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When I open my eyes I see things a bit unclear. After a couple of minutes everything is clear in front of me. I'm in a room lying in a bed. I think this is a hospital room. I start to remember what happened. Two gorillas were beating me up till death at least the was told to them but I'm alive. I wonder how it is possible. I mean they were pretty strong. How did I get here alive and why is nobody here? As I lie here I realize the pain in my whole body. It's hurts but it could be worse. After about ten minutes Sian and a doctor comes in my room.

Sian: Are you awake?

She says in relief and hugs me but not too strong because she doesn't want to cause me pain.

Sophie: I am.

I say happily.

Doctor: You've got beaten up pretty badly. You have a few broken ribs, cuts and bruises but you'll be alright. In two days you can go home but before that we would like to make sure that you're completely okay.

Sophie: Of course.

Doctor: I have to go now.

I look at Sian. She cries from the relief that she sees me alive. I think she was worried about me.

Sophie: What happened? How did I get here?

Sian: Well when they were hitting and kicking you the police came. They planned a police raid and they saved you. I… I don't even want to think about what could happen if the police weren't there then. I mean you could be dead.

She cried very much. The tears rush down on her cheeks. It was heart-smothering. She is so caring all the time worrying about me and I all I do make her cry. I'm such a bad person.

Sophie: Shh, don't cry. I'm alive and here with you and I'll be here for you forever. I love you. I promise you won't lose me. Do you hear me?

She nods.

Sian: I know. I just never ever want to lose you. You're so important to me. I need you in my life. I couldn't live without you.

Sophie: I know. I couldn't live without you either.

She is sitting in a chair next to my bed. We're holding and caressing each other's hand.

Sian: I'm sorry for earlier. I was a terrible jealous wife. I know that you want just help to others, for this girl too. You're so good –hearted. If I don't act so stupidly you wouldn't be out then and you wouldn't be beaten up. It's all my fault. I'm sorry.

Sophie: You don't have to say sorry. I just had a bad luck to be there then but also I'm lucky because I'm alive and I have you.

Sian: I love you so much!

Sophie: You're the best happened to me in my all life.

Sian stays with me for hours now. I love that she is so caring to me but she's pregnant she should be home and rest. She doesn't have to spend the whole night with me.

Sophie: Sian!

Sian: Yes babe?

Sophie: You should go home.

Sian: Why? Don't you want me here?

Sophie: Of course I want you to be around me as much as you can but you're a pregnant women now and you need to rest. You don't need to spend the whole night with me. You can come in tomorrow morning. I still be here, promise!

Sian: You're so sweet and maybe right but don't forget the first thing on my to do list is to visit you.

She kisses me and leave.

How can I be so lucky? I have the best wife in the whole wide world. As I lie here I just think think and think and I make a decision. I'm going to cut my relationship with Maddie. I'm going to help her to have a normal life but without kisses and sex. I just don't know how to tell her that. It will be very tough thing to me but I realized that I can't do this to Sian anymore. I just can hope that I make the right decision. What am I talking about? Of course this is the right decision.

Tomorrow the doctor checks me out again to see if there's more broken bones besides my ribs. Fortunately no. Then I stay alone in the room. I hope Sian comes soon. I miss her so much.

Then I see Maddie rushing in to my hospital room.

Maddie: Oh my God! Is it true?

I think she saw my fucked up face.

Sophie: Hi! What is true?

Maddie: That you got beaten up. I can't believe. Oh my god what fuck they did to you?

Sophie: Yeah, I got beaten up pretty badly but it's okay now.

Maddie: Are you okay?

Sophie: Well, I'm here…

Maddie: Don't! It was a stupid question. Of course you are not okay.

She caresses my face. Her touch feels so good.

Sophie: The police closed that place, you know?

Maddie: Yeah, I heard that too and they even arrested them.

Sophie: Isn't that great that you have nothing to afraid from now? There's no one who could hurt you.

Maddie: You made me make the first step then my luck stepped in.

She smiles in relief.

Maddie: Do you know a place where I can live? I'm at a friend now but I can't be there forever.

Sophie: Look, when I get out we're going to find a place for you, promise!

Maddie: You're so generous! I really don't know how I got so lucky! The first time when I have seen you I would never have thought that you would be my saviour.

Sophie: No, I'm nobody's saviour I just…

Maddie: No, you are. Yesterday you showed that you would even give your life to save me, to be with me! I appreciate it very much! Look, I love. It's hard to say for me but I am in really in love with you.

Sophie: I love you too.

Maddie kisses my lips with her wonderful lips then pulls away.

Maddie: I gotta go.

Sophie: Bye.

Maddie:I love you!

She leaves.

I wanted to tell her so much that I don't want a relationship with her. That the things won't be how she imagines them. Fuck! She doesn't even know that I have a wife and baby on the way. It will be very hard for her and for me. I don't how she would react. Maybe she will do something stupid. I don't know. I should have never go to that place. I should never get in contact with her. I should have never fell in love with her. I'm such a mess!