A/N: AHHH I'm so sorry! School has started, and that means that updates will be even more infrequent. This is a really short chapter, I promise they won't all be like this, but I most likely will only be able to update on weekends from now on :(

Fair warning, this chapter is going to be pretty intense and pretty detailed, T rating (maybe more) in full effect here.

Disclaimer: I don't own Divergent

Tris POV

He releases me from the hug, and I place my hand on his bare chest. Warmth radiates through me, and I crave more as I move my hand down in a stroking motion. Tobias looks at me in shock, but from the glint in his eyes I know that he is enjoying it.

I move my hand downwards and trace the outlines of his abs, and let my hand linger the waistband of his pants every so often. I lean in close and whisper, "I love you."

He gulps. "Do-do you," he stutters.

I giggle, and whisper, "I think I'm ready."

He looks at me wide eyed, and a full out laugh escapes me. "We don't have to, I'm just letting you know," I say.

"No, no I- we can," he stumbles over words.

"Let's just let things happen when they happen okay?" I whisper, and he nods furiously. I start to nibble his ear a bit, and then make a line of kisses from his ear, down his jaw and onto his neck. A moan escapes him when I start to suck on the sensitive soft part of his neck, and it only encourages me.

"God, Tris," he says, breathing heavily.

"I love you," I say, now up to his lips, tickling them as I talk.

"I- You- I need you so much right now," he says, and I feel a small poking in my inner thigh.

"What, does this turn you on?" I ask, and kiss the outer corner of his mouth.

"Can- can I take off your shirt?" he asks quietly, a slight flush rushing to his cheeks. I laugh at the fact that he is asking.

"Well, it's only fair," I say, and then he finds the hem of my shirt and slips it over my head. In this moment, I am glad that I kept on the lingerie that Christina had forced me into earlier.

"God, you're so incredibly gorgeous and sexy," he says. He runs his fingers up my back, and it sets me on fire as a shiver runs through me.

"I really want to kiss you right now," I say, and then he brings our lips together finally. We kiss with more force, more hunger than ever before. I push him backward onto the bed with our lips still locked and climb on top of him.

I straddle him and grind my hips to his softly, and he lets out a soft moan. "Trisss," he says slowly, and I laugh.

I go on for another kiss, becoming more and more intense by the second. I nibble his bottom lip a bit, then he opens up wider for my tongue to dart inside.

There is no fear.

No nervousness.

Only love in this moment.

I don't even pause when he moves his hand to my bra clasp. And I don't pause when he unhooks it.

Only love in this moment.

He slips it off, and suddenly I feel bare. I pull back slightly, wanting to cover myself while Tobias stares at me. "So beautiful," he whispers, and then kisses me again. The feeling goes away.

He brings his hand to my chest, and massages my breast lightly. The touch yields a light moan from me, a sound that I hadn't even thought I'd make.

Well, I'm doing a lot of things right now I never thought I'd do. That just shows how much we know about the future.

I continue to kiss him hungrily and lustfully for quite a while, all sense disappearing from my brain as I lay on top of him.

He brings his hands down to my waistline and tugs on my pajama shorts slightly, and it is as if all of the sense in the world comes crashing back down on top of mine.

I pull away, and cuddle into his side instead of laying on top of him. He looks at me, confused.

"I'm ready, and I want you, and I'm not scared, but I really don't want to think back and remember losing my virginity in Zeke's basement," I whisper into his ear.

He smiles, and says, "Me either. I'll be right back." He gets up and leaves to the bathroom presumably, and I put back on my shirt.

I lay on the bed thinking while I wait for Tobias to come back. I feel bad, but I know that what I did was right. Even though I enjoyed the heated moment we had just a minute ago, I know that in the back of my mind it felt forced.

I want it to happen naturally.

And I wait.