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On Monday morning I go to work but it doesn't feel like before. Before my workplace was the place where I could be alone and in the calmness of hours but now I feel absolutely nervous because Maddie will be there with me and it makes everything so terrible. Probably she will be in a sexy outfit even if she won't I would still have feelings for her. I know I ended and I did that because I had a very good reason, Sian and my baby but I can't just cut those feelings. I'm completely aware of that I made myself in this situation. I wanted Maddie to quit I wanted her to work with me. It's all my fault I know. The best thing I can do is to stay faithful to Sian from this moment. I know what I've done was wrong, very very wrong but she doesn't have to know about it would ruin everything. I never tell her what happened with Maddie but what if Maddie tells? We have a deal about it but I can never be sure. By the way my parents went back home. It was really nice to have them over the past few days. I really missed them. I've seen how happy they are. I want to be the same with Sian when we are older. I just want a happy life with my family.
I find Maddie in my workplace in a pretty in a woman's suit. I must say she looks pretty hot. I just look at her and I have this feeling that I want to have her on my desk as soon as possible but i will be definitely better if I don't try anything like this.
Maddie: Hi Soph! Do I look hot?
She does and 180 degree turn in her outfit.
Is she a mind reader or what?
Sophie: You look pretty.
Maddie: Just pretty? Of course just pretty. You think I look the best when I'm naked, don't you?
Sophie: Don't start it!
Maddie: Why? I know you want to fuck me.
Sophie: I don't. I stay faithful to Sian.
Maddie: You could have said it the first time we had sex but you didn't because you were so desperate for a good fuck.
Sophie: Those were hard times for me and Sian.
Maddie: Did you want to solve them with having sex with me?
Sophie: You don't have the right to tell these thing because you were just a whore who fucked everyone who paid enough and I would say you enjoyed it much when I was in you, don't you bitch?
After I finished my sentence she slapped me. I guess I deserved it. I look into here eyes. They seem to be watery. My words were very hurtful. She goes to her desk and tries not to cry more. Maybe I should say I'm sorry and comfort her but if I do that because I know finally I would kiss and caress her or really taking her on my desk. I wish I would not say those words to her. She looks so innocent from here.
I have luck because no one saw the slap. I might be better if I start my job. I hope Maddie doesn't hate me now. It won't be easy to work with her.
During I try to look at her eyes but she always turns her head. I guess she doesn't even want to see me now. I don't blame her though. I said pretty nasty things to her but she can't do that forever because we work in the same building even in the same office.
I try to make up my mind and I'm thinking about invite her to lunch with me. Then I could apologize for my behaviour and be nice to her but definitely not too nice. I don't want her to misunderstand my intentions. Maybe we could be friends or I don't know I just don't like when she is angry with me. I know she said nasty things to me as well but she was right. To be honest I would be nice to have my relationship back with her but I don't think I could hide from Sian at least not in long-term and it would only cause pain to everyone. It's better this way.
Sophie: Look Maddie, I didn't mean those things I said to you.
Maddie: From what I could I hear you meant it.
Sophie: No, I don't. Please forgive me. Let's forget about that .
Maddie: You know I don't really want to forgive you but I work here now mostly with you. I will see you face every day so I'm thinking about forgiving you.
Sophie: Fine, I can accept that. How about we're having a lunch together?
Maddie: Sounds like a good idea.
Sophie: Then let's go!
We're sitting in front of the restaurant at a table waiting for the waiter. It's boring to wait but it makes it better that Maddie is my company.
Maddie: Do you really want to wait here that much?
Sophie: Well, I'm hungry.
Maddie: Then come to me. I cook you something delicious.
Sophie: Do we really have time for this?
Maddie: It will be quick, promise.
Sophie: I have to say I can't refuse this offer.
She smiles at me.
Soon we're at her and she starts the cooking. She makes pasta with her own special sauce. I don't know what is it. I hope it will be tasty.
Sophie: Can I help you?
Maddie: No, I want to show you how good I'm at the kitchen.
Sophie: If that's what you want.
She tastes her sauce and a little bit of it stays on her lips I get I up to wipe it off from her lips. I wipe it off. We look in each other's eyes. I lean in for a kiss but she pulls away.
Maddie: You can't do that. I don't want to be a home wrecker.
I know it's hard for her to resist me show I lean in again for a kiss and I can feel my lips touch her lips. I start to kiss her slowly. She doesn't kiss me back but she is letting me kiss her until she gently pushes me away.
Maddie: Stop it!
She says it with anger in her voice.
Sophie: But I love you. I have those feeling for you that I can't just not take notice of. I'm in love with you madly.
Maddie: You can't! You have Sian.
Sophie: To be honest she is pregnant too. We're expecting a child.
Maddie: What?
She is very surprised.
Maddie: It's just one more reason to show us there's nothing can be between us.
Sophie: But…
Maddie: No buts…please go now!
Sophie: Maddie.
I touch her face with my hand.
Maddie: Please don't touch me.
Sophie: Do you want me to leave Sian? I would do that to be with you.
Maddie: Go!
Tears coming both of our eyes. I want to be with her so badly and she just sends me away. I realize that there's nothing I can do for now so I go.
I go back to work. I told the boss that Maddie felt sick so she went home. I don't think she will come back today.
At home I find Sian. She planned a date night for us at home. We start with a dinner with candle lighting and flowers after that we watch a movie together while we are cuddling. I don't even know what movie we are watching. I can only think about what happened today. If I want to be with Maddie I have to divorce from Sian. But the last thing I want is Sian to get hurt. I have to figure out something. I really want to be with Maddie. I love Sian too but Maddie is the one who I want. My heart chose her. I really hate myself for even thinking about leaving Sian but if I leave her I can be with Maddie. But it still wouldn't be sure that she wants to be with me. But I want to take my chance. I decided. I will leave Sian no matter what. I hope she will understand me.