A/N: So I'm slowing down my updating for a few days. Some people just can't keep up with me...
My love tells me to be nice...and so I'm being nice.
Well...I'm trying.
My creativity is ever flowing and that's just me, I guess. People want more updates but then they can't keep up...I told you...Spoiled! ;)
My mind never stops...
So...CC...wins today.
Something sweet and slow and smutty?.
Another new song that I can't stop looping.
Enjoy! ;)~
#Beautiful (Mariah Carey feat. Miguel)
Santana's POV
"Yesssss." She hissed out as I scratched at her skin.
I was wrapped up in her as she came down from the high that she was on.
"Good baby?"
"More. Don't stop." She groaned as I rode her.
She had insisted that I let her take control first.
But then she put on that harness and so I couldn't help but tackle her.
And now, I was grinding my hips down over and over, pushing the insert against her clit, as I scrapped my nails over her chest and stomach.
Her fingers held my waist and urged me on.
Her eyes sparkled as she watched me.
I could see the love in her eyes and I could feel it in her touch.
She was keeping me grounded.
I smiled as I rolled my hips.
Her teeth trapped her lips as she moaned.
I moved my fingers to her hair and then bent forward.
I kept moving my hips as I nipped at her neck and shoulders.
She kept letting out these wispy little breaths that were setting me on edge.
I wanted more.
But not like the past.
Not like when I constantly topped her...even when she was wearing the strap-on.
I wanted to be topped.
And so I kissed up the side of her neck until I was at her ear.
"Take me, baby. Top me...please?"
"Fuck." She said as she held my hips still. "Tell me what you want."
She looked up into my eyes and was trying to read them.
"I want this, Q. For too long I've kept myself from you...especially in the last month. Take what's yours."
Quinn's POV
She was here.
All of her.
I held her in my arms and rocked into her slow but with force.
Each time I bottomed out she would suck in a breath and let out a deep groan.
I couldn't stop watching her.
Her eyes were still open and they were watching me.
There was no space between us as she clung tightly to me...just like when I first got here.
The feeling in her touch was desperate.
And I held her just as fiercely.
We brought in the Christmas morning wrapped in passion.
Wrapped in each other.
I kept kissing the hot skin of her face that was only broken by the occasional tear.
Hers or mine...I wasn't sure.
"Yes, baby!" She groaned as I began to go faster and harder. "Just. Like. That! Yes! Fuck. So good...so...fuck! Good!"
I was close and from her heavy breathing, I could tell that she was too.
And so I let her go and got on my knees.
She looked up at me like she was going to cry but then I lifted her legs.
And she smiled.
It still amazed her when I did things in bed that she hadn't shown me.
She always says that I was born to be a lesbian.
It was just so natural for me.
Whatever that means!
Cue my eyes rolling.
Once I had her legs hooked over my elbows, I slammed into her.
"Fuck! Again!" She groaned as she scratched at my skin.
The sting made me crazy.
I pulled back and slammed down again.
"Oh God! Quinn!" She screamed and I think I laughed or growled as I continued to go harder and faster.
My hands gripped her waist as I pulled her into every slam.
"No. More. Keeping. This. From. Me." I punctuated my thrusts with each word. "Got. It?"
"Yessssss! Ayyyy! Q! I'm so clo-"
I kissed her lips and used all the energy that I had left to bring her home.
To me...
And with me.
"Ay cariño! Oh fuck! Quinnnnnnn!"
I came a second later as I slowed my strokes and rode out her orgasm with her.
I dropped her legs as I continued to stroke into her.
Her eyes were full of tears as she smiled up at me.
"I love you."
"Never stop." I said as I brushed her tears away.
"Never." She said with a groan.
"You are so beautiful." I whispered as I watched another orgasm overtake her. "I love you so much, San."
Santana's POV
I don't know what I had been so afraid of.
How had I underestimated my wife so greatly?
I made myself suffer for months.
But last night...we were together...all of us.
And she loved me.
All of me.
She made me feel complete and like I didn't need to hold so tight to control.
Making love instead of war made sense on a whole other level for me now.
I had been ready to fight through my fears, while she decided that love was the better way.
It was like she reminded me what I had.
And who she was to me...
My wife...
My best friend...
And like Mami had said, again and again, the one.
I got up early the next morning, while she lay curled up in the center of the bed.
Normally I took that time to level with the other part of myself.
With her...but that wasn't what I needed.
I didn't need her.
And that felt amazing.
The fear of losing her had been circumvented by my wife.
And that meant the world to me.
I stood over the stove, making us breakfast, when I felt her arms wrap around my waist.
"Merry Christmas." I moaned as I put bacon onto a plate.
"Mmm...definitely a tradition that I wouldn't mind keeping."
She said as she stole a piece of bacon while squeezing at my hip.
I groaned when she ground against me.
She trapped me against the counter then her hands came around and held my waist.
I brought my hands to cover hers and leaned back against her.
"Thank you." I whispered as I dropped my head back on her shoulder.
"My pleasure..." She said around her mouthful of bacon. I kissed her chin and then just watched the smile on her face get bigger. "After breakfast...we should shower...so you can show me how grateful you are."
We spent the rest of the day, ignoring phone calls.
Nothing outside of that bedroom mattered.
Things for us had hit a rough patch but we were fixing it.
With every touch.
It was just us.
With every kiss.
Things healed.
And I knew that the strength of our marriage was what was carrying us.
Our love was real for us.
It gave us faith.
No matter how much we were both unsure of the next step...we were still willing to jump in.
Willing to have faith in us.
And it was beautiful.
A/N: Short and sweet. Let me know when you guys catch up...and I'll come back. :) And if you're caught up...read one of my other amazing stories! ;)