I Wouldn't Change A Thing Chapter 9
Dear Mags,
I almost had a death experience yesterday. I almost drowned. But Jake saved me. Then he went on and told me how I'm his life now. I'm his LIFE. I don't know if I SHOULD be excited about that, because it sounds possessive and obsessive, but he would never hurt me Mags. He loves me and he'll always protect me. I love him, and I never want to leave him.
I think that maybe it's time for me to let go of my old life and embrace this one. Let go of everything that I left behind. I should stop being mad at Riley. I should let go of the bitterness that I have for my old school.
I just need to focus on my new family and I'll be fine. Jake and his friends have quickly become my new family and I'm so happy! I feel like I fit in so well. Anyway Mags, I should go.
Bailey
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"Here we are. At your house, where you can be all nice and warm and get out of those cold clothes." I rolled my eyes and unbuckled myself. I got out of the truck and Jake did the same. He walked around to the other side and he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into him.
"I hope you know that no matter what you do, you'll never be able to get rid of us wolves." I smiled up at him and rolled my eyes.
"I think I could. I mean it would just take a lot of hard work." Jake chuckled and then he kissed me lightly.
"You'd never be able to get rid of me. I would never leave you." I smiled and rest my head on his chest and closed my eyes.
"Bailey, you should get inside. You're shivering." I shook my head and stayed there not budging a bit. Jake sighed and he pulled away a bit, before wrapping one arm around my shoulder, and the other under my knees. I let out a little squeak of surprise and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I'll just carry you then." I smiled and looked at him and kissed his lips. Jake smiled when I pulled away and he, somehow, managed to open the front door with only one hand. He walked up the stairs and into my room.
"How'd you know that this was my room?" Jake put me down on the bed and chuckled.
"It smells like you. It smells like Vanilla." I giggled and laid down on my bed and sighed. 'Life was good'. Jake stood there looking down at me and then he kissed my forehead before standing up.
"I should go." He took a step towards the door and I let out a little whimper. 'Why couldn't he stay?'
"Can you stay here tonight? Please? I just...I don't want you to leave." Jake sighed and nodded.
"Just give me a minute." I nodded and Jake walked out of my room, down the stairs and outside. I ran to my window and I saw him walk into the trees. I heard a loud howl, then I saw him come back out, except no shirt this time.
I giggled and sat down on my bed holding one of my pillows. Jake came in and he sat down beside me and wrapped his arm around my waist. I leaned into him and ended up putting my head on his chest. I closed my eyes and started to fall asleep.
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Jacob's POV
Bailey fell asleep in a matter of minutes. I laid her down on her bed and put the blankest on her and was about to sleep next to her when I smelt something burn my nose. It was coming closer to the house. I growled and started shaking. I turned to look at Bailey and she moved around a bit. I was afraid that I woke her up, but she went back to sleep.
I stood up and started growling again. The stupid leech was in the house. If it came anywhere near bailey, I would rip it's stupid blood-sucking head off. I walked outside of Bailey's room and closed the door quietly. I walked downstairs and saw Bella and one of the 'Cullen's' talking to her.
"Bella what is that awful wet dog smell?" If only she knew that she smelt bad herself. Stupid Cullen.
"Jacob's kind of a werewolf." The Cullen scoffed and gave Bella a serious look.
"Werewolf's are not god company!" I waited outside of the room to see what else they would say.
"Why is he here?" Bella ran her fingers through her hair and it reminded me of Bailey. I thought of Bailey and started shaking more. I needed the Cullen to leave. Now.
"Jake kind of imprinted on my cousin, Bailey." I loved bailey, to death. I would die for her.
"Bailey's here? Now? Can I meet her?" I growled and walked into the room shaking even more than I had before.
"No, you can't. Leave. NOW." I growled low, letting the Cullen know that to get to Bailey, she'd have to get through me.
"It's not your choice, and besides I won't hurt her or Bella." I rolled my eyes and scoffed.
"No it's just the other one that's trying to hurt her. The red haired one." The Cullen looked from me to Bella, and then back again.
"Victoria? She was here? I didn't see her. I can't see past you and your pack of...mutts. Not only so you smell bad have you also caused intrusion." Bella looked from me to Alice.
"Jacob? What are you doing down here?" I turned around and saw Bailey standing on the stairs looking at me, Bella and the Cullen.
"Who's that?" She walked by me and went to go to the Cullen when I stopped her and pushed her slightly behind me.
"That's a Cullen." Bailey smiled and went to walk past me again when I stopped her.
"Bailey, stop." I looked down at her and pleaded with her. I didn't want her to be close to the Cullen. I at least wanted to be closer to the Cullen than she was.
"Don't be rude Jacob. I'm not dangerous." I snapped my head back towards the Cullen and growled. I was not about to trust her with my imprint.
"Hi. I'm Bailey Swan. It's nice to meet you." My eyes widened when I saw Bailey in front of my talking to the Cullen.
"I'm Alice. I think we'll be great friends." I picked Bailey up around the waist and set her down behind me and growled again.
"Not likely." Alice sneered at me and scrunched up her nose.
"Just please shower before we hang out. Jacob smells like wet dog. It's disgusting really." I heard Bailey giggle and smile at the Cullen. I didn't want them being friends...I couldn't trust them.
"It was nice meeting you, but I'm going to go back to bed now." Alice smiled at her and Bailey walked away from me and towards the stairs. I glared at Alice and went to walk up the stairs when the phone rang. I picked it up and wanted to rip it up. Another Cullen.
"Charlie's not here. He's planning a funeral." I slammed the phone down and walked up the stairs towards my baby.
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Bailey's POV
I heard Jake walk up the stairs and I sighed. That was interesting. I never actually saw how protective he was until now. He REALLY didn't want me to meet Alice. I don't know why, she was so nice.
"Bailey, I just don't trust them, that's all. I trust you but not...them..." I nodded and sighed again.
"What's wrong?" Jacob asked me while sitting next to me. I looked down at my lap, and sniffled.
'I just...I haven't heard from my mom or Maggie in a while. What if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore?" Jake kissed my temple and pulled me into his lap.
"Baby, if they don't want to talk to you, then it's their loss. I don't know why they wouldn't want to talk to you. You're amazing, and loving. You're beautiful and caring, and sweet. I love you, and the pack loves you. We all care about you and we'd all fight for you." I nodded and closed my eyes and listened to Jake's heartbeat and the next thing I know, I'm asleep.
"I have to go Jacob. I have to go for him." I woke up and rubbed my eyes and looked out the window. Bella had a bag and she was walking towards Alice's car. I stood up and rushed down the stairs towards them.
"Bailey, I have to leave. I'm going to Italy." I gave her a puzzled look and she sighed.
"Edward thought that I had ended up killing myself so he's going to get himself killed." I looked at Bella dumfounded and then at Jacob.
"I'm coming with you." I went to go to the other side of the car when Jacob stopped me.
"No you're not. It's too dangerous. They are going to the vampire city. It's way too dangerous." I looked at Jacob and gave him a stern look.
"I am going. She's family; families are supposed to help each other." I once again went to walk by Jacob but he put both his hands on my shoulders and looked down at me.
"I can't protect you if you aren't here. I can't protect you there." I looked back at Alice and Bella and shook my head.
"Bella she can't come. If she does...she'll get bitten. They'll turn her. She has to stay here." I looked at Alice and she gave me a stern look that told me not to argue. I nodded and turned around and walked back into the house. I slammed the door and stormed up to my room.
"Bailey what the hell was that? You were just going to go with a leech that you hadn't even known for a day?" I turned around and jabbed my finger into his chest.
"YOU don't control me! You don't make decisions for me! I make decisions for myself! She is family Jacob! I would do anything for her, even IF she may end up making me go crazy. And YOU can't protect me from everything!" I turned on my heel and walked into my room and slammed the door in his face.
I laid down on the bed and hugged the pillow, tightly. I was torn in two. On one hand I was upset that he tried to make decisions for me. But on the other hand, I was glad that he made decisions for me because he kept me safe. 'He's going to be doing that my entire life. He's going to be making sure I'm safe. Even if it means making some decisions for me.'
"Baby? Can I come in? Please?" I didn't say anything; I just laid there and sighed. I heard the door open then I felt the bed shift and a warm hand on my back.
"Baby, I'm sorry. I'm just trying to keep you safe, even if you don't think I am." I sighed and ignored Jake at first. Then I turned to him and smiled lightly.
"I'm sorry. I just...I really thought that Bella needed me but I guess that she's got it covered." Jake nodded and then he brushed hair out of my face.
"Will you stay with me tonight? I don't want to be alone." Jake nodded and I rolled over and let him have more room. Once he got in, I realised that there really wasn't much room anyway.
"I really am sorry Jake. I should've known that you were only trying to protect me, but I guess that I just...I don't know. I just..." Jake kissed me and I leaned up to give him more access. He ran his hand along my side and down to my lower back. I pulled away and looked up at him.
"No. I don't want to yet. Not now." Jake nodded and I rolled over and he pulled me to him, so my back was to his chest.
"Good night Jake." Jake kissed the back of my neck and I closed my eyes.
"Goodnight Bailey. I love you."
Authors Note:
Hey guys! So here is the 9th chapter. I hope you guys like it. And yes I know that this is nearing the end of where New Moon had stopped, minus the stuff that happened in Volutri. So what I wanted to know was if I should create a part 2 or just make it go on as normal. So give me your thoughts. Thanks!
