2D's POV:

"Mom, I need to take a shower." I whined.

"After that stunt you pulled yesterday!" Mom yelled.

"Come on!" I argued back.

"Rach, jut let him shower." Russell said, entering my room.

"But, but-." My mom argued.

"Rachel, the doctor said we had to move on with our normal days, this is best." he offered her a smile, which seemed to convince her.

"Can I get a razor?" I asked, Mom and Russell glared at me, but, of course Russell had to give after all his "The Doctor said..." preaching.

"A dull as hell one." He said, making my mom relax slightly.

Well, I took what I could get, at least.

Once in the shower, I took time to actually enjoy the hot water that burned my skin. It felt refreshing in a weird way. I started massaging the shampoo into my hair, enjoying that for some reason as well.

I picked up the razor and stared shaving my face. Much to my surprize, I actually cut my face.

'Damn...'I throught, 'I thought Russell said this was a dull razor...'

Shrugging, I got the sudden urge to shave my arms.

'Whatever.' I thought, putting to the razor to my wrist, and cutting myself yet again. I didn't bother cleaning the cut off, and just continued shaving, repeatedly nicking myself.

'Well...this razor is pretty dull, I should probably go over it again.' I went over my wrist yet again.

'Damn, why is this razor so dull?' I kept making excuses on why I should go over my arms again and again. Finally, I had a nice little pool of blood washing down the drain.

"That should do it." I said, stepping out of the shower and wrapping a towel around my waist.

The cuts on my wrists stung, which for some reason made me happy, it's the first kind of physical pain other than a migraine I've felt all week.

I was just about to dry my hair with another towel when Noodle walked in.

"Toochi?" She asked as she entered, her eyes widening upon seeing me. I didn't know why, I had a towel on after all.

Then I saw what she saw. Leading from the shower was a long trail of blood that ended where I stood. Crimson continued to leak from my wrists.

"You gonna tell Russ?" I asked. Noodle nodded her head slowly.

"Let me get to my room first, okay?" Noodle nodded once again, and watched me bolt to my room.

Once she was sure I was in my room, I could hear her feebly call out "Russel-san, come here, please!"