UNDONE
"Jensen what the fuck are you doing?" Misha cried out as he ran in the room dropping to his knees to check on Arandi.
Jensen stared at her plea echoing through his mind and he fell to his own knees.
"Please don't hurt our baby." She had sobbed and now she was still blood seeping from her mouth at his hands.
Realization that the other alpha male in his house had been Misha made him feel unbearably moronic.
"Jensen have you lost your fucking mind?" Misha was yelling in his face. "I was going over her records and found the proof that she's pregnant. I came to tell her so that she could surprise you. Oh my god Jensen what have you done?"
Jensen had no words a pain like none he had ever felt in his life that he had just killed his wife and child because of pure unsubstantiated jealousy filled him to the core.
His child Arandi had been trying to tell him that he was going to be a father and he had done this. His chest tightened painfully.
Pain shot through his face and his head snapped to the side when Misha slapped him hard.
"The hell you're going to have a panic attack and pass out on me now!" Misha yelled. "Call 911!"
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Jensen paced in the hospital waiting room numb. The only thought coursing through his mind was killing Arandi and his baby because she had been so still when the ambulance arrived and Misha had looked so worried.
What had he done?
Suddenly Jade was in front of him looking as if she was quite capable of tearing him in two.
"Really Jensen your possessiveness has landed my sister in the hospital don't you fucking get how much she loves you and only you, why can't you just love her back?"
Jensen stared at her. "What are you talking about of course I love her."
Jade looked at him reading him. "Then why haven't you ever told her."
"I…..but….." He tried to rack his brain to remember and prove to Jade that she was wrong but he couldn't recall one single time saying the three words. His chest constricted again. "How can she not know?" He whispered.
"Sometimes hearing the words means more than anything material."
"I love her the only reason I'm so crazy jealous is because I love her."
"She doesn't know Jensen she believes you just settled for her and that your possessiveness is just an alpha thing."
Jensen's eyes filled with tears, he loved her he had fallen madly in love with her couldn't imagine his life without her. "What's wrong with me?" He growled punching the wall hard. This wasn't how you showed someone you loved them.
Misha walked through the doors then. "Jensen I have known you so long I wish that I could answer that question."
"Misha is she…the baby?"
"They both are fine for now, she is resting and I'm keeping her overnight and I suggest you go home."
"Can I see her?"
"No Jensen not tonight."
"But Misha I need to tell her…"
"Anything you have to say can wait until tomorrow until you calm down." Misha said pulling past the waiting room out of ear shot of Jared and Jade. "Jensen were you honestly going to kill her?"
"No Misha I was just so mad thinking she was cheating on me I just wanted to know who it was and where he was." Jensen groaned, hearing it out loud made him sound insane.
"He was me Jensen you need to control your fucking temper because you could have honestly killed her and your child, fuck Jensen you're going to be a dad."
The words sank in and Jensen felt weak. He was going to be a dad and he suddenly needed air. He pushed past Misha and fled outside.
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Arandi opened her eyes feeling someone come into her room but it wasn't Jensen and her heart settled as she saw her sister.
"Is he…?"
"Misha won't let him come see you until tomorrow so that he has time to calm down."
Arandi's eyes brimmed with tears. "He thought I was cheating on him."
"I know sweetie I know and he's really upset now because he hurt you and risked hurting the baby."
"Is he going to leave me?" She whispered brokenly.
"No Arandi and he admitted out loud that he loves you and seemed actually surprised that he had never told you, he really thought that he had."
"He said he loved me?"
"He loves you Arandi has a strange fucking way of showing it but he loves you, now get some rest and stop worrying."
How was she supposed to stop worrying? She was pregnant and Jensen was obsessed with keeping her away from every male alive.
She needed Jensen but she wasn't sure she could handle him like this ever again.
He loved her and she loved him more than she realized feeling the gaping hole at his absence.
Tomorrow was too far away.
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Jensen walked slowly toward his truck thinking hard what he needed to do to prove to Arandi that he really did love her and that he couldn't wait for her to bring their baby into the world.
"I'm going to be a dad." He said out loud.
"Not likely." A voice behind him startled him.
Jensen turned to see a familiar face and his anger still just beneath the surface raged through him but he had no time to react as white hot breath taking pain pierced his chest.
He dropped his eyes in shock to see the knife in his chest and looked back up at his attacker.
"Still think you're hot shit."
Jensen couldn't reply as he fell to his knees trying to reach for the knife but his arms wouldn't work for him. He gasped seeing red spreading over his shirt fast.
"You both are going to pay for destroying my life, taking what should have been mine."
"Don't hurt Arandi." Jensen pleaded.
"I'll try to make her death and painless as I can." Sarcastic laughter.
Jensen tried to breathe losing focus he fell on his side and the world faded away.
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Arandi was just drifting off to sleep when she heard the door to her room open and close.
She opened her eyes to see a nurse about to inject something into her IV and there was something familiar about her.
"Lisa?"
Lisa smiled wickedly. "Yeah the last face you're ever going to see."
Arandi tried to move but Lisa back handed her hard causing her to drop the injection and she ripped the nurse call button out of Arandi's reach.
Arandi had the presence of mind to rip her IV out but Lisa picked up the injection coming at her with it and Arandi cried out for help struggling with Lisa.
They crashed to the floor and Arandi gasped in pain. The door to the room flew open and Arandi was relieved to see Jensen rushing towards them but his shirt was covered in blood.
Two nurses rushed in trying to figure out what was happening.
He knocked Lisa away from Arandi and they rolled struggling the injection rolling away.
Jensen was running on pure adrenalin to protect his family and maybe he shouldn't have pulled the knife out, his strength was ebbing fast.
Arandi stabbed the injection into Lisa's neck and in seconds she stiffened up and began to seize.
Jensen rolled away gasping for air.
"Jensen, Jensen oh my god what did she do to you?" Arandi cried getting on her knees to get his head on her lap.
"Are you ok?" He wheezed.
"Help me!" Arandi screamed at the nurses as others rushed into the room stopping stunned at the scene that met them.
"Jensen just hold on please just hold on." Arandi sobbed.
"Tell me you're ok." He pleaded his eyes misting.
"I'm fine Jensen just please I need you."
Jensen gasped as hands cut his shirt open and he latched onto Arandi's hand.
"Arandi I love you, I love you so much and I'm sorry I never said it before." He groaned in agony kicking out his legs.
Medical chatter droned around them.
Jensen felt cold and he locked eyes with Arandi. "You tell our baby I love him." He barely whispered his eyes stayed on her as he stilled.
TBC
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