It's been a while since I last updated... I'm having some writer's block. :( So I decided to finally pick up on the 101 Oneshots challenge to get my mind flowing. Here come's War!

I try so hard to win. I want to fight it, I really do. But sometimes, I almost give up. Why should I even care? It's not like I can do anything about it. I love hunting ghosts. I really do. But is it worth it?

To suffer this much? Whenever I return from hunting ghosts, it fights me. It tries to take me over. But I'm strong. I don't let it. But sometimes, it almost wins. I've almost given up.

The only thing stopping me is my Dad. I have to fight it, for him. He's the only one that really cares for me. Sure, me and Danny dated for a while, but he likes Sam. Even though I try to win him over, I always know that he'll like Sam.

When will the war with it be over? One of us has to win, and the odds are not in my favor. I didn't have to worry about it with my first suit. But once I got my new suit, I discovered that it has a mind of it's own. And there's no way to remove it.

With my old suit, I could get rid of it. With this one, it's fused into me. It wants to be active all of the time. I just wish it would go away.

It wears me out, to keep it from taking over my body. I just keep get weaker and weaker. Both in mind and body. I'm losing the will to live.

Every day is torture. I've tried not changing into the suit in the first place, and just trying to quit, but it reprogramed itself to automatically change a couple minutes after the Ghost Detector goes off.

I just want help. I can't keep fighting it on my own. If I do, I'll never win the war. My dad doesn't even know what it does to me. I can't tell others, or I'll be hated, since everyone just loves Phantom and I've been hunting him.

And if I want a scientist to get it off, they'll probably kill me in the process. If only I had protection. Vlad? No. Not after what happened with Danielle. She wouldn't be able to help either. Phantom? He's my enemy!

If only could wish it away. Wish. My mind flashed to the wishing ghost. She'll probably get rid of the suit; it'll just be one less hunter for her to deal with.

My eyes shined with a new hope. I'm gonna win this war. I'm gonna be normal again.

Angsty with a dash of hope! YAY! When did you figure out it was Valerie? Please review!