Okay, I'm going on a loooooonnnggg hiatus, so I'll be posting the what is already finished!
Thanks to my lovely beta, shun-chan!
She wrote the smut at the end, all credit goes to her!
Chapter 9: I really love him…!
One of Repetition
You had always told me, you're in love with me
But now I'm wondering if you were joking with me
I guess I was used and just to be played
But when you're tired, when will you ever throw me away?
[A/N: English Cover by MikiChan567 (German Cover by TamashiineKasuka)]
Somewhere in Tokyo City
It's been one month since the trainings camp and Takao and Midorima were on their way to the cinema for a date.
On their way they passed a advertisment poster. Takao immediately stopped, letting go of Midorima's hands.
"Shin-chan! We forgot!"
"What did we forget?"
"Sakuya's concert! We wanted to go!"
"Ohh, let's get there. I still have the ticket in my wallet."
"You too? Okay, let's go!"
Concert Hall
The Generation of Miracles (minus Midorima), Kagami, Kuroko, Riko and Momoi were in front of the hall, waiting for Takao and Midorima.
Takao had texted Kise to wait for them and they did.
"Damn, it's freeeeezing here. When will that green-head come!?"
"Daiki!"
"Hai, hai. No swearing…"
Momoi still looked annoyed at her boyfriend, who shrunk a bit.
"Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy!"
Takao was waving. Behind him was Midorima, slightly nodding as a greeting.
"Waaaahhh! It's soooo big! Sakuya sure is some big-shot, heh?"
"Right, Takao-cchi. Sakuya-chan is the world's top idol!"
"Wooooww!"
"Psst! It's starting!"
Takao and Kise stopped talking. Sakuya had appeared on stage, wearing a very pretty costume.
"Everyone, thank you soooo much for coming to my concert!"
The audience cheered.
"First of all, I'd like to tell you a little secret of mine!"
Another cheer by the audience.
"You all know that 'HEAVEN' from YT has a similar voice to mine, right?"
The audience responded with a loud "Yes!"
"Then what if I say, that we're the same person?"
The audience was confused. Sakuya just cuckled.
"Maybe this will help you! Let's sing 'HEAVEN'!"
The music started amd everyone immediately recognized the melody.
It was the first song the famous Youtuber had ever uploaded.
Sakuya started singing. The audience was quiet, everyone knew the voice.
We're both aboard on an airship as it flies
And it's chasing for a star hiding from our eyes
And before all our feelings will subside
Let's escape past the air, the atmosphereMy eyes they looked into the night sky a bit too much
And then found light it turned into a painful touch
And to you who always talked with just sending blinks
Let my voice reach out anew and towards youRight now, in this story we're finally crossing
Every time when we will meet, we will receive an unexpected messageBy putting messages into words, all I end up with understanding is
Telling you goodbye, meaning you and I will not meet again
If all our wishes finally are coming true
Someone else here in this world will end up losing too
Let us say goodbye, you and I
[A/N: English Cover by JoyDreamerJourney]
After the song had ended, Sakuya sang another song. A song that was HEAVEN's most popular one, 'One of Repetition'. Takao had already teared up. Midorima wiped them off and kissed his forehead.
These illusions coming with the symptoms of
Meaning of the words we no longer love.
Though never again I'll ever return to
The place I fell with all my doubts.
Starting to cry, don't need my now
I heard it though you didn't make a sound
Did you understand the way I really felt?
I don't want this now.
For always, I always tried so hard to keep moving
To this dream where I had really wanted to be
It's the light that's dimming, but it's slowly dying.
Though it seem that it goes together with the sighs.
Falling, I'm falling into a deep slumber
And with it, there it comes, a painting inside of me
In a dream, where I dream of the beginning of the
End of the place where I pretend to be. And I
I really tried my best to believe you,
Never tried to ever doubt you.
Even though I thought you would leave me
I believed in you!
But still I…
Knew that everything was all a lie
And I knew that you wouldn't come by
In the end I was just a fool that was in love!
You had always told me, you're in love with me
But now I'm wondering if you were joking with me
I guess I was used and just to be played
But when you're tired, when will you ever throw me away?
After this song had ended, Sakuya was crying already. The audience was cheering. Sakuya had successfully mad everyone cry or at least tear up.
"Thank you, everyone! Thank you for supporting me till now!"
The audience was cheering louder than ever. Sakuya's manager then stepped on the stage, together with a lot of other idols.
She held a bouquet of flowers in sky blue and lavendar.
"Now we will begin Hanasaki Sakuya's graduation ceremony!"
One after another the idols said what they learned from Sakuya or admired about her.
The manager was the last and by that time all the idols including Sakuya were crying.
"It's been a long way till here. I wish you the best of luck on achieving your biggest dream. Thank you for joining our company."
The manager bowed to Sakuya and Sakuya went to the front again.
"Even if I will graduate as an idol, I will NOT stop my YT account. Stay tuned for more songs!"
Sakuya waved at the audience. The people stood up, one after another and cheered.
"Now, it's time for Sakuya's graduation song! You all know it! 'Furusato'!"
Living alone in Tokyo
Mom's kindness permeated my heart
Because I was alone in Tokyo
I was able to fall in love with him
It was an unrequited love, is it okay if I cry?
Next vacation
I'm gonna go back home for a bit
Even if my tears don't stop
Scold me like you used to, Mom
My tears might not stop
I'm sorry I'm such a selfish daughter
Mother
Even if I lived alone in Tokyo
I'm still the same person as before
I remembered to put on my makeup
Even though I'm no good at it
I've had fun days because he was there
Love is wonderful
I wasn't lonely at all
My tears won't stop because
I'm so relieved, my mother
My tears won't stop, but
It's okay if I fall in love again, isn't it?
Mother
Seeing a falling star
What should I wish for...
Sha la
Sha la la la
Sha la la la la la la la
Even if my tears don't stop
Scold me like you used to, my mother
My tears might not stop
I'm sorry I'm such a selfish daughter
Mother
[A/N: English Translations; Original by Morning Musume]
Takao felt horrible throughout the entire song. His chest hurt. His head wouldn't stop popping out questions. 'Who did she meet in Tokyo? Who did she fell for again?'
It was pure torture. Midorima noticed that Takao's tears were not caused by the song, but by something else.
He immediately took action. He pulled Takao in a deep kiss. Them sitting right in front of the stage, Sakuya saw and more tears escaped.
Concert Hall (After concert)
"Shin-chan? What'cha doin'?"
Midorima was dragging Takao towards the exit.
The other just looked stunned at the couple. They wanted to wait for Sakuya, but she didn't come out. All the other idols, workers and the audience left.
After a while, the manager came out. She said the Sakuya had already left through the backdoor.
Momoi and Riko looked at one another and nodded. They had noticed Midorima's little stunt and Sakuya's reaction.
"You guys go home. We take care of this."
The boys didn't understand what was going on, but went home nevertheless.
Momoi and Riko were walking around, searching for a restroom. They ended up having to ask someone.
The next restroom was in the neighbouring park and the girls went there. They found it and went into the girl's restroom.
Sakuya was in the last cabin and crying silently. Riko and Momoi sat down and patted her head.
"It will be fine. You need to get over him. He's taken."
"I know, but…!"
Sakuya was sobbing loudly now while speaking.
"I… I really really like Kazu… I thought I could change something by coming back… I just wanted it to go back the way it was! I… I… I really love him…!"
Riko hugged Sakuya while she was crying and Momoi just patted her head, whispering silent and comforting words.
After a while, Sakuya calmed down and wiped her tears. She apologized to Riko for ruining her shirt. Riko and Momoi insisted on bringing her home and they did.
Smut(?) alert!
Meanwhile Takao and Midorima had left the hall and Takao wanted to go the restroom. They went to the park and he went there. Midorima waited outside.
After a short period of time, he saw how Sakuya went into the ladies' restroom, tears streaming down her face.
He immediately entered the restroom.
Takao had finished and was washing his hands, when Midorima appeared behind him, kissing his neck. Takao moaned.
"Sh-shin-chan?"
"Psst. I'm hungry now."
Takao blushed. He knew exactly what Midorima meant with 'hungry'.
"Sh-shin-chan, it's a restroom! S-stop!"
"Tch." Midorima continued to kiss Takao's sensitive areas.
Takao was naked. Not even a bit of his body was covered (except his head).
He only knew that he was getting harder, but how the clothes came off was a mystery.
"Ahh, Shiiiiiiiiiiinnn-chaaaaannn!"
Midorima was licking his entrance. They may have a condom, but no lube, so he needed to prepare Takao properly.
He did not want to injure his lover. After many minutes of licking, he slipped one finger into the entrance.
Takao was moaning loudly. They only got louder after Midorima added the second and then the third finger.
"Shiiiiinnn-chaaaaaaaaaannn! I want… I want your…"
Midorima nodded, put on the condom and kissed Takao while lining himself at the entrance. He pushed forward.
Takao jolted. Even with preparing, they hadn't done it for a few months, so it hurt quite a bit.
Midorima kissed the tears away that had been flowing down Takao's cheeks and the latter relaxed.
After Takao had adjusted to Midorima's size, the real fun started.
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