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chapter 15: Funeral; part 2

"Reid, Reid!" Came Hotch's urgent voice. Reid who's mind went into a slumber quickly looked up to see the worried faces of Hotch, JJ amd Emily.

"I uh, don't feel to good." Reid said, his voice a bit muffled.

"You don't say, reid you really don't look well." Emily said concerned.

"Your burning up." Said JJ, after she put her cool hand on Reid's forehead.

"I'm fine. I just need to get today over and done with." Reid said. As much as he was grateful for the teams concern, he just wanted to get the service over with.

"Okay, but like I said before, if you need anything you know where we are." Hotch soda concerned. Reid just nodded. He knew they were ten minutes away. The thought of his mothers rotting corpse came to mind again but this time he felt bile rise up, burning his throat.

"Pull over." JJ said almost reading Spencer's thoughts. The driver quickly obeyed and as soon as he got to the side of the road, Reid darted out of the car. There was not much in his stomach for Reid to be sick on and each time he gagged it burned his insides. When he was sure that there was nothing left inside of him, he realized a hand had been rubbing circles on his back. Finally standing up straight he turned around and saw JJ standing behind him looking concerned.

"How did you know?" Reid croaked, confused but grateful that JJ asked the driver to pull over when he did.

"The amount of times if seen Henry's face just before he's about to hurl. Also you looked dreadful. Are you okay?" JJ said motherly.

"Thanks JJ and no not really." Reid said.

"Reid I got you some water." Hotch said running towards the car. Luckily for them they pulled over right near a gas station. Reid grabbed the water and drank it quickly. The coldness of it soothed his burning insides.

"I just called, the Morgan, Garcia and Rossi to say we are running behind." Emily reported.

"Are you ready to go now reid?" Hotch asked softly. Reid nodded and slid back into the car.

When they finally arrived at the cemetery, Rossi, Morgan and Garcia had already arrived; along with William Reid. Hotch, Emily, JJ and made their way over to the group with Reid following slowly behind.

"Are you okay, we heard you got sick on the way over." Morgan said concerned.

"I'm fine." Reid mumbled.

"Um spencer, could I um talk to you, the service doesn't start for another 25 minutes." William Reid said nervously.

"Yeah sure." Reid said looking up a little. The team all looked at him both surprised and concerned. That's when he remembered that he forgot to tell them about his fathers phone call. "It's fine guys." Reid said reassuring them and started walking with his father round the cemetery.

"So, I uh, I just wanted to say that I'm here for you spencer. I'm not going to ask if your okay because I know your not and its going to take time until you will be, but trust me spencer I know that you are strong and that you will get through this." William said, relieved that he could finally say something which would comfort his son. Spencer was taken a back by his fathers words, he basically had summed up exactly how he felt. Lost for words he just nodded his head. The Reid's carried on walking around the cemetery making small talk and catching each other up on what's gone on in their lives. They were nearly back to the team when they saw it. At first they weren't sure but then they knew. They knew it was her. A hurst had pulled up a few yards away from them and sat in it was a shining black coffin. The sight of the coffin made spencer freeze dead in his tracks. Etched in Spencer's brain was the image of his mothers rotting corpse screaming at him, telling him how much of a failure he was. His heart heated heavily and he felt like he was about to pass out.

"Spencer what's wrong?" Asked William urgently. His son had turned ghostly white amd his breathing was much to fast for his liking.

"I can't." Was all spencer managed to breath out. William Reid instantly grabbed his son and started walking him in the opposite direction of the coffin. After finding a bench were the coffin was not in view, he sat his son down.

"Sssh it's okay spencer, just breath." William said soothingly. Spencer's breathing started to even out a bit." That's it, just tell me what happened."

"I c-cant do this dad. I can't." Spencer whispered. He felt tears burns his eyes. He would of tried and brushed them away but he felt so awful that he just had to let it all out.

"What can't you do spencer." William said gently.

"I can't be here. I'm a failure, she hates me. Every time I think of her I just see her rotting corpse shouting at me saying how disappointed she is in me." Reid said, the tears started to flow down his face.

"Spencer you look at me now." William said sternly, causing Reid to oblige. "Don't you dare say that she's ashamed of you. She loved you with all her heart. Not only did you stick with her till the end, you constantly wrote to her making sure she was alright."

"I know but I rarely visited her and it I just miss her so much it hurts, dad." Spencer said violently sobbing. This is when William Reid grabbed his son into a tight embrace. At first he thought spencer would refuse seeing as he hadn't given him affection like this in years, but instead spencer just wrapped his arms around his father and buried his face into his short. It killed William to see his son this upset and he even let silent tears fall, for both his and his sons pain. After about five minutes spencer let go of his father and turned away from him. Composing himself a bit he turned back and thanked him.

"It's fine Spencer I'm your father." William said. "Also I just want to know whether or nt you still want to go through with this. It's perfectly alright if you don't, besides your ill. Your burning up spencer I felt the back of your neck and you've defiantly got a temperature."

"I'm fine dad, honestly. I just want to get today over with." Spencer said sniffing.

"I'm so proud of you, you know. Right lets get back, it starts in five minutes." William said, standing from the bench. Walking back to the team, spencer saw the coffin again. This time however, he blanked out all of the images in his mind and just concentrated on was getting over to the team. More people had arrived since he left and he was grateful to see that there were people who cared about his mother.

"There you are we were getting worried." Garcia said slightly frantically.

"You ready, it's about to start." Hotch asked gently. The whole knew that spencer was upset, he still had bloodshot puffy eyes,but they all knew he would force himself through this. Spencer just nodded in reply. It was time to finally say goodbye to his mother.