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I broke up with Maddie and I didn't feel regret because of it. I feel that it was the right choice. I should have never cheated on Sian or even divorce of her. These are my biggest mistakes of my life but I want things to work out with Sian. I want her back in my life. I even quit my job so I don't have to work with Maddie. I don't if Sian knows that I have broken up with Maddie but I'm planning to tell her that and even I want to tell her that I broke up with Maddie because of her, because I still in love with her. I made stupid decisions but I want her to forgive my mistakes.

I live in a small flat, which I rent. I could live at Steve again but I don't want to disturb or bother him with my life problems all the time. He is my best friend, I can tell him everything but still I think there are borderline.

Today I am going to visit Sian. She does not know that I am going to visit her. It is just a surprise visit and I hope we can talk without yelling or shouting and I hope she loves me back.

I am standing in front of the doorstep, slightly scared and sweaty because I am afraid of Sian's reaction.

She opens the door and lets me in, however she seems surprised that I am here.

Sian: Hi Sophie, I thought you and your whore at the Bahamas.

She calls Maddie a whore, well I don't blame her and that is not the point now.

Sophie: We were.

I look at Sian and her baby bump. I don't even know how could I be such an idiot to leave them.

Sian: Why did you come?

Sophie: I just want have a talk with you. Could we sit down and talk?

Sian: Do we have something to talk about?

Sophie: More than you could imagine.

Sian: Fine, let's sit down and talk. I am all ears.

Sophie: When Maddie and me came back from the Bahamas I broke up with her. I realized on the trip that she is not the right woman for me. It is you, it was always you. And I am idiot not realizing that until now. I am in love with you and I you always will be.

Sian: What do you expect me to say?

Sophie: I just wanted to tell you and I hope we have a chance to be together again, like a family because that is what we are.

Sian: No Sophie, we were a family before you went to fuck a whore and cheat on me.

Sophie: I am sorry!

Sian: I don't think I can forget about it so easily and I don't I want or can be with you again.

Sophie: Sian please, listen I love you I know I made a fatal mistake but I want to make it right, I am no working on make it right. Give us another chance. Let me show you how much I love you.

Sian: Go now, please! I have to think.

Sophie: Fine, everything you want.

If she wants me to leave then I leave. I know it is hard for her. In one minute, I cheat on her and want to divorce to with another woman and next minute I want us to be together. I totally understand her and I will not blame her if she doesn't give me another chance to prove but I'd be so happy if she did. We both deserve to be happy, but mostly Sian and what her wish is my command. I will love her forever.