The final chapter.

Thank you to dandy44 and tigereyekum for being there every step of the way and all the others who I don't know by user name.

ONE WITH YOU

Arandi stood at the side of Jensen's hospital bed exhausted, cried out and helpless.

She was about two months from her due date and Jensen was dying.

She held his hand talking softly to him and trying as hard as she could to not upset him but that was hard because whenever he was awake he was angry that he wouldn't be there for her, for their children.

She didn't know what to do because if he died she couldn't live without him.

She was supposed to think about their children but without Jensen everything seemed so senseless.

He begged her to be happy with tear filled eyes.

She couldn't keep up this front much longer.

Jared was a mess, falling apart when Jensen told him the news but worse was not knowing what was causing Jensen's slow painful death.

He had gone home but Arandi had nearly broken down seeing him in so much pain so he had returned to the hospital just for her to have some peace.

His body would be racked with breath taking spasms that would make him pass out. He could barely keep anything down but the worst agony was seeing what this was doing to his wife.

They were supposed to be happy.

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"It hurts fuck baby it hurts." He panted writhing on the bed even after the morphine.

Arandi was crying hard when Misha walked in and with her cries of protest had her taken away and sedated.

Misha took Jensen's hand watching his friend's agonizing helpless body twist.

Jensen's grip loosened on his hand his head lolled to the side, the pain having taken him into unconsciousness.

Misha rubbed the tears from his face angrily. What good did it do to be a doctor? He turned to leave stopping as he watched someone ducking out of sight.

Hope filled him just half a second of seeing this and he knew. He pulled his cell phone and called Jared.

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The hospital was still and quiet, the couple of nurses on duty busy going over reports didn't notice the silent figure making its way to Jensen's room.

The door opened and closed quietly and the figure made its way to Jensen's side.

Jensen lay pale and drugged to oblivion with pain meds.

Hands reached for the IV and Jensen's hand shot up catching the figure by surprise.

"You would have gotten away with it if you hadn't gotten so greedy wanting to see Jensen suffer." Jared stepped from the dark holding up a can of coffee. "Misha figured it out as soon as he saw you and he did see you with his freakish hawk vision and he sent me searching. Sure enough I found the poisoned coffee, the only thing Jensen drank that Arandi didn't."

Hunter cried out as Jensen's grip tightened. "I wanted to take his life for taking away mine."

"You're a pathetic piece of crap." Jensen said punching Hunter square in the face not even feeling the sting in his knuckles just grateful that he was no longer dying.

Jared stepped on Hunter's hand making him scream.

"Oh sorry I didn't see you there." Jared huffed.

Hunter began to laugh. "Did you really think I would do this and not have a backup plan?"

"Arandi." Jensen grunted pushing himself to his feet even though he was far from a hundred percent and rushed to find her.

Jade was running down the hall calling for help when he neared her room. He held close to the wall afraid to fall when Arandi needed him the most.

He pushed his way into the room and Arandi was gasping in pain.

Misha pushed past him and began to examine Arandi. "I need to run some tests."

Jensen nodded and held on.

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Hunter had been taken away laughing, he had somehow given Arandi labor inducing medicine and Misha was helpless to stop it.

"She has gone into full labor Jensen if I try to stop it now I could harm the babies."

"Help our babies." Arandi panted.

"It's too early." Jensen lamented.

"They stand a better chance we have all the equipment we need to take care of them." Misha said just as Arandi cried out in pain.

The twins were coming.

"If anything happens to my family, I will kill him." Jensen promised vehemently. He took his position beside Arandi. "I'm sorry this is happening baby but you can do it I know you can."

Arandi already covered in a sheen of sweat breathed hard and nodded, she knew that they couldn't give her anything for pain because of the conditions but as long as her babies and Jensen were fine she would endure any pain.

She gritted her teeth as her vision blacked out for a couple of seconds as she pushed taking a killer grip on Jensen's hand.

She heard words of encouragement all around but she was lost in a haze of pain and worry.

To her it seemed like hours before the agonizing pressure was suddenly gone and she heard Jensen telling her that she had done amazing that their baby was beautiful.

She lay back hearing him cry desperate to hold him.

Jensen had heard every horror story about the birthing process and until you witnessed it yourself you just didn't have a clue. He was in awe of what a women's body had to endure but seeing his children come into the world was an experience he would never forget.

Arandi gave one final breath taking push and the second baby slipped into the world and she fell back panting.

Jensen cut the cord with trembling hands hearing his babies' cries for the first time.

Arandi lay quietly now watching.

"You are amazing baby." Jensen soothed her. Kissing her gently

"They are beautiful." She murmured. "I love you."

"I love you too baby." Jensen kissed her forehead then frowned as Arandi's head lolled to the side, the machines attached to her sounding alarms. "Misha what's going on?"

"She lost a lot of blood, I'm taking her to surgery."

Jensen stood lost watching his whole family being taken away.

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Jensen was looking at his sleeping boys through the glass of the hospital nursery tears sliding down his face.

Misha had told him that the twins were healthy and bigger than he could have hoped for being born nearly two months early. They were going to be fine.

Arandi was fighting for her life now and Jensen just couldn't imagine raising his boys without her.

He felt Jared's arm around his shoulder and he slumped against his best friend. He was tired, scared, and frustrated but mostly angry that they couldn't have been left alone to live a happy life.

It was too much piled on top of his still recovering body and he couldn't hold on.

"Jensen come on don't do this to me." Jared begged as Jensen gave in to the inviting darkness.

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Jensen knew the instant Arandi died, he sat up gasping feeling the agonizing gap in his chest as if a claws had just ripped out his still beating heart.

He stumbled to his feet and began to run blindly towards the love of his life, his very soul and essence. He could never live without her, had no idea how he had before he met her.

He found her, Misha and other medical staff worked frantically to bring her back.

He squeezed in against the wall behind her head where he was out of the way. "Arandi please fight baby we need you, I need you. You haven't held our boys, we haven't even named them. You have to fight." He begged blinded by the tears. "Please baby I need you by my side as my partner and my equal not my submissive."

Every eye in the room turned to look at him as they still worked.

"I don't want to be the alpha of anything without my heart and soul."

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Jensen sat on the beach watching his two boys sitting in the sand fascinated with how it felt in their little hands.

They laughed and tried to get some in their mouth.

Jensen smiled fondly amazed at how much his sons had grown and how beautiful they were. They looked nothing alike but everything like their mom and dad.

"A man like you with two beautiful children alone on a beach is inviting trouble." A woman said behind him.

Jensen sighed. "I'm not interested in trouble or anything else."

"I'm not so sure about that." The woman stepped closer.

"Trust me." Jensen said standing to retrieve his boys.

"Life is too short to let things get away."

Jensen turned to face the woman and stared at her hard. "I'm broken."

"I got a whole batch of super glue and duct tape."

Jensen smiled then. "You're impossible."

"I'm impossibly in love."

"And you're corny." Jensen grinned.

"See what you do to me?"

"Sure blame it on the hot guy on the beach." Jensen sighed dramatically.

"You are hot, can I cool you down?"

"There are children present."

"They have nap time."

"I don't know I'm not ready for such things." Jensen looked away.

The woman stepped closer. "Not even if I kiss you here." She kissed him softly under his ear. "Or here." Another kiss at the edge of his jaw.

"You play so dirty." Jensen moaned.

"I'll show you dirty, pudding."

"Dirty pudding? Will you wrestle me naked in it?" He asked hopeful.

"Now who's being corny?"

No the word is horny." Jensen said pulling the woman closer.

"There are children present."

"Hmm I want to make some more." Jensen murmured against her neck. "I love you baby."

Arandi sighed pressing into him. "You suck at role play, but I love you too."

"My role is as your loving husband, correction your loving horny husband." He kissed her breathless, holding her tight. He lowered his lips to her neck breathing in her scent that made him crazy.

It had been months since he had almost lost her forever but he still felt the cold chill remembering the agony he had felt at her loss.

She was his heart, soul, life's blood, everything. He would never again let anyone make him hurt her or belittle her. He loved her to an unmeasurable extent and he knew without a single doubt that she felt the same.

"Have I told you how much I love you lately?" Jensen breathed.

"I never get tired of hearing it but right now I would prefer that you show me."

Jensen kissed up her neck. "I think I can handle that."

"You guys need Aunt Jade and Uncle Jared to watch the little ones for you?" Jared chuckled.

"Would you mind for a couple of hours?" Jensen grinned.

Jared lifted baby Dean in his arms while Jade picked up Sammy.

"I still don't get the names." Jared wondered out loud.

"I told you they are Arandi's characters from her books and it just seemed right." Jensen explained.

"I still think you should have named them Jensen and Jared." Jared huffed.

"I just didn't want to explain to baby Jared why he didn't get named after daddy." Jensen shrugged.

"Because Uncle Jared is way more awesome duh." Jared snickered.

"In your dreams Sasquatch."

"Ok you two stop it, we'll name the next set of twins that alright?" Arandi said with a sparkle in her eyes.

Jensen looked at her wide eyed. "Baby we're pregnant?" He whispered placing his hands over her belly protectively.

"Yes we are." Arandi sighed contentedly.

Jensen leaned in to kiss her belly. "I love you." He whispered against her skin.

Arandi carded her fingers through his hair.

"I still want to make love to you for hours." He kissed her.

"Are you looking forward to the pregnancy heat?" Arandi asked mischievously.

"Dear god I forgot about that." Jensen groaned. "I'll take it like a man, a big whimpering sissy pants over sexed man." Pregnancy heat dear god he was going to die.

"Right now though I sure could use a tripe taco with avocado, onions, sour cream, and ketchup."

Jensen stomach lurched. "Anything you want baby."

Jared snickered until Jade added. "Make that two."

Jensen nearly fell over laughing at the sight of Jared's expression and he patted him on the back. "Congratulations daddy and you better hang on because it is going to be a bumpy ride."

He noticed then a group of people walking towards them and he recognized one of them.

"Charlie?" He called out.

The group stopped and Charlie looked at Jensen recognizing him and Arandi.

Jensen walked towards him smiling. "Hey man I'm glad to see you again. I'm really sorry for the first impression I gave you but I was having a bad day." He held out his hand.

Charlie smiled back and took Jensen's hand. "Oh we all have those days."

"Yeah well I sure didn't want for everyone to think that Arandi married a tyrant, so I would like to extend an invitation to you and Arandi's other friends to join us in celebrating the announcement of our second pregnancy. Just give her your number and we'll get back to you on a time and place."

"That would be great we all miss her." Charlie grinned.

Charlie began to talk with Arandi who smiled grandly at her husband.

Jensen smiled at her and didn't so much as flinch when Charlie hugged his wife.

He loved her, trusted her, and would never doubt anything about her ever again because she was loyal to him and loved him without boundaries.

She was his alpha.

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Thanks to everyone who read the entire story!