Thank's for all the encouraging words! I really appreciate it. As always, English isn't my native language, so grammar mistakes are most probable and for that reason I apologize. Whether you are reviewing or not, I hope you having fun reading this, as much I am writing it. Your thoughts and opinions are always welcomed.

So, I changed the rating for M, to the people who don't want to read this part I will post another chapter following this one. I hope you enjoy and feel free to criticize.

Thought/Flashback/Dream

Chapter 18

Elissa smile when she entered his room and locked the door. The fire in the fireplace was starting to die down, she could hear steps in the little room where she knew he guard his armor and some weapons.

Elissa was nervous, she was inexpedient, she never done something like this before but she had read books about the art of love, she had heard the woman talk... She was nervous. With every step or every noise she heard her heartbeat grow faster. Elissa dropped herself close to the fireplace, the only thing she had dress was a robe and she felt a little cold.

"Elissa..." she look to Elmont, confusion all over is face "Why are you here?" His shirt was unbuttoned and she could see his firm chest. Elissa let out a small gasp.

"I am here for you..."

Feeling sudden inspiration, she rose slowly.

"Elissa..." she smile softly and before he said anything more she loosened the robe and let it drop to the floor. Feeling the cold hit her like a wave, Elissa breath deeply.

Elmont watched her movements carefully. She stifled her nervousness and stepped towards him, slowly, confidently. Elmont just stared at her for a moment, taking in her face, every inch of her body. His eyes were still upon her as she reached him. She could feel his body heat radiate and imagined she could hear his heartbeat, faster and anytime before.

He felt her lips brushing against his and moved away, quickly. His mind struggling to push away the image of her nude before him, but he couldn't…

"Elissa grab your robe..." She look at him, disbelief in every inch of her face, her eyes show the pain she felt for his rejection. But then she saw, his body trembling... She saw him swallow, trying his best to keep his gaze anywhere other than her. Unfortunately his eye kept betraying him and she smile confident.

"Why are you avoiding look at me?"

"Please Elissa... You shouldn't be were" he whisper, Elissa step forward and he step back. "What are you doing?" Elissa moved.

"You want so badly that you are trying to control that desire..."

"Elissa... you don't know what are you doing?..." She brushing her fingers through his chest, her fingers wandered down, feeling the scars and muscles there and tracing them with her fingertips. "Please don't..." Elissa moved her hand to his pants but Elmont grab her hand, stopping Elissa.

Why was she doing this to him? Didn't she know the effect she had on him? Around her, Elmont was always struggling for control, control his emotions, control his body, and control his mind... And now she was nude before him, tempting him... But he couldn't, he couldn't dishonor her...

"I'm aware of what I'm doing, Elmont. Please, I just what you..." her gentle touch was like fire and he wanted to be consumed...

Elissa brushed her fingers against his stomach and then back up over his chest, letting her nails slowly and softly graze over his skin and the curvature of his muscles. Elmont couldn't avoid the shivers and he try to shake them off.

He gritted his teeth.

No... I can't...

Elmont pushed her gently away from him.

"If you touch me again, I'm will lose control... You don't what that to happen..." he said between breaths "Stop Elissa... We can't..." Elissa grab his hand and rest it upon her body, her lips part slightly when he began to caress her skin, softly, gently without realizing it. Her eyes widened, pupils dilated and he knew, knew that Elissa desired him very much, just like him. "Elissa..."

Elmont hadn't intended to kiss her, he was fighting against what he wanted but how could he resist to her when she was standing in front of him like that? Elissa tilted her head, to further their kissing, she couldn't deny that it what she wanted all along, her only thought was his lips and how they sent shivers down her spine...

He slipped an arm around her, pulling her close to him. When they pull away, breathless, both got nervous. He needed her in his arms, needed her to be close and she desire that as much as he did, the feeling were intense and overwhelming.

Elissa began to remove his shirt, the urge was so intense that leave her breathless. She kissed him as her hands brushed against his arms to Elmont's chest. She wanted to memorize every inch of his body. He kept his eyes close, fighting the urge to push her against the bed, somehow he knew that she needed that moment and he wasn't the one to deny her after all. It was torture but he liked.

She was studying his upper body only with her hands, feeling his hard muscles. Elissa could feel Elmont's body tense. Her exploration continue for minutes and when she looked at his face she saw his eyes closed and mouth slightly open. Elissa kissed him feeling his body shudder and Elmont groan slightly as her lips descended on his neck and heard his breathing increase, Elmont hands wrap around her tight as she explored.

"Elissa..." his voice hoarsely reached her ears and she looked at his face. Elmont rested his forehead to hers as one of his hands cupped her face. "We shouldn't..."

"I want you to love me like I need to love you... Please give me this..." He kissed her to silencing her.

He slid his mouth along her throat, over the thrumming flutter of her pulse and to her jaw. At her ear, he paused.

"I love you..."

Elmont kissed her shoulder up to the side of her neck and closed his eyes. She could feel his goatee and that make her shiver against his body. Elissa wrap her arms around his shoulders, she closed her eyes to concentrate on his touch that felt so good.

She gasped in surprise as Elmont's lips found a sensitive area in your neck, suckling slightly and nipping. Elissa gripped his shoulders and gave to Elmont small whimpers, but he found that he wanted more; he wanted to hear her call his name.

Then, without announcement he return is attention to her lips, lifting her and carrying with care to his bed, she slid down his arms until her body rest in soft mattress.

When she saw him standing, watching her, Elissa pull him to her and kiss him, she didn't want him to think… She needed him.

He supported himself in both arms as he stared to her deep gray eyes. She was so beautiful...

Elissa kissed him seductively and her kisses extended to his jaw. That simple touch make him want to lose control, every little touch cast him into a sweet delirium. Feel the warm skin of her body, see her perfectly naked in his bed...

"Please, Elmont..." she whisper in his hear sending shivers all over his body

How was he supposed to resist her?

She moved more to the bed and he moved with her, she had giving him a perfect view of her body. Elmont looked at Elissa with a desire; a hunger that he felt could never be satisfied.

The rising up and down of her breasts with each breath she took was tempting him.

Elissa watch him patiently as Elmont's eyes glued to her body. It was good to know that she wasn't the only one to be affected, he was affected too. The desire was burning inside her and she could feel and see the same desire burning in him.

Never had he felt so nervous, he knew that for her it will be her first time and he wanted Elissa's first to be pleasurable and memorable. He wanted Elissa to feel complete, to feel...

"Elissa..." it was all he said before his tender lips cover hers. Carefully he pressed his body against hers and his strong hands slip up to her legs, caressing. His lips descend against her neck, reaching her breasts.

Pulling back he glanced down at her chest and strained his eyes to see the scar in her chest. He still remembered clearly that night, that dreadful day. Elmont brushed his fingers against her scar, gently.

"Elmont…" she snapped him of his trance.

"I'm sorry, my love…" And he smile softly to her…

The soft touch of his fingers and his mouth caused her delusions. Elissa gasped in surprise as the kisses of Elmont were spread her neck to stop in one of her breasts, suckling slightly, she gripped his shoulders and moan. Elissa's hands had mind of their own as she lay helpless to Elmont's lips. Her body demanded more from him, with every kiss she pulled him closer, with every breath that she could feel on her she whimpered and arched to feel more.

Not once Elissa had known that this could be so good, sure she had thought but feeling was something completely different. It was so nice to feel his touch on her skin; the feeling was amazing and so intense, skin to skin... One of his hands rested inside of her thigh, making small circles.

He wanted her to know how much she affected him when he pressed against her body and through her pants she felt his arousal, and that caused her satisfaction knowing she could affect him so much.

Involuntarily yet completely willingly she opened her legs and wrapped them around Elmont's and arched her hips closer to his. A heavy moan was heard from the both of them. Elmont wanted to take this slower and his self-control, the control that he have he almost gave up.

Now that both of Elissa's breasts had been pleasured Elmont slid a hand down her body towards her center, he brush his fingers against the sensitive area. She whimpered...

"Relax" he whisper in her ear, brushing his fingers again. Her body trembled; he pushed one of his fingers inside of her. Elissa stifled a soft cry and instead exhaled desperately, letting her mouth hang open, she look at Elmont for a few moments before her eyes close, gripping Elmont's shoulders. He rubs his thumb against her…

"Elmont..." Elissa moan, pleading him as a tension began to build up. Elmont watched her reactions and expressions, and the more he watched, the more he needed her. Her hands moved to his hair to keep him where he was. To pull him closer.

"You're beautiful," he whispered to her.

Elmont stop, forcing himself to remain still, Elissa complied. Blinking his eyes tight, he tried to focus on a way to pull back his eagerness but knew he would be difficult. Her breath was obviously heavy and she was struggling to regain her composure, he watch her, her eyes close and mouth hang open. He kissed her passionately; Elissa slipped both her arms around his shoulders.

Elissa clutched at his belt desperately.

"Please…"

"Are you sure… I mean, do you want to stop…?" He doubted he could stop now but felt the question still needed to be asked, he needed to listen her say what she wanted and he would give anything to her. His voice was hoarse because of the desire that she planted on him and she could see that he was trying resisting in taking her. She smiled to him and kissed him.

"I would never think in going back... I trust in you" he could tell that she was nervous, he was too. He wanted her first time to be memorable; he wanted her to never forget... Elmont kissed her and her nerves melt away slowly. He struggled out of his pants and briefs.

He began slipping in her with a deep groan against her lips, and push further slowly. Elissa grip is shoulders and close her eyes.

"I'm sorry..." he whispered when he saw her bit her lips as he continue "I'm so sorry, love" his voice was mixed with arousal and sincerity. Elmont kissed her softly. "Are you alright?"

She gave a slight, unconvincing nod, wrapping her arms tightly round his shoulders. His reassuring kiss on her neck provoked an auxiliary gasp. He smiled into her neck; she was enjoying this as much as he was.

Or she soon would be. He would make sure of that…

He took a deep breath in an effort to slow down and control his own ardent desires, and then turned his attention to her neck, licking, sucking, nibbling, teasing... She was squirming delightfully against him and making small, whimpering noises in his ear, he love every sound that escape her mouth. He returned his attention to her lips, kissing her with barely contained passion. As her fingernails dug into his back, the unexpected pain and pleasure nearly caused him to lose his self-control. Her eyes widened when he began pushing against her. He started to urge himself within her at a slow tempo.

Elissa bit her lip.

Every move he made felt exquisite. Elmont let his mouth hang open as he watched her, the visual stimulation almost too much for him. He wanted more. He slapped his hand against the headboard of the bed. Every inch of his body wanted, demanded to go faster, to make her cry is name in pleasure but he didn't want to hurt her, he was afraid to hurt her. Every sensation they built up together was enough to make her cry out and groan.

Her head fall back, eyes close and mouth open and when he pushed against her, she moan loudly.

"Elmont…" It was good, so good.

His hand began to travel to her body; he could feel her body shedder with the pleasure that was begging to accumulate in her.

Her legs wrap around his waist. One of her hands closed around the sheets.

As he moved faster and deeper within her, watching her rapidly lose control, she finally tensed and arched towards him, crying out his name in surprise. He smiled in success and relief, then he join in pleasure.

It took the last of his energy to roll over and fall back onto the bed. She turned round to lean against his shoulder. His eyes flicked open, curious to see the effect of their exertions. Her face and neck were flushed, she was breathing heavily against him, and when he moved his fingers down her neck he could feel the heat and erratic thump of her pulse.

He was glad she couldn't see his self-satisfied expression.

He hoped this was just the beginning for them. He would fight for her, no matter what, he would… There was so much more to do with her, to explore, and to enjoy, to live.

And he loved her he wouldn't lose her.