Blair was awoken by the strong sunlight shining through the thin curtains that were hanging around the windows as she forced her eyes open abruptly. Her eyes were stinging a little, probably from the massive crying she did yesterday. Blair stretched both of her arms out lazily, alarmed when one of her arms accidentally hit onto someone else. She turned her head slowly to the side and saw the very Nate Archibald laying next beside her, his arm still around her waist and his shirt is still a little wet, probably stained by tears from all her crying. She was so sure she cried her heart out yesterday till she was so tired. She couldn't help but smile at how angelic Nate looked when he slept.

She never really had taken a very good look at his face, and she didn't even realise how angelic he looked when he slept. right. everytime when they slept together it wasn't like how it was now, they were usually naked and Nate usually wouldn't lay in bed and just sleep with her like that. It hurts so much just thinking about their relationship. "I'm just a booty call to Nate. Someone he turns to for his needs." Blair reminded herself once more as she felt her eyes moistening up a little. She felt Nate shift a little before he opened his eyes and smiled sweetly at her. "Hey" he said, "Good morning"

However much Blair was still mad at him for causing her to be in this state, she still melted at his so every charming smile and how adorable he looked when he just woke up. "Kacy is one fucking lucky bitch." "Morning." Blair replied with a small smile before she slipped out of bed and went to wash up.

"Hey i'll go and see what i can make in the kitchen for breakfast alright, you take your time to wash up, i'll see you downstairs!" Nate informed Blair briefly after he fixed his attire a little.

Although Blair didn't wanted Nate to stay any longer (she was still sort of embarassed that she cried so pathetically in front of Nate and showed him how weak she was), but some part of her felt relieve to have Nate's presence around her.

"Smells great!" Blair exclaimed excitedly as she hopped down the stairs, tummy unconsciously growling at the smell of food.

Nate chuckled at Blair's enthusiasm when it comes to food. He had no idea why she still managed to maintain such a good figure with curves at all the right places and her stomach a little toned. Well she was in the cheer leading team so toned stomach should be expected right... He placed a plate of eggs and pancakes on the table as he sat down watching Blair staring eagerly at her food.

"Eat up, those are the only things i could find around here"

"What about you, why is there only one portion?" Blair asked as she nom on her pancake while chewing on the egg

"I'm not really hungry, besides you must have been really hungry and tired, you literally cried all night."

That was when Blair was reminded of why she cried last night. It was mostly about Nate, and partly about her new stepdad though. Blair stopped eating at placed her untensils down before speaking up again.

"Nate, I think you should really leave right now." she started, her voice cold like stone.

There was a flicker of hurt in Nate's eyes as he heard how Blair spoke to him, also shocked by her sudden change in attitude.

"w-what's wrong Blair? Did i say anything wrong or-"

"No, Nate. Listen. You have a girlfriend that you should be with right now and so i don't think you should be with me anymore. I think we should keep a certain distance among each other. Besides, you've already accompanied me for a night, your girlfriend must be desparately looking for you Nate, you should leave."

"Blair... Are you sure you're okay? Will you be fine alone?"

"Yes."

"alright, i will leave but promise me that you'll be in school later on then i'll know you're fine."

"i promise i'll be in school later on." Blair assured him, wanting him to leave as soon as possible. Seeing him so near to her but she couldn't do anything about it hurts her so much, it was literally killing her already.

Blair continued to stay at the table and only moved when she heard the door close and was certain that Nate has left. she turned around and made sure he really left before allowing a tear drop to slip down her cheeks.

"I love you so much and i wish i could actually tell you that..."

Nate slumped himself onto his room's sofa, finally homed from a long tired night. Blair was really confusing him. One moment she was like normal and the other she just changes so fast. Its actually getting harder and harder for Nate to understand Blair. He briefly closed his eyes a little and reopened them again when he felt his phone vibrate a little in his pocket.

26 miss calls from Kacy

6 unread messages from Kacy

shit. Blair was right, Kacy really was looking for him last night, and he was certain he had quite some explaining to do to her.

"oh my god Nate! Where have you been last night? I didn't see you anywhere since school ended yesterday. I went to look for you at your house but your doorman told me that you were out. Where have you been?" Kacy questioned Nate frantically the moment she saw him in school.

"oh erm I spend the night at Chuck's hotel suite last night, you know we always do that..." he lied. he was surprised how easily the lie came out of his mouth. he didn't even stutter or anything!

"oh... you could have at least gave me a call or something, i was worried sick! I didn't know where you went and i was feeling a little insecure like maybe you went to look for some other girls just because i couldn't satisfy your needs for now..." she said looking down onto the floor, making Nate feel a little guilty at the moment.

However much his feelings has changed for Kacy, she is still his girlfriend. He should really have continued those games with Blair after he got a girlfriend. But well, Blair was like so always fuckable and she was willing to help him fufill his needs and everything, so why not.

"Nate! are you listening to me?" Kacy shook him abrutly, shaking him out of his thoughts.

"erm yeah, well you should worry too much, you know i love you so much no matter what right." he lied again and gently kissed her lips. For some reasons, it didn't felt right at all. He was starting to doubt if being with Kacy is even right at all.

The whole day passed by rather quickly and indeed he saw Blair around in school but he just didn't have the chance to talk to her or anything. Well Blair must really hate him now. He wasn't certain if she ever want to talk to him ever again. He decided to try, since Blair is just right infront of him like a few jogs away...

"Hey" he greeted Blair trying to sound as enthusiastic as possible, flashing her his most charming smile he could ever made.

Blair was a little shock that Nate still dared to talk to her after hurting her so much and so deep. And she thought she made it clear that they should keep their distance away from each other. Initially, she didn't wanted to acknowledge his presence, but he was showing that damn Nate fucking Archibald million watt smile. Which girl in this living planet could resist to that?

"Hi" Blair said briefly while opening her locker

"So erm i was just like wondering, have you like erm ever... ever..." he stuttered a little, unsure of how he should put it.

"ever what?" Blair asked while packing the books in her locker, a little annoyed at Nate's stuttering

finally with courage, he asked her again, "have you ever like bed with other guys before?"

"nope, just you." her reply was short and it was without hesitation

"r-really?" Nate was a little shocked at her answer. He expected it to be like a yes since Blair is so erm well so seducing and never fails to appear sexy in every single way.

"why is it so hard for you to believe that you're the only guy that i have ever ever have sex with? I'm not a horny rabbit like you that goes around fucking all the girls." she said, annoyed at him. How could he actually think that Blair was someone so... cheap? It actually hurts Blair to think that Nate actually thought that of her

"N-no wa-wait i mean l-like erm... i mean like-"

"Nate!"

Nate just wanted to explain himself, before they were cut off by a sudden shouting voice at the back. It was Kacy.

"of all times?" he thought irritatedly as Kacy apporached them.

"Nate! what are you doing here with her?" Kacy asked as she shot Blair a disgusted look which Blair in return, just rolled her eyes at her

"oh i was just leaving, you two can talk now" she spoke as she slammed her locker door shut and stormed away

Nate wanted to chase after her, wanting to explain he didn't mean to offend her or anything but kacy was literally clinging onto his arm, bombarding him with questions. He gave up on chasing after her when she went too far away for him to catch up.

"damn it Kacy, can you just stop pestering me and leave me alone for at least one fucking day?!" Nate shouted at her and shook off her arm that was clinging onto him, as he stormed off himself too

Hey guys! This is the end of this chapter now, the previous chapter sucks like... bfhejksdzsadznx i know but school is starting soon and i'm not really sure if i'm still able to update as often as i used to, but don't worry, i'll try! please review, at least i know someone is still reading on my story. It would drive me to updating faster, i promise. So, till the next chapter!