Lovino felt useless; he had no clue why his younger brother had left him in control of their body, and refused to spend any time as the person in charge of their shared body.
It made Romano mad, mostly when he wasn't around Spain, because the older nation made Romano feel strange making it difficult for Romano to be mad at his younger brother.
Feli either didn't notice the effect that Spain caused in his older brother, or he ignored it.
Romano refused to ask his younger brother what he was feeling, so he tried to keep it to himself.
Romano figured that the man that had joint custody over the two boys was confused over Lovino's unhappiness, after all Feliciano had promised that he would be happy with the splitting up of time between the two homes.
Feli was happy somewhere in the back of Romano's head, and it bugged the older sibling to no end that his younger brother was so happy while he, himself, was so undeniably confused, and irritated.
He couldn't even figure out why his brother was so happy; Feli was away from The Holy Roman Empire that Feli seemed to enjoy being around, and was stuck here for the moment that would normally sadden people.
Feliciano wasn't even attempting to control the body that he shared with his brother, and just seemed content with being his usual cheerful self.
"What are you so happy about?" Lovino grumbled inside of his head.
"Fratello is in love!" Feliciano cheered in his hyperactive way that managed to annoy Lovino to no end.
"I am not in love with that idiota!" Lovino growled mentally, having listened to his younger sibling's thoughts that had turned to the spaniard that had taken them in to his home.
"Then why do you feel almost the same way around Big Brother Spain that I feel around Holy Rome?" Romano's younger brother inquired of him.
"You don't feel this way around that stupid child!" Romano shouted in his head as he tried to remember his brother's feelings for the other child that they knew.
"It feels close to what I felt. Maybe a little different though." Feli almost hummed from their shared mind.
"That doesn't even come close to what I feel! I hate the Spanish jerk that we're living with, with all of my heart!" Lovino shouted inside of his head, and tried not to wince at the headache that that had caused.
"Fratello," Feliciano whined. "You don't hate Big Brother Spain!"
"I do, damn it!" Feli's older brother retaliated in their shared head.
The younger of the two sighed, but seemed to give up on the argument.
Lovino tried to clean yet again, but cursed when he was almost flattened by the bookshelf.
He tried to get his younger brother's attention by starting up yet another conversation with him.
"Can you switch places with me?" Lovino sighed, internally.
"You should do it to impress Big Brother Spain." Feli seemed to almost reprimand his older sibling in his sweet voice.
"I can't do anything right! You do it!" Romano tried to weaken his current hold on the body, but he couldn't seem to do it.
"But Big Brother Spain only knows you!" Feliciano whined again; Feli had let his older brother have control the whole time that they were at Spain's house.
"You need to! The Spanish jerk wants a clean house, and I'm not used to using the body for anything, especially cleaning!" Romano urged with in the head that he shared with his younger brother.
"It may help you learn how to use it. Miss Hungary always says that the harder you try at something, and the more that you do it, the better that you get at it." Feliciano informed his older brother.
"I know that. I've been trying my best at it, and I never get anything done right." Romano whined mentally in a defeated sounding voice.
"Just keep trying for me, alright Fratello?" Feli pleaded in his most adorable sounding voice that always seemed to make everyone do what he wanted them to do.
Romano sighed, and attempted to sweep the floor; he only managed to further scatter the books that had fallen from the bookshelf when it had went down.
He simply did not have the strength to put the bookshelf back up, or to move the small mound of books that happened to be blocking himself from leaving that part of the house; he hoped that Spain could get him out of this mess.
He backed away from the bookshelf mess, and wandered in the other direction, wondering if he had anything that he had to clean in that direction.
He managed to get himself lost in the large house that Spain owned, and he began to wonder why the stupid Spanish jerk had to have such a big house; he decided that he only had a house this size to get Romano lost and to ruin the young nation's already terrible day.
He struggled to find a way back to the portion of the house that he knew, and eventually heard Spain come home; he decided to follow the sound of Spain's horrified screaming that happened to be in Spanish.
He had difficulty finding the spaniard with the path that he was on, but he eventually found him.
"Italy, why didn't you clean up the house? It looks worse than before." Spain gasped out loud.
"I tried." Romano grumbled, but felt the beginning of guilt rise in his stomach from the fact that he had managed to get his younger sibling in trouble by his own actions.
He also noted that he hated that Spain thought that he was his brother; was it wrong for him to want to hear the older man actually say his name not his younger brother's?
Lovino kept his lips sealed; he didn't want Spain to hate him, or to want his younger brother more.
He watched the owner of the home start to clean up after him, and he wished that he didn't only attract hatred as well as being absolutely useless to whoever he was around.
Romano wished that he could just disappear, and let his brother have complete control of the body.
The only problem that he could see was that he didn't know how to completely vanish, leaving his perfect, younger brother in charge.
"Don't, Lovi! I love you, and I'll miss you!" Feli protested where his older brother's thoughts had went; it was impossible for them to keep secrets from eachother since they shared the same body.
Lovino ignored what his brother said; he felt that his brother had to love him, because they shared a body besides that Feliciano seemed to love everyone.