A/N: Hey! ok so I'll make this short...PLEASE ENJOY AND REVIEW!

They basically turned his loft upside down, but they found nothing that indicated any connection with Sophia Turner. Agent Reynold and Beckett were looking at his office now, opening his drawers looking into his laptop, checking his safebox (He gave her the password only a few months back.). She didn't find anything relevant, except his will, so out of curiosity she opened it. It had recently being modified and looking quickly into it she realized that he added more people to it. Her, Esposito, Ryan and Lanie. She couldn't help the tears forming in her eyes, because Castle, the once playboy, shallow, self-centered jackass was also the kindest most loving man and she would bet her badge that he didn't hesitate for a second to include them in his will.

"Did you find anything?" Reynolds asked while looking into one of Castle's drawers. Beckett quickly put away the file.

"No." She answered. She went to look at the bookshelves, not that she'd find something there but she needed to be doing something before she broke down to tears. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Go ahead." he said not looking at her.

"What happened?" He looked at her somehow confused. "You must have a very good reason to leave Castle fatherless." she said.

"Detective I don't think that's any of your business." he said calmly. But then he saw that spark in her eyes. "You love him." It wasn't a question more like a statement. Simple but very powerful statement.

"Yes I do." she said and truth to be told she was proud of it. "So it is my business Reynolds."

"I couldn't handle a child." he simply said. "My job isn't exactly the best for parenting, so I figured if he didn't even know me and if Martha didn't tell him anything about me then he wouldn't miss me."

"That is a very disappointing reason." Beckett said.

"I figured you would've like the truth...and maybe it was selfish and wrong but it was the choice I made." Reynolds said.

"That's because you don't know what is like to grow up without a parent." Beckett said coldly.

"I did a background check on you Detective." he said looking at her in the eyes. "And I can tell you this much...not knowing who your father is, is way better than receiving the news that he was killed on the job."

"That doesn't make it any less selfish."Beckett responded. She still had one more question to ask. "Why did you appeared now?"

"Because even though I miss his whole life, he is now missing because of me. Or because of that mission I worked with Sophia Turner." he answered. "The whole point of me leaving when he was a baby was for him not to get involved in these kinds of dangers, so I have to straighten things up and then I promise you I leave for good."

Beckett said nothing. Maybe it was just that she really didn't like what he did to Castle when he was only a baby or maybe there was something else. She couldn't put her finger on it, but there was something in the way Reynolds talked about parenthood, so cold and without emotions that gave her the chills. She decided to ignore though. After half-hour looking, the finally gave up and went back to the precinct.

"Did you guys find anything?" Ryan asked when he saw Beckett and Reynolds walking into the precinct.

"No." Beckett answered pissed off. "What about you guys?"

"We were able to identify some train sounds but no luck when we tried to narrow it down." Esposito said with the same tone as Beckett's.

"Ugh." Beckett huffed sitting at the edge of her desk looking at the board with Castle's picture and photos of the crime scene on it. "We're running out of time...where the hell are you Rick?" she said with a sight.

"Beckett." Gates called walking fast towards her. "We have another body." In that moment, Beckett world crumbled around her and her stomach dropped.

"Castle?" Beckett asked barely audible.

"No." Gates said and Beckett let out a breath in relief. "Josh Davison." When she pronounced that name everyone had the same shock look on their faces.

"Josh?" OK she may have broke up with him but she really liked him. She was really taken aback by him being killed.

"Beckett, do you think you can handle this?"Gates asked gently. "I know he used to be your boyfriend."

"Yes sir, and I will get justice for him. He deserves justice." Beckett said in a resolved tone. "Let's go to the crime scene."

More to come soon... :)