I wouldn't Change A Thing Chapter 6
Dear Mags,
If something happens to you, that shouldn't be possible, what do you do? Would you believe that it's true? Would you think that you're going crazy? What would you do?
I saw something that I didn't think was possible, but apparently it was. Apparently it is. I don't know if I'm just going crazy, but...Maybe I am going crazy.
I have another issue too. I'm starting to fall in love with Jacob Black; he's starting to become everything for me. I just...after what Riley did to me...I don't know if I should be dating right now. I don't know if I should want to date right now. I'm sort of scared that Jake will hurt me. I don't want to be hurt. I guess I should talk to him about it.
Please write back Mags. I know that you haven't been writing back, and I don't know why, but please write back. I need your advice right now.
Love, Bailey
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After I saw the wolves, I eventually got up and started stumbling through the trees trying to find my way back. But id' never been here before. Bella has, but not me. I was following her and she ran and now I had no idea where I was going. I heard twigs snapping behind me and then some whining. 'That must be the wolves.'
"Bailey?" I turned around and saw Jake standing in front of four huge wolves. He looked nervous, almost like his life would depend on these next few moments.
"You're a werewolf and you chased a vampire?" Jake chuckled nervously and took a step towards me.
"We didn't just chase it, we killed it." I nodded slowly then titled my head to the side.
"Why? Why'd you kill it?" Jake sighed and he walked over to me and pulled me into a tight hug.
"He was trying to hurt you. He was going to bite you Bailey. He was going to kill you. You mean the world to me, and I wasn't about to lose you. I'll always protect you. If you don't want to be with me now because I'm a werewolf and I kill vampires, than that's fine. As long as you're happy. I just want you to be happy, even if it kills me..." I smiled to myself, then looked up at Jake. He looked so concerned that I would leave him.
"You actually think that I would leave you? You change into a giant wolf, kill vampires and you think I would leave you? Are you serious/! That's so cool! You get to kill vampires! How'd you kill it? Did you rip it's head off? Did you let it burn in the sun? Do they even die from the sun?" I started asking question after question, until finally Jake had to put his hand over my mouth.
"Vampires don't burn in the sun they sparkle, and the only way to kill them is to light them on fire after you rip their heads off." I nodded and heard chuckles behind Jake. I looked behind them and saw Jared, Embry, Sam and Paul all laughing at me.
"She thinks that killing vampires is cool. Bailey did I ever tell you that you're my new favourite person?" Embry came up beside me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I tried to push him away but it was like me pushing a brick wall.
"You won't be able to push us bailey. We're..." I turned towards Jared and rolled my eyes.
"You guys are walking, talking, brick walls." I crossed my arms over my chest and pouted lightly. 'There goes my chance at beating them up.'
"I'm glad that you didn't freak out or run away or not believe me Bailey." I looked at the guys and rolled my eyes.
"It's kind of hard not to believe you when you see five huge wolves attack a vampire. Plus now I know that you weren't avoiding Bella and me because you didn't like us." Jacob's eyes widened and it looked like he was starting to panic.
"You thought that I didn't like you? I would never do that to you. I really like you, Bailey, I may even love you. I would never avoid you. You don't have to worry about that, you have to worry about me not leaving you alone." I looked at Jake and started blushing crazily. 'He loves me?'
"I guess it's pretty cool that you're a werewolf. I mean how many other girls can say that they're boyfriends a werewolf?" Jake got a huge grin on his face and I realised what I had just said. I covered my mouth and my eyes widened.
"I'm your boyfriend huh?" I didn't say anything I stepped away from him.
"I should go, Bella's going to be worried." I didn't wait for Jake to say anything. I just took off into the woods. 'I can't believe I said that he's my boyfriend! We haven't even been on a date yet!'
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When I got home, I avoided Bella and Charlie. I just walked straight up to my room and flopped on my bed. I laid there thinking about what I said to Jake. About what I called him. 'We haven't even been on a date yet.' That thought circled my head over and over again. I called him my boyfriend and we haven't even...'I shouldn't have said it. I shouldn't have called him my boyfriend.'
I really needed to talk to Mags, but she wasn't answering her emails. I didn't know why, but it was unnerving. I just...I really needed to talk to someone.
I picked up my cell phone and I dialled a number that I hadn't used in a while. I guess I just really needed to talk to someone.
"Hello? Hello? Who is this?" I couldn't breathe. I felt like I was hyperventilating. I had just called my ex-boyfriend's house. I just called Riley's house. I quickly hung up the phone and tried to calm myself down. But after I did that, the pressure of everything that had happened to me, just kept building and building.
I laid back down on my bed and let some tears fall until I knew that I had to let it out. I had to cry. Once I started I couldn't stop. I cried because of Riley, because of Maggie, and me leaving her. I cried because of my mom and I wondered why she didn't want me. Then I cried because of my school, and how everyone thought I was depressed. After a while of me crying, I ended up falling asleep.
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I woke up some murmuring down the hall. I stepped out of my room and slowly walked down the hall, trying to stay in the shadows. I could finally make up two voices. Jake's and Bella's.
"You already know Bella! Just try to remember okay? Just please, try to remember." I heard Bella sigh and then she took a step towards Jake.
"Maybe we should get out of here for a while. Just you and me." I covered my mouth to stop myself from gasping. I didn't hear Jake say anything then he sighed.
"I can't leave her Bella. I can't leave Bailey." Bella groaned and then she turned on Jake.
"She'll be fine! She will! She's used to living on her own! Her mother's always away she used to being alone!" Jake let out a low growl, and I Bella jump back.
"She's not going to be alone. Not anymore, because I'm with her Bella. She's always going to have me." Bella sighed again and then I saw her run her fingers through her hair.
"What happened to us Jake? What happened to it always being you and me? What happened to you being in love with me?" I felt tears come to my eyes and I took a step backwards.
"I have bailey now. I have her, I love her." Jake tried to reason with Bella, but I could tell that it wasn't working.
" So you're abandoning me for her?" Jake shook his head and Bella started getting angrier.
"I'll always be there for you Bella, but I love Bailey. I would die for her. Just how the leech would die for you. He loves you and I love Bailey." Bella didn't say anything she just looked at him.
"I have to go Bella." Bella nodded and Jake pulled Bella into a tight hug. She held onto him like she was afraid that he would leave her. I felt more tears come to my eyes and I could feel myself trying to hold in a sob.
I turned around and ran back to my room. I threw myself on my bed and started sobbing again. 'Bella was in love with Jake! She's in love with him!'.
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"Bailey! Come on! I need you to come with me!" I sighed and got off of my bed. Bella doesn't know that I heard her and Jake last night. She doesn't know that I saw everything. That I heard everything. I didn't want to confront her, but then again I did.
I walked downstairs and plastered a fake smile on my face and followed Bella out the door. She got into her truck and I followed her. Soon enough we were driving down the road to La Push. To Jacob's house.
"Let's go." I got out of the truck and followed Bella up to the door. She knocked on the door and Billy answered. He gave Bella a stern look and when she wasn't looking he smiled brightly at me.
"I need to see him. I need to see Jake." Billy tried to stop her but she walked past him and towards what I assumed was Jake's room. Billy turned towards me and smiled brightly.
"How are you Bailey?" I smiled back sort of nervously. I mean this was Jake's father.
"I'm good. How's Jake?" Billy's grin got wider, which caused me to blush.
"He's been a lot happier and more ecstatic now that he's found his imprint." I got a confused look on my face when he said imprint. 'What's an imprint?'
"Jake didn't tell you?" I shook my head and before I could answer, Bella grabbed my wrist and started pulling me towards the guys.
"Hey it's Bailey Swan, back again, on our rez." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest.
"What did you do to him?" Bella got into Sam's face and pushed him back. I winced and took a step away from her. Paul started getting angrier and I knew that nothing good would come out of this.
"he didn't want his!" Bella looked from Sam to Paul and back again.
"I have a bad feeling about this." I mumbled to myself but Jared, Sam and Embry all shot me a warning look. A look that told me to get away from here.
"What did we do? What did he do? What did he tell you?" Paul snarled back at Bella, who started breathing heavily.
"He didn't tell me anything, he never tells me anything." Bella then turned on me and gave me a glare.
"He didn't have to stay away from you. He could tell you everything." I tried to stutter back a remark, but Bella turned back to Paul.
"He's afraid of you." Paul started laughing at Bella, and I giggled nervously. 'Something bad is about to happen. I can tell.'
Bella, who had enough of Paul, swung her fist back and connected it with his face. Paul slowly turned to her and started shaking.
"Bailey, Bella get back. Get back Now!" I grabbed Bella's arm but she pulled it away and glared at me.
"This is partly your fault!" Bella yelled at me then once again turned back to Sam.
"Paul calm down NOW!" Bella started walking backwards when Paul started to growl, and snarl. She walked behind me and continued to walk backwards. I started walking away slowly, as Paul started snarling more and more.
"Then all of a sudden, the shaking continued until his clothes ripped and he phased into a werewolf. Bella's eyes widened and she grabbed my wrist and pulled me away from Paul. I heard a door slam and then Jack jumped over the railing towards his house and ran over to us.
"BAILEY!" He ran faster and then he jumped over Bell and I. He phased in mid air, and landed on the ground with a big thud. His ears were pinned back against his head, and he lout a loud, warning growl.
Paul growled in response and they began circling each other. Paul jumped at Jacob and Jacob jumped at Paul. They both let out loud growls, as they continued to attack each other. Jacob eventually got Paul pinned, but Paul flipped him over and tried to bit his shoulder. They continued to attack each other, until they got into the trees. The sound of the fighting was lessened as they got further and further away.
Sam looked at Bella, who was shocked, and then to me who probably had a dumfounded expression on my face. I looked at Jared and Embry, and they were waiting for my reactions.
"As bad as it would sound, I have to say that that was...COMPLETELY AWESOME! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT HE TOTALLY PHASED IN THE AIR!" Bella gaped at me as Sam, Jared and Embry all laughed at my reaction. Bella gave me a dirty look and he stood up.
"Take Bailey and Bella back to Emily's place. I'll be there as soon as I can." Jared nodded and he came over to me and helped me up.
"Emily's so excited to see you." I giggled nervously and dusted myself off. 'Bella really doesn't like me right now.'
Authors Note:
So there's the fifth chapter. I hope you guys liked it. Once again, I'm sorry to the Bella fans out there, i know that she's acting like a cow, so I'm sorry. Anyway, please review and let me know what you guys think. Thanks!
