Hey guys! :)
Short chapter but I hope you will like it.
Enjoy!;)
I went to the doctor to take a look at my hand. I turned out that I broke my knuckles and it takes three weeks to heal. Also I called in to my workplace that I can't go in because of my broken knuckles and family issues. Luckily they were understanding and gave me two weeks to take care of everything.
The hardest thing that I ever done is tell Sian the truth but eventually I feel better about it. I get back my freedom and start my relationship with Maddie if she wants it too. If she doesn't I will still keep trying.
Today I received the papers about the divorce from Sian. I know that I wanted this divorce but it's so hard to let all this years go. I read through the papers first and I find that Sian wants to close me out of my child's life. I won't let her to do it. She is mine too. We decided together. I'm not gonna lose my child. I immediately call Sian to talk about this with her.
Sophie: Hi Sian it's me, Sophie. I received the papers and…
Sian: Did you sign it?
Sophie: Actually not yet cause I'm not get let you take away my baby.
Sian: You should have thought about it when you cheated on me.
Sophie: You can't do that to me.
Sian: Sign it.
Sophie: I won't.
I finish this conversation with Sian. I feel I need to have rest so I lay down on the couch when I hear knocking. I open the door and I see my mother standing in front of me looking upset.
Sophie: Mom…
Sally: I want to have a talk with you.
My mother comes in the living room.
Sally: I talked with Sian. She told me everything. How could you be so stupid that you let a whore seduce you? How can you do that to Sian and your child? Are you completely insane?
Sophie: Mom… I just fell in love with that girl.
Sally: Sophie, it's not your teenager years anymore. You can't just say that you fell in love with someone. You have responsibility over your family which you want to throw away.
Sophie: I still like Sian and want take part of my child's life.
Sally: I didn't raise like this.
Sophie: It has nothing to do with it.
Sally: Just so you know I love you but I'm gonna take Sian's side on this.
Sophie: So you support that she takes away my child?
Sally: What?
Sophie: She didn't tell you?
I gave my mother the papers to read. She looks surprised.
Sally: I didn't know about this.
Sophie: Mom, I don't care about the house, the money or anything else. The only thing I want is to be part of the baby.
Sally: I'll help you with this. I talk to Sian.
Sophie: Thanks mom!
Sally: What happened with your hand?
Sophie: I was angry and I punched a tree. I know it was stupid of me.
Sally: It is but I'll go now to talk with Sian.
My mom left. Steve is at work now so I'm completely alone now.
I don't hate Sian for doing this to me. I never could be hate or be angry at her. It's what I deserve but I can't accept it.
I call Maddie. It's time to talk with her.
Maddie: Sophie?
Sophie: Yes it's me. Can I come over?
Maddie: Yes but only for talk.
Sophie: Fine.
I go to Maddie. She looks flawless as usual.
Maddie: What's up with you? You were not at work.
Sophie: There's a lot of thing happened. I told Sian everything. She knows about you. We're going to divorce. Maddie, I want to be with you.
Maddie: No.
Sophie: Why? I'm gonna divorce for you.
Maddie: I didn't ask for it.
Sophie: But you love. You can't say you don't. I know you do.
Maddie: I'm not gonna lie. I love you but I don't it's the right decision. You shouldn't have left your family for me. I'm not worth it.
Sophie: You worth more than you think.
Maddie: Give me a few days to think.
Sophie: I will.
I give Maddie a kiss on her cheek then I leave and go back to Steve's house.
I lay down on my bed. I think about everything that happened. I did the right decision. I love Maddie. But Sian was a big part of my life. We have so much memories. We shared so much with each other. No. There's no doubt I did the right decision and nothing and no one can tell me otherwise. Or leaving Sian wasn't a good idea after all?
