FOR THE LOVE OF LOVE

"Fuck." Jensen moaned as he pulled himself painfully from his truck. The world tilted and he blinked hard. He had no idea how he had made it this far. He couldn't go home.

Home meant facing Arandi and fuck, he stumbled and dragged himself up the step of the porch, he fell to his knees, why did he fucking have such a bad temper.

He pushed himself back to his feet swaying, he reached to push away the sweat tickling at his forehead only it wasn't sweat it was blood and fuck. Somehow his bloody fingers found the doorbell.

"Jensen hey what are you doing here?" He heard Jared.

"Jay, I'm fucked up bro." Jensen slurred.

Jared noticed the blood. "Fuck Jen what happened?"

He made two steps before he was crashing to his knees again, his eyes rolling and darkness taking over.

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"I don't know why in the hell we put up with you." Misha hissed. "If I charged you for services I'd make millions."

"Stop yelling at me." Jensen moaned. "I don't feel good."

"You don't feel good? Imagine that you get beat senseless and you don't feel good."

"I'm actually looking pretty good compared to the other guy." Jensen defended. "Well guys."

"What this time Jen, what did they say about Arandi that set you off enough to take on five guys by yourself?" Jared said as he watched with his arms crossed across his chest.

Jensen traced an invisible pattern on the sofa cushion where he sat being doctored by Misha. "It wasn't about…I just wanted….they said parting legs like hers had to be a religious experience." He finally confessed.

Jared winced, that would have pissed him off too.

The front door flew open and Arandi came stumbling in with wide scared eyes.

"Hey baby." Jensen said casually.

Arandi dropped beside him. "Are you ok?"

Jensen looked toward Misha.

"Be grateful he has the thickest skull in creation and he'll be fine eventually." Misha sighed.

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Jensen stood in the doorway to their bedroom watching Arandi trying to sleep.

Watching her turn to a different side for the hundredth time he made his way to her and laid down in front or her sliding down until his face was at her belly. He kissed her gently and massaged her sides.

"Hey guys' momma needs to rest." He whispered softly.

Arandi ran her fingers through his hair and in minutes they were both sleeping soundly.

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She got it now, she completely got the furious burning anger that drilled through you're blood when someone else touched what shouldn't fucking be touched.

She understood why Jensen became such a raging bull when another man came near her even when they didn't mean it like that.

So when they did mean it like that was it alright to rip their still beating hearts out of their chest?

"Why are you touching my husband?" Arandi hissed her voice dripping venom.

The tall blond turned her head as if it was no big deal that she had been molesting a protesting Jensen.

Jensen stared at his wife, she had never appeared so fucking deadly before and fuck if it wasn't hot, super fucking hot.

"He wasn't fighting as hard as he could have." The blond said with a mocking smile.

"The fact that he was fighting at all should have been a fucking clue but apparently you're not that bright." Arandi stepped forward.

"Arandi baby you're pregnant." Jensen murmured pushing past the blond.

"Yes Arandi baby you're pregnant." The blond taunted.

Jensen closed his eyes. "Fuck." He muttered, well he had tried.

He fell against the wall as Arandi brushed past him knocking the blond on her ass with a solid punch and then Arandi was on her in a flurry of hits that Jensen was in no hurry to stop.

Taking his time to straighten himself as if Arandi had dazed him so the blond could be taught a lesson. You didn't mess with Arandi's man and you sure as hell didn't taunt a raging pregnant woman.

Then there was only one way to get her to stop. "Arandi baby, I'm not feeling so hot." He murmured grabbing his stomach.

She was up grabbing his face looking in his eyes. "What's wrong?"

"Can we go home?" He said softly caressing her face, giving the slightest wince to keep her focused on him.

"Yeah baby let's go home."

Jensen turned to look at the blond who was being helped to her feet a sobbing mess and he leaned closer to Arandi as he flipped the blond off.

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Jensen startled awake, feeling heat pressed over him and the scent of Arandi's heat overtook him.

She was pressed against him rubbing sensually making sounds that had him iron rod hard in the blink of an eye.

"I need you." She moaned tearing at his boxers.

At this moment it might be hard to convince anyone that he was an alpha because she was in complete control.

Her desperate needy moans filled the room and his own moans of being taken followed.

Being manhandled by a pregnant woman was fucking hot, hell being manhandled by Arandi period was a new kink for him, melting him into a puddle of heated flesh.

She fucked him straight into the mattress screaming his name when she found her release but it wasn't over she wanted more, demanded more and he worked to get her what she needed.

Misha hadn't over exaggerated, pregnancy heat was draining but he couldn't stop, as long as her body demanded more his body responded since she was his omega.

It was hours of tangled lust before she finally collapsed in a sated heap and Jensen breathed staring at the ceiling. He was sore everywhere and raw from the never ending pounding and so completely fucked out.

It wasn't over though not by a long shot. Once she had rested and eaten she had Jensen moaning like he hadn't been touched in years and fuck he was going to die from over stimulation.

Three days of nearly nonstop sex and he had no idea how his body had kept up.

They showered and ate, put fresh linens on the bed and slept for a whole day.

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Only days later he was pumping into her trying to be gentle as she moaned pushing back against him where he had her bent over.

He was sure he could go at least a month if not longer without sex but Arandi had gotten it into her head that Jensen didn't want to touch her anymore and the only reason he had was because she had been in heat.

He knew now he had to pick random moments to make love to her so that she would believe he still got turned on by her even though she looked like a cow, her words not his.

He couldn't get her to understand how beautiful she looked carrying his children and she turned him to horny mush at the drop of a dime.

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When she really did get big, Jensen told her everyday how much he loved her and rubbed her back and her belly to help her sleep.

The first time he felt his babies' move he cried and that won him mega points in Arandi's book.

When Arandi went through her second pregnancy heat it made the first one look like a stroll on the beach. Something about her body chemistry had his body going spastic and she was ripping one orgasm after another out of him.

Who would complain about that right?

Misha had warned him that it was their bodies' way of preparing for the first few months of being new parents and sleepless, sexless nights.

"Arandi I can't, I can't." He pleaded exhausted and totally debauched.

"Just let me take care of you." Arandi insisted.

"Baby I don't have fuck left." He whimpered his voice lost in a hoarse fucked out tone.

"But you do." She purred. She had done things to him that he swore would never happen, he was a man after all but here she was lying over him while he lay on his stomach moaning and thrashing from whatever she presently had secured up his ass vibrating against his prostate.

"Fuck! Fuck!" He cried out nearly voiceless as his body bucked helplessly. "Baby please fucking please." He had no idea what he was begging for but she must have because a twist of her hand and a different angle and he was coming so hard he saw fireworks and stars, and hell was that pink elephants, did he smell smoke?

He let the wave of euphoria sweep him away with her name on his lips and everything faded away.

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He felt the gentle touch of her lips on his. No more please no more he wanted to beg, some fucking alpha he had become.

"Wake up baby, you've been out of it for two days."

He tried to talk but nothing but a croak passed his lips.

"I'm sorry." She said softly against his neck.

He held her tight. "I love you." He pushed out.

"I love you too." She answered and then her warm lips surrounded his rapidly hardening cock and she had him panting and begging again and again and again.

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"What's wrong with me Misha?" Jensen asked leaning against the wall in his friend's office.

"It's what is known as a soul mate mating Jensen. You are one of the few couples in the world that truly found who you were meant to be with." Misha explained. "If not the only one."

"So that's why when she's not around I feel like I'm dying." Jensen asked.

"Pretty much but she feels the same way."

"It's something else too Misha I can't explain it." Jensen sighed running a shaking hand over his face in frustration.

Misha frowned. "Do you feel sick?"

"I feel…..I want be there for my children for my Arandi." He whispered as a tear slid from his eye.

Misha stood up. "Jensen tell me what's wrong and I'll help you every way that I can."

Jensen nodded and stepped forward he doubled over in agonizing pain, crashing to his knees with his friends cries in his ears and his arms around him, oblivion overtook him.

TBC

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