This is it folks the final Chapter, its quite a long one and soppy in parts, I hope you enjoy it.
Chapter 41
Olivia put the file in the draw and walked over to Cragen's office and gently knocked on the door before she opened it.
"All done Cap" she said walking in. Cragen looked up and smiled at her.
"I bet you're not gonna miss the paperwork" he said to her as she sat in the chair facing his desk.
"Guess I won't" she smiled at him "I will miss everyone here though, especially you"
Cragen stood up and walked round to her sitting on the edge of his desk. "we will miss you two as well" he told her "I guess I will have less paperwork as well seeing as I won't have to spend half my time righting you two up for doin something wrong" he joked.
Olivia nodded her vision starting to blur as tears formed. "I promised myself I wasn't going to cry" she said wiping her eyes. "It's not like I'm never going to see you guys again, you're coming up in a weeks time for a BBQ and to stay for the night" she half laughed half sobbed.
Cragen smiled and stood up off the desk "come on "he said "I will walk you out" he held his hand out and she took hold of it as he led her out the office and into the elevator.
"You got much left to pack?"
"No Elliot is on top of it all he has been sorting everything out while I've been finishing off here. The kids have been helping we didn't really have that much to pack as I'm leaving all the furniture for Kat so it was just personal stuff"
They stepped out the elevator and headed for the doors and out onto the street to her car.
"Give me a call when you guys get there"
"I will" she smiled.
"What?" he asked her.
"Nothing ….it's just …..You're kinda like the dad I never had" she told him.
"Yeah well you're like the daughter I never had, I'm gonna miss you, both of you" he said pulling her into a hug.
"You know you can visit anytime you want and we will be back to the city to see the kids we can meet up then. Plus we still have the court case to come back for"
Cragen nodded "Just take care of each other. Okay" he said "and if you're ever ready to come back I wall make sure there is a place for you on the squad"
"Thanks Don" she said reaching up and kissing him on the cheek. "I will call tomorrow when we get there and see you next week"
She opened her door and climbed into the car, waving as she pulled away from the station.
Elliot reached out over the bed and found an empty space where Olivia should have been. He climbed out the bed and walked into the living room. Olivia was sat at the window she was wearing his t-shirt, her knees pulled up to her chest looking down at the street.
"Hey" he said sitting on the ledge next to her "What you doin up?"
"I couldn't sleep" she answered him "I didn't want to wake you"
Elliot looked at her and reached out touching her knee. "You having second thoughts about leaving?"
"God no El, I promise you, I can't wait to move away with you and start a new life, but I am going to miss the city"
"yeah I know, me too the longest I had ever been out the city was at Cragen's cabin…I tell you what" he said turning to face her and lifting his legs to sit the same as her "We will visit the city at least once a month and stay over to get our fix. We get every weekend off we could do it no problems"
"Sounds good"
She moved his legs and moved herself so she was sat between them and wrapped her legs around him. She ran a single finger down the centre of his chest over his stomach and along the full length of his shaft, making it twitch at her touch.
"El do you always have a constant hard on" she laughed.
"Only around you" he laughed "Fucking you is all I think about"
"It is" she asked him lifting the t-shirt over her head leaving her naked.
"Yeah it is, I can't believe I'm going to be waking up every morning next to you for the rest of my life. I used to dream of being with you, I never thought it would come true. I love you Olivia Benson more than you will never know"
"I love you to baby" she said moving closer to him the tip of his shaft gently pushing at her already soaked pussy "I love you with every part of my body"
"I love every part of your body" he smirked as he looked down between them and Olivia moved closer to him, the tip of his cock pushing into her "I really love the feel of you around my cock" he said as she moved closer and he pushed fully into her, and she wrapped her legs tightly around him holding him into her. She moved slowly on him clenching her inner muscles as she did gripping him as he moved inside her. He lent forward and began to take turn sucking on her nipple moaning as he did flicking his tongue over them. "God this feel s so good, I love it when you ride me Liv" he said releasing her nipple.
"El promise me we will never lose this" she gasped as she arched her back and lent back on her hands as he pushed into her.
"I promise you Liv, we will always have this" he said as he rubbed his hand over her clit and his thumb began massaging and rubbing it. He felt her clench harder around him he watched her as she bit her bottom lip he knew she was close "That's it Babe just let go" he whispered to her.
"Hmmmm El keep rubbing…..that feels so….so good "she moved to meet his thrusts "Ohhh god El" she panted as he rubbed harder "oooh …aaahhh" she screamed flinging herself forward and collapsing onto him as he shot his load inside her hold her tight. Once their breathing had calmed she lifted her head and he pushed a stray bit of hair behind her ear.
"You are so beautiful Olivia"
"You're not too bad yourself El" she smiled, running her fingers through his short hair and down the back of his neck and back. "I can't imagine ever being without you"
"So don't imagine it cause it aint ever going to happen, this…me and you its forever. After everything we have been through there is nothing that could ever tear us apart."
Olivia held him tight "Take me to bed Elliot, we have a long drive tomorrow we need to sleep"
One week later.
"Liv will you stop worrying everything is fine" He laughed as she straightened the cushions for the third time.
"I'm not worried I just want the place to look good"
"Baby" he said grabbing her round the waist to hold her still "It looks amazing"
They had spent their first week putting small personal touches to their new home. It was a log cabin with 5 bedrooms and a small pool. Woodland surrounded them secluding them from the outside world. It was so peaceful and quiet a world away from the city. They were only renting for now but after the first 3 days Olivia had already hinted she wanted to buy the place, if they stayed on at the training centre after 5 days she decided she wanted to buy it even if they didn't stay on so they could have a holiday home. Elliot had promised her they would look into getting a mortgage once they were settled in the new job. The training centre was only a 15 minute drive away which was perfect. They had been into the centre to sort everything out for their first training group starting on Monday. They were both a little nervous but knew they could do it.
Olive heard the car engine and smiled at Elliot "They're here" she smiled running to the door and flinging it open. The car came to a halt and the doors opened. They heard screams and gasps as the 3 girls jumped out and ran towards them.
"Oh my god this place is amazing" screamed Kat hugging her Dad.
"I take it you like it then" laughed Elliot. As the girls hugged him and Olivia.
The girls ran into the house to explore. Elliot looked to the car and Eli ran towards him with Dickie. "Hey where's my big boy " he said bending down and scooping Eli up into his arms and hugging him.
"Hey Dad" he said shaking Elliot's hand before hugging Olivia "This place is great" he said "The girls will want to be here every weekend, I just don't know if I could stand the 5 hr drive each time with them in the car" he laughed.
"well if the liked the front just wait till they see out the back" said Olivia, just as she finished the sentence there was aloud scream.
"They found the pool" said Elliot laughing.
"You have a pool" said Dickie running into the cabin.
Eli held his arms out to Olivia who took him from Elliot as the little boy yawned" Ah is my big boy tired?" she asked him. He nodded and rubbed his eyes "why don't we take you for a little sleep then" she said walking into cabin. By the time she came out the bedroom after Eli was asleep she heard the splashing from the pool.
"That didn't take long" she aid to Elliot as she looked out at all the kids in the pool.
"I think they like the place"
There was a knock on the door "Hello" they heard as it opened. Cragen came in followed by Fin, Munch and Alex.
"Hey" said Elliot shaking everyone's hand "Glad you all made it" he said as Olivia hugged everyone.
"This place is great Man" said Fin. He looked out to were the screams were coming from "Whoa you even have a pool" he said heading outside with Munch.
"Can I get you guys a drink?" asked Elliot.
"Just a water please" said Alex sitting down.
"Me to" said Cragen sitting next to her "Elliot we need to talk" he said. Elliot looked at him and Alex and noticed how serious they looked.
"What's happened?" he asked as he handed them a bottle of water each and Olivia came and stood next to him.
"We got a call from the prison last night" said Cragen taking a sip of the water "Dani's body was found in her cell, she had slashed her wrists….. They tried to save her but it was too late"
"She….She's dead" said Elliot
"Yeah, suicide" said Alex "She left this for you" she said handing him a piece of paper with his name on it. HE took it off her and sat down Olivia stood behind him resting her hands on his shoulders as he opened up the piece of paper and they read it.
Elliot, All I ever wanted was for you to love me like you loved her. I know now that will never happen. I was wrong for what I done to you and I know saying sorry won't make things better so I won't even try. I don't expect you to forgive me, but at least if I'm gone you won't need to go through the hell of explaining what happened to you in court, what I done to you. Have a good life. All my love Dani
Elliot read the note his hand was shaking "That fucking Bitch" he hissed ripping up the piece of paper and storming out the room towards their bedroom.
"I will go after him".
"It's okay Liv we will be out the back with everyone else do you want me to tell the kids"
"Erm yeah if you wouldn't mind" she said walking away.
Elliot was sat on the edge of the bed his fist clenched.
"El" she said softly. He looked up at her. "The bitch took the easy way out, she is…was a fucking coward" he said standing up and pacing. "How am I supposed to get justice now for what she did to me to us. I wanted to face her in court I wanted to show her she hadn't won, she hadn't broke me. I wanted her to know how much I fucking hated her" Olivia grabbed his hand as he past her stopping him from pacing and pulled him to look at her. "I wanted her to face the charges Liv and be found guilty, now people will never know the truth"
"El the people who need to know the truth. Me, your kids and your friends, we all know what happened and what type of person she was, it doesn't matter about other people….I'm glad she is dead, now she can't hurt you any more" she told him cupping his face with her hands. "She is out of our lives we never have to think about her again, she is gone, for good"
"I know but…."
"But you wanted your day to face her"
"Yeah" he said "I wanted to look her in the eyes and tell her I had won"
"Oh baby" said Olivia pulling him into a hug as he began to cry "I know you did" she said as she held him as his body shook. She kissed his neck and he turned his head and caught her lips with his. She could taste the salt of his tears as she kissed him, his tongue probing her mouth. His hands slid down her body and he ran his hands under the bottom of her sun dress resting his hands on her ass cheeks.
"I need you Liv" he said through the tears as he lifted her dress over her head and throwing it on the floor. He reached behind her and took her bra off freeing her breasts before sliding her panties down her legs. He took off his T-Shirt and shorts and lay her down on the bed. Olivia lay there looking at him standing in front of her. He was perfect in every way. He spread her legs apart and knelt between them. He looked at her body bronzed from all the sun they had been in. he swallowed hard as his eyes roamed over her body "I am so fucking lucky" he breathed as he lent forward and pushed fully into her first time never breaking eye contact with her. He began to slowly move in to her, Olivia pushed up to meet his every thrust. Elliot dropped his head to kiss and suck her breasts, Olivia moaned in pleasure at the feel of his tongue as he went from one nipple to the other. Elliot groaned as he tasted her and felt her. As he continued to push into her deeply and slowly. Olivia loved it when they made love slowly like this it was always so intense she thought as she wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him to her, and a long moan escaped her lips as she felt his thumb begin to rub her clit. She opened her eyes and looked up at him he was watching her his blue eyes never leaving her face. She moved her hand down and took over rubbing her clit so he could use his arm to balance himself as he started move faster. Elliot looked down at her and seen her bit her bottom lip and knew she was close "oh …god..El" she cried as she grabbed hold of his arm digging her nails in.
"I love watching you come, Baby" he panted "Your so fucking hot when you come" he felt her whole body shudder below him, her head flung back on the bed, as she gripped onto him riding the climax that ran through her body. The sight and feel of her coming was all it took for Elliot to unload himself into her his body shaking. He dropped his head gasping for breath. He felt Olivia' s hand under his chin lifting his head so she could see his face.
"I love you" she told him her eyes and face letting him know just how much.
"I love you too" he told her back meaning every word of it as a tear fell down his face.
"Hey" she said wiping it away "What's with the tears"
"I just never thought I would be so happy, 2 months ago my life was a mess and now, everything is just so perfect"
Olivia smiled up at him "Who would of thought it huh Elliot Stabler getting all mushy and sentimental" she felt his cock twitching inside her and he grinned at her.
"Mushy and sentimental that's how you see it when I open up and share my feelings with you"
She nodded "It's pretty cute" she giggled.
"Cute, you think I'm cute now" he grinned at her as he pushed into her making her gasp "I will show you cute" he said as he fucked her hard and fast a second time before collapsing on the bed next to her.
"We best go out and join everyone" he said as he made little circles on her stomach.
"Okay…El let's make a promise right now we never mention her name again. She is out of our lives for good"
"It's a deal Benson" he said kissing her softly "Now let's go and have some fun"
The rest of the day was spent playing in the pool, eating, drinking and having fun, erasing any thoughts of Dani Beck and the last few months. As the sun started to set Elliot went inside to put on the outside lights.
"Dad" said Dickie "I forgot to give you this from Mom" he said handing him an envelope. Elliot took it from his son and opened it.
"It's a copy of the divorce papers" he said emptying the contents of the envelope which included a letter and a smaller envelope.
"I thought it was" said Dickie. As Elliot took opened a letter from Kathy and read it out loud to Dickie.
"Hi Elliot, I received these yesterday, I was going to call and tell you but I didn't t think I would be able to get the words out without crying. I will always love you Elliot you gave me five great kids and we will always have a connection through them. But it is time to move on, we haven't been in love for years not the way we should have been as husband and wife, I know that now. I also realise that it was nobody's fault it just happened we grew apart. Over the last few months I have seen what you and Olivia mean to each other, she has always been there for you when I couldn't and as much as I would love to hate her for that, I can't, how could I hate a woman who would put her life on the line to save you and our kids if she had to.
Enjoy your new life together, I am truly happy for you, for both of you.
Love always Kathy
Ps you may need what I have put in the envelope, I asked your Mom for it. Good luck El xx"
Elliot opened the small envelope and looked inside and smiled to himself.
"What is it Dad"
"Nothing" he said smiling "come on let's get back outside"
"Dad, what was in the envelope?"
"You will see soon" he said a huge smile on his face as they walked back outside and joined everyone sat around the table.
"So Dad, Munch has been telling us a few stories about you" said Kat "All the grieve you used to give us about getting into trouble at school, and how we should behave ourselves, and you spent more times in Dons office getting wrote up than anyone else in the squad"
Elliot looked at Munch "You seriously told my kids how much trouble I used to get in"
Munch grinned and nodded. "You and Olivia spent more time getting your asses chewed than anyone else"
"Erm I think this little guy needs his bed" said Alex who had Eli fast asleep on her knee.
"Come on" said Maureen "I will give you a hand to get him to bed"
"What I want to hear about though Dad is when you got taken out by a lesbian only for another one to come onto you and kiss you" said Lizzy
"Oh yeah I remember that case" grinned Olivia "Babs certainly had the hots for Assy Mcbig Pants" she laughed as Elliot turned his head and glared at her as everyone burst out laughing.
"Assy McBig Pants" laughed Dickie.
"Yeah it was her nickname for him" laughed Olivia.
"Oh you are so dead for that " said Elliot getting up and picking up Olivia throwing her over his shoulder running the short distance towards the pool.
"El don't you dare she screamed" as he jumped into the water with her. They both emerged from the water grinning.
"You're a prick do you know that"
"Yeah but I'm your prick" he said pulling her into his arms and kissing her "And this prick loves you with all his heart"
"He does huh"
"Oh yeah" he said kissing her again as they stood in the pool. "That's why I want to ask you something" he said reaching into his pocket and taking out the small now wet envelope and taking out its contents.
"Olivia Benson will you marry me?" he asked her showing her the ring in-between his fingers. Olivia looked at the ring then back to Elliot.
"El…I …..You're not divorced yet"
"Yes I am Liv, Kathy gave Dickie the papers to bring with him for me. So I ask you again will you marry me"
"Yes" she nodded as Elliot place the ring on her finger and kissed her. They heard everyone clapping and cheering from around the pool but at the moment in time all they cared about was each other "God I love you Elliot Stabler" she said as all the kids jumped in the pool and hugged them.
"You ready for this?" he asked her as they stood outside the room preparing to go in.
"Yeah I'm ready" she smiled at him as she played with the ring on her finger."We definitely done the right thing coming here" Elliot lent over and kissed her lightly on the mouth before he opened the door and they both walked in and stood at the front of the class.
"Good morning everyone" He said getting their attention, I'm Detective Elliot Stabler and this is my partner Detective Olivia Benson"
"We have been with Special Victims for over 12 yrs. and its going to be out job to get you ready so you will be prepared for what you are going to see and witness before you join your units"
"So before we start why don't we get to know a little about each other first" said Elliot sitting on the edge of the desk as Olivia joined him "With a quick introduction of who we all are and which units you will be joining when you complete the course"
The group all took turns in standing up some alone some with the partners they would be working with until it came down to the last two.
"Hey I'm Nick Amaro"
"And I'm his partner Amanda Rollins we will be joining New York's 16th Precinct "
Elliot and Olivia looked at each and grinned as their replacements retook their seats.
"Well you will be in good hands" said Elliot.
"Yeah" said Olivia "they will look after you, their just like like one big family" she smiled looking over at Elliot.
The end
That's it folks it had to end at some point. Hope you all enjoyed reading it as much as I did writing it. Thanks for all the great reviews. I have another story in mind just working all the bits out in my head before I begin. I am also writing a short story at the moment only about two chapters but it will be hot and steamy lol. So look out for it.
