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Maura raced into the hospital and piled into someone's back, she hurriedly apologised and went to run off when her eyes widened in shock at the recognition of the figure she had smacked into. "You." It was more an accusation than an observation. The man hung his head and it sparked a furious inferno inside her. "No. Don't you dare! You don't have the right to feel sorry for yourself!" her tone was vicious and dangerous. "Why are you even here? Waiting for him to die?" the accusation was spat at him with as much venom as she could muster.

Jane sprinted into the hospital and skidded to a halt as she took in the sight in front of her. She felt her limbs seize up and she froze even though her mind was screaming at her to turn and run away. She closed her eyes sadly as Maura slowly turned to see her standing there.

"Well!"

Jane had never heard the medical examiner speak with such poison and ice in her voice and it cut straight into her heart.

"Nice to see you keep your boyfriend up to date!" Maura had never felt more out of control in her life, her whole body was fuelled by rage and she was shaking from it. She wanted to scream and shout and hit them both.

"Maur I-"

Maura held up her hand and Jane stopped abruptly. Maura opened her mouth to retort but instead simply shot Jane a incensed look of disgust, span on her heels and stalked away as fast as her angry trembling legs could carry her.

Jane started to chase after her but he held her back. She snapped her glare to him and sneered "Don't touch me!" she practically screamed in Dean's face and he removed his hands with a sad look. She shook her head angrily at him "Why the fuck are you here?"

"I need to know what's going to happen to Doyle."

She looked him up and down in disgust "He could die. He could die..." the second time she repeated it, it began to sink in "He could die...I could have killed my best friend's father..."

"Paddy Doyle is a criminal."

She shot him a filthy look "Maybe, but he's still the only link Maura has back to her biological family and I may have just killed the only person who knows who her mother is."

"You did what you had to do Jane."

She laughed bitterly at him "No. I did what I had to do because you fucked everything up!"

"I'm a federal agent-"

She clapped her hands together "And there we have it! The standard excuse to get yourself out of shit! You had no right to be there!"

"Jane I-"

"No! I told you in confidence Dean! And you betrayed me!" She gave him one last icy cold look and ran up the corridor after Maura. Jane bounded after the ME before she was stopped by a hospital worker, she was on the verge of hysterics begging to be let through to talk to Maura but because she wasn't medical staff she was turned away.

Maura could hear some kind of commotion outside, she could hear Jane's exasperated voice yelling to be let through as she was with Boston Homicide. Maura shook her head and tried to block it all out, she had to think of Paddy Doyle and nothing else. She had been caught up on the situation, something had ruptured and he was suffering from another internal bleed, they were in surgery at the moment trying to stop the flow.

It felt like Jane had sat in that corridor forever, nurses and doctors ran back and forth frantically and Jane interchanged between chewing on her thumb and rubbing the scars on the palms that were increasingly sore. Her phone went off and she sighed as she saw Frost's name calling, she answered it despondently "Frost, what you got?" she sat up as he relayed the information that the tox screen and lab results had come back and that Susie was looking for her. Jane hung up and put her phone away nervously glancing at the doors she was banned from. She won't want you here. That thought made her heart sink. But I need her to know that I'm here...even when she hates me.

They eventually managed to stem the flow of blood and his vitals had stabilised. Maura let out a breath she hadn't realised she was holding. She walked alongside the gurney as Paddy was transferred back to the intensive care unit. She sat in the chair she had occupied previously and frowned, she had sat on something. She got up and picked up the offending item and played with it in her hands. She held a packet of fudge clusters with a hurried note in the scrawled penmanship of Jane Rizzoli, the note read: Even though I hate it when you hate me I know you have to right now, just know I'm here anyway. Maura felt her eyes brimming with tears as she stared at the words.

Jane raced as fast as she could back to the precinct and flew down the stairs where she almost collided with Susie. "What you got?"

Susie was slightly taken aback by the flushed breathless detective "Are you ok detective?" Jane simply nodded hurriedly and gestured for her to continue. Susie opened the manila folder she held "The victim had an alcohol level of 0.17%"

Jane frowned at her "Whoa...surprised the guy had any food left in his stomach if he was that hammered."

Susie looked at her grimly "That's something else detective, the remains of food that Doctor Isles found? They weren't digested."

Jane looked at her with confusion "You mean he swallowed a whole sausage?"

"It could be that he died before his body had time to digest the food fully, we need to examine it further."

Jane huffed impatiently "Ok?" Susie still had that look on her face that something was bothering her. "What is it Susie?"

"I don't know if I should say...Doctor Isles has still got to complete the autopsy."

Jane folded her arms and looked at the shorter woman sternly "If you know something to help me solve the case Susie I need to know now."

Susie sighed and nodded "The victim had recently ingested marijuana...a lot of marijuana, and we found evidence of vomit on his clothing."

Jane shrugged "So he was high and drunk and was sick...and then ate sausages...so?!"

Susie chewed on her bottom lip "The Bunga Bankai, the corpse flower, it only blooms for three days a year."

Jane was about to lose patience and she snapped "So? What the fuck does all this have to do with each other?!"

"Paddy Doyle."

Jane's whole body stiffened at the sound of the voice and she span to face Dean "Get out."