that nothing would ever clear my guilty conscious.