It was yet another boring day in school again. Blair didn't really had any company except her few lackeys that would always stick around with her but she told them she didn't needed them anymore, at least for this period of time. She was really tired of everything and everyday she just hoped that she wouldn't see Nate or Kacy or whoever that would remind her of how pathetic she was. Worse, Serena's not even here with her to go through all these. She just suddenly left a letter saying she went to boarding school and wouldn't sure how long after she would return. What a great friend she is.

She casually leaned against her locker while hugging a few books in her arms, thinking about what to do after school ends today, she was getting so bored of returning home so punctually everyday, even Darota was shocked. Blair let her gaze wander carelessly everywhere around the hallway until when a particular guy caught her attention.

Nate Archibald. But that was not exactly what caught her attention. He was not alone, and the girl he's talking to, well, more like flirting, was not Kacy. It was Judy or Claire or whatever her name was, but Blair had recognised her from her spanish class.

Her eyes widen when she saw Nate beginning to play with the ends of that girl's hair, twirling circles around it.

damn fucking it.

Nate used to do that to Blair's hair alot. He said he thought her was so particularly mesmerising and he liked how her hair smelled like. But of course, he only said those sweet nothings when he was flirting with her, or like whenever he wanted to initiate them to doing it.

Speaking about doing the deed, it has really been sometime since Blair got intimate with anyone. Well she has been too sad and heartbroken to bother about her sexual needs. How long has it been? Weeks? damn...

She quickly broke out of her thoughts, only to caught Nate and the girl lip locking. what? Lip locking? Now Blair was really getting a little angry. She could totally see the girl desperately top toeing trying to force Nate closer to her or something. ew.

Was he seriously becoming a man whore now? "shameless asshole" she silently uttered under her breath as she was about to walk off the hallway, only to be blocked by the annoying another man whore, Chuck.

"Hey sexy"

Blair only gave him a glare and tried to walk again, only to be blocked by Chuck. again.

"What the fuck do you want?" she hissed at him, getting super irritated

"wow look at how sexy you look when you're mad" Chuck smirked which only annoyed Blair further

"get the fuck away from me" she spat at him while sending him a direct death glare.

"well well, let me say my piece and i'll leave."

"shoot." Blair said while turning her body away from him, facing the direction of Nate and they were still lip locking.

"fucking gross."

"So just this morning i had a really hot dream of you and me in my hotel's suite, you were like purring beside my ear while giving me a lap dance, with my super long manhood in you really deep. I swear i was coming, but then i woke up. it felt so good in the dream and i can only think how good is it going to be in real life. So, would you reconsider the "offer" i told you the last time?" Chuck irritatingly asked again.

Blair wasn't really paying alot of attention on what he was saying, but still she was aware of his intentions. She just wanted to reject him and give him a good thrashing down on how cheap and gross he is when she saw Nate looking at her after finishing his little face sticking face session.

Blair didn't knew what made her to act like that, jealousy maybe. But she turned around and pushed herself onto Chuck's lips and started to force herself to kiss him. She was satisfied when she felt Nate's glare from the back.

After what seemed like 10 disgustingly grossest moments of her life, Blair pulled back.

"So desperate for me too aren't you?" she heard Chuck as she saw how he smirked at her with that pervertic look of his.

"My answer is still no and i warn you to stop bothering me again, one more time and you'll see what i can do to you." she could only said her piece before storming off into the ladies, furiously wiping her lips on the way there.

"urgh, worse kiss ever." Blair thought in her head as she finally reached the sink and rinsed her mouth several times before looking up in the mirror.

She was damn certain that those girls that willingly threw themselves to Chuck was because of his money, or they were forced because he's not a good kisser and in fact his breath kind of stinks too. His lips too rough and dry and gross. just ugh. She would rather commit sucide if she was forced to have sex with him.

as she thought deeper, she realised that she most probably Kissed Chuck out of pure jealously. She couldn't stand how Nate could kiss any girls he wanted to and all of them would be smitten by him just like how she was to him. The only difference is that Blair really loved Nate. She loved him so much she didn't knew how to express it. and hell was she jealous at that stupid lucky bitch that could kiss him at that time. she missed how his lips felt on hers and his touch was just... damn it...

Blair checked herself in the mirror one last time before she exited the ladies.

"So I'll see you at night"

Blair heard a voice spoke, none other than Nate. He was talking to that same girl he was kissing with earlier on and he even kissed her lips again and winked at her before they parted ways.

Blair stood there and was sure Nate saw her, but he ignored her and just walked away.

What. How could he just ignore her after the hurt he has caused to her. Just like a few days ago Blair was still mad at him but now why does it seem like Nate was mad at her now?

"oh yesssss... ahhhhh~ yesssss n-ate n-nate!"

Nate only stared at the girl beneath him, a disgusted look clearly written on his face. Also disgusted by himself, fucking a girl in her house right after he broke up with Kacy. urgh, Kacy. It was frustrating enough that Blair and him weren't talking and Kacy chose to break up with him now. He was seriously pissed and also sad. He wanted so much to talk to Blair but he was still confused of his feelings for her.

Nate was rudely shook out of his thoughts when the girl grabbed onto his shoulders tightly, coming in the process while screaming his name. She looked like she was possessed or something. ew. Her screams weren't really turning him on or anything, nothing like those screams of Blair. Blair was tight, unlike her, she was so loose and fucking her didn't really have as much pleasure as it does while fucking Blair. Blair knew exactly how to turn him on and how to pleasure him. He was beginning to think of how Blair was a freak on bed and how sexy her face looked when she come. damn it just thinking of her he felt turned on.

"Nate!" Claire shouted as she just came down from her high.

Nate immediately pulled out of her and threw that used condom away.

"what." he coldly said as he begin to put on his clothes

"you don't want a round two?" Claire said as she lay down on the bed in a supossedly seducing manner.

"I have something on i'll leave first." Nate replied her coldly, leaving her hanging as he closed the door behind him while slipping on his shoes and he could still hear Claire shouting in the house or something.

Nate was so frustrated. His life was in such a mess now.

His dad had just been arrested for illegal abuse of drugs and his mum has been acting very cold to him. Its been months and his relationship with his mum is still as bad. Then he broke up with Kacy and Blair is ignoring him which is the worse part of all. He tried to seek comfort in other girls, he thought fucking them and bury himself in pleasure would make him forget how much and desperately he wanted, no, needed Blair. But he was so confused of his feelings for her, he didn't dared to face her or even talk to her anymore.

Nate kept walking and walking, he didn't even realised he walked to the bar he and Blair used to most frequent when they were still like normal friends. without these feelings and shit. He missed those old times.

He went in and ordered for a couple cups of drinks, gulping them down, treating liquor like its water. Nate just wanted to sown his sorrows, if it is even possible.

After like what seemed like the 5th cup of beer, he looked around the bar and even though the lighting there was poor, he swear he saw Blair. He could recognise her everywhere.

Blair was grinding her hips with some random guy on the dance floor, and the guy's hands was all over her body, groping her ass and everything. It angered Nate to see this sight. He should be the one doing those to her!

When he saw him squeeze her ass and started to grind his hips at her too, he couldn't take it anymore.

Nate stood up and headed towards the direction of Blair, stumbling a little as he went, feeling a little drunk already. he pushed the guy away from her and he fell onto the ground

"What the fuck dude! what are you doing!"

Nate heard the guy spat at him

"Leave her alone"

"Make me" the guy provoked him as he went over and spank Blair's ass

what. the. fuck.

with one blow, he punched the guy in his stomach, using all the greatest strength he could use.

"leave. now!' Nate made sure he felt his death glare in the dark and was sure he felt it when he hastily took off the dance floor.

"N-naaate?" Nate could hear Blair's drunken voice as she slumped herself onto him.

She was really really drunk. No wonder she actually allowed that asshole to touch her like that.

"Are you alright?" Nate asked, his voice full of concern as he pulled Blair out of the dance floor, away from the "audience" he attracted earlier on.

"I'm f-fineeeee. Let's daaance." he heard Blair said and he could feel her grabbing his collar and pulling them back onto the dance floor.

Well he couldn't just reject her, its not like anything would get into her head now, so he just did as she wished.

after what seemed like 30 minutes of dancing, their two bodies were close against each other, hands all over each other too. Nate knew how close they were right now but he didn't mind. He wanted to be as close to Blair as possible, it aches him so much not being able to be close to her.

Nate started tracing his hands up and down Blair's sides as he nibbled onto her earlobe.

"Do you have any idea how sexy you look right now..."

Nate swore he could hear her silent moan and was satisfied as he continued nibbling onto her earlobe.

Blair tried to surpress the moans that were threatening to blurt out of her mouth. It felt so good to have Nate's hands on her body. She felt like she was on fire all over and she desperately needed his touch so so badly.

"N-nate!" she moaned out loud all of a sudden when she felt his fingers rubbing against her panties in a teasingly slow manner. oh god. he was turning her on so much and she could almost feel him smirking at her.

that bastard...

"you know, we can actually take this somewhere else if you really want it so badly." Nate whispered against Blair's ear so closely, her nerves were at a high right now and with all that loud blasting, she couldn't think straight.

"y-yes. t-take me out of he-heree." she blurted out.

Nate was so satisfied with himself and he removed his hands from her body and could hear her unsatisfied mewl. he chuckled a little before pulling her out of the bar. He was actually getting kind of turned on himself too.

Yet again, Blair let the lust and desire take over her. Sure she could never be too mad at Nate for long. It was Nate Archibald. the guy that owned her both mentally and physically. How could she ever reject him?

"What have you done to me, Nate Archibald..."