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I practically don't know where is my mind. I'm happy with Sian especially now that the baby is on the way. However when I'm with Maddie I feel that I can't think straight. What I'm doing is so wrong, I know. I just don't know what the right solution is. Sometimes I think about that I should cut all interaction with Maddie. On the other hand, I think I have romantic feelings for her and I want to pull her out of her lifestyle. And then there is my lovely wife, Sian who is pregnant now. I couldn't be happier about this but I'm practically cheating on her. She doesn't deserve this. And all the guiltiness that I feel. I don't how long I can take it. I need to figure out something soon.

Maddie called me. She said that she wants to quit and she accepts the job that I offered to her. It was time. Finally, I don't have to worry about that she is having sex with strangers. I have to admit that drove me crazy. She's gonna start the job soon. I'm very grateful because I have the best boss. He trusts me and he let me Maddie to work with me. But Maddie told me that her pimp will not be happy she is quitting. I'm worried about it. On the top of it my parents are gonna come for a visit soon.

I'm going home now after work but yesterday was a crazy day. I told Steve that we are expecting a baby with Sian. He was so happy, he could dance on the table. I say this seriously. We celebrated it but without alcohol because I know Sian doesn't like when I'm drinking too much.

I get home and I find a crying Sian in the living room with my phone in her hand.

Sophie: What's wrong, sweetie?

Sian: What is it?

She asked me giving me my phone. There was a text from Maddie where she is thanking me to help her and she sent me kiss signs too.

Sophie: It's nothing.

Sian: Who is Maddie?

Sophie: Just a girl.

Sian: Did you fuck this girl?

Not just once but twice I think to myself.

Sophie: What? No! How can something like this cross your mind?

Sian: Then why didn't you tell me about it?

It's painful to watch her in tears. I want to make it better for her.

Sophie: Because it's nothing.

Sian: Who is she?

Sophie: Well, she is gonna work with me. She's gonna be my assistant. That's all.

Sian: Why the fuck she is sending kissing signs to you?

Sian is very angry.

Sophie: She feels thrilled because she got the job. Maybe she was very happy and we get along as well. I think she likes me but I don't like her in that way. I promise. Do you believe?

Sian: I don't know.

Sophie: I swear she's gonna be only a colleague.

I say desperately.

Sian: Could you go away? I need to think.

I can't believe she is saying this to me.

Sophie: If that's what you want.

Sian: Just for a couple of hours. I need to think.

Sophie: I love you and I always will and I would never cheat on you.

I'm such a liar but I'm not gonna lose Sian.

I go for a walk. Maybe I should talk to Maddie. I wonder where could I find her. The best is if I search her in the club, probably she is there. I go to the club then. I see her pimp. Did Maddie quit for now or no? Well, I ask.

Sophie: Hi! Can I meet Maddie?

Pimp: She quitted today. I'm very sad about it. She made good money for us.

He absolutely didn't look like he was sad. He was rather furious but he tried to hide it.

Pimp: You know today I was thinking why did it happen? You know what I figured out? It's probably a client who wanted her to quit.

Sophie: Really?

Pimp: I think you're the client. We have cameras in every room. We've seen everything and heard.

Two men grabs my arm and pushes me outside to the back of the building. They are strong. They pushes me to a wall in the street. It hurts like hell.

Pimp: Guys kill her!

They want to kill me. I can't believe! They can't do this.

The two guys hits me with all their power. They started with my face. I can feel my mouth and nose are bleeding. I'm sure I have bruises too. They punch in my stomach too. I can't stand anymore. I fell on the ground and they still kicking me. My ribs are hurt like hell. I feel awful.

Pimp: Can she move?

I'm an idiot because I'm moving my hand which means they're going to beat me up even more. I think I'm gonna pass out but before I completely pass out I hear police sirens.