Im soooooo sorry I haven't updated in months I just I had bad writers block and then life happened and I thought I lost everything I wrote so I got frustrated but then I found it and added to it so I hope you guys like this and thanks to everyone that reviewed
I was supposed to go over to Finn's house last night but with the events of the night replaying in my head I knew I wouldn't be able to face him without a look of shame and guilt on my face. So I wandered the streets for a few hours until I stopped at a coffee shop bought a latte and sat near the window and watched the cars drive by. I couldn't get the look of Rachel's face when we had almost kissed in the bathroom off my mind or the sound of her voice as I left, she was confused and hurt. It was starting to get pretty late , you know the kind of late where it's not completely safe for a young lady to be on the streets alone, so I decide to head over to Finn's because I should at least attempt to get some sleep tonight.
I make it to Finn's apartment and head up to his door. I let myself in because hey that's what he gave me the key for I didn't necessarily let him know I was sleeping over tonight so I hope I don't scare the crap out of him. I gently place my purse and keys on the table by the door and as quietly as I can I head to his room. And then I hear it was faint but I hear it a moan and not a very manly one at that. No Fucking Way! I burst through the door to see a flabby naked ass thrusting into a nameless brunette.
"Are you fucking serious!" I yell watching as he clumsily slides off the girl.
"Quinn wh-what are you doing here" Finn asks with a look of constipation on his face.
"Who is she?" the naked brunette asks.
"Um this is …uh" he stammers out looking between me and the girl in bed.
I jump in cutting him off, "I'm no one sweetie, just this fucktard's ex-girlfriend", I say smiling as I turn and leave the apartment hearing scrambling and a frantic, " Quinn...wait!" as I close the door behind me. I rush out of the apartment building trying not to let my emotions get the best of me. But it's no use as soon as I hit the street I can feel the tears falling. Its not that I'm upset about the cheating or the break up, that part I'm surprisingly relieved about. No what I'm upset about is the time I wasted on such a dead end relationship, because truth be told I had no intention of marrying Finn, no I was dating him out of convenience he was familiar and he was there and my parents for the most part tolerated him. Most of all being in a relationship with that twat meant that I didn't have to deal with unspoken repressed feelings. Speaking of there is no way I'm going back to the dorm no doubt Rachel's there…with Santana.
I walk aimlessly until I reach empire. Lucky for me they're open. I hope they serve alcohol at…what time is it 7am! I could use a stiff drink. I walk into the club and take a seat at the bar and drop my head onto the bar.
"Oh back again I see why so soon" I look up to see Carmen and her beautiful smile.
"Ha I need a drink", I say faking a smile.
"It's kind of early for that don't you think" she says chuckling. God she has an amazing smile and such an adorable laugh.
"Well I don't know, when is it an appropriate time to start drinking after walking in on your boyfriend drilling another girl"
"Damn… uh I'd say now is a pretty good time… look I'm not really supposed to be serving alcohol this early, but for you… anything" she says winking and pushing a bloody Mary my way.
"Thanks", I mumble lifting the glass and taking a nice big sip.
" No problem…and he's an asshole by the way I don't personally know him or anything but any guy that's dumb enough to cheat on a girl like you doesn't deserve you" she says leaning over the bar. Leaning pretty close actually but I smile and blush because god she's so damn beautiful and she's saying all these nice things Gah!
"Thank you it's fine though I'm actually more relieved than upset, I'm a little sick to my stomach though…I mean I can't believe I actually dated him" I say laughing because really not to sound conceited or anything but I am very much out of his league.
"Well it's good to know you're not all broken up about it and have a sense of humor about it you've got an amazing smile", she smirks, I blush, " Hey I have an idea" she shouts before bolting over the bar and across the empty dance floor to the dj booth.
"What are you doing?" I ask as my eyes follow her movements. Yeah her ass movements. For Christ's sake... would you please keep all comments and opinions to yourself? But you're myself so I am keeping them to myself and so therefore technically these are your comments and opinions and that would mean that right now at this moment you are having an argument with yourself about your repressed feelings about being a lady lover so I would highly recommend therapy or at least some decent sex I mean come on man!
"I found it" Carmen exclaims drawing me out of my uh… argument.
"Found what?" I ask confused.
"I'm putting on the perfect break up song, don't worry it's just us in here no one comes in this early" She replies grinning.
"Oh yeah what's this perfect song it's not Taylor Swift is it" I say jokingly because honestly I kinda love her, what can I say I'm weak.
"Ha Ha joke all you want but T Swift knows her shit and no its not her it's a bit of an unconventional break up song but I find it makes me feel better after break ups" She says smiling as the music starts off and I Can hear someone vomiting and immediately I know the song because both Puckerman and Finn went through an Eminem phase in high school.
"Oh my god I can't believe you put this on"
"Oh so you know it then, good feel free to sing along" she says winking at me and then she opens her mouth and starts singing, "You don't know how sick you make me. You make me fucking sick to my stomach every time I think of you I puke". I watch as she sings her way over to me taking her time as she stops to dance a bit then "gansta walk" over. She's really just adorable. And Sexy. Yeah so sexy. She finally gets over to me and grabs me by the hand and instantly I get goose bumps up my arms.
"Come on I guarantee you'll feel better if you sing this" she says smiling with her big adorable perfect smile. I start singing along with her and dancing like a goof ball and I can't help but smile. I'm enjoying myself so much that any thought of Finn or Rachel is out of my mind. The song ends and Carmen strikes a "gangsta" pose with her arms crossing her chest and a mean expression on her face, I instantly burst out in laughter.
"What's so funny" she asks nervously running her hands through her hair and blushing.
"Ha you are, I can't believe you did that, thank you I do feel better" I say in between what I like to call the aftershock giggles, you know the ones where you keep remembering the funny thing that just happened.
"Ah so you like it when I rap" She says arching one eyebrow and smirking as she takes steps towards me. I blush a bit and look down because of the way she's smirking at me it's almost devious it's definitely mischievous. '
"Well you are a very cute rapper" I say looking up and she's gotten much closer than I thought she would she's directly in front of me eyes locked on to mine. It's her turn to blush as she looks away trying to hide it. I caused that really? Uh we're totes hot and she wants the biz.
"Cute huh?" she's asks nervously turning back to face me her blush still there. I can tell she's nervous because she keeps biting her bottom lip, I notice this because I can't stop looking at her lips then back to her eyes then back to her lips.
"Yeah but you're even cuter when you're blushing" I husk out leaning in only a few inches from her face.
"Wh-what" she stutters out before I close the gap between up and press my lips against hers.
So I hope you guys liked this please review and stuff im really going to try and update more frequently thank you I totally appreciate those who read this and those who take the time to review