Chapter 10 Moving on

It's been a long past few months. Long, and hard. I've been struggling with the loss of our daughter secretly. Well not exactly secretly, Vincent can sense my anguish. There is a small stone in the garden that reads: Vanessa Grace Keller, Our Baby Girl, Rest In Peace Angel. There are times when I'm struggling to accept what is that I will go and sit beside of the stone and dream of what she would have been. Today is not one of those days. Today is a good day, for all of us. The twins are nine months old today. Baby Vincent decided to stand up. He pulled himself up and laid his little head on my leg and look at me dreamily, rubbing my leg. He is definitely my mama's boy, while John Thomas is definitely his daddy's boy. Two days ago, John Thomas let go of Vincent's hand and walked a few steps to JT (The boys call him TT). They have gotten so big. There have been a few occasions when baby Vincent has lost his temper and started to change, but all it took to calm him was my voice. (Just like his daddy.)

I was sitting in my rocker, nursing the boys before their nap, when Vincent walked in. The only time they seem to want to nurse now is when they are sleepy or upset. I'll take my bonding time every time they want it. "Catherine, hey."
"Shhhh, Vincent, they're just falling asleep." I whispered. A soft "oh" escaped Vincent's lips as he walked to me and kissed each baby on the top of their head. I nodded and he gently picked up John Thomas and laid him in his crib, then baby Vincent. I held a finger to my lips and beckoned him to the hallway. He followed and gently shut the door behind him. He pulled me close and wrapped his arms around me. "So miss Catherine Chandler, when will you finally give me the pleasure of being my wife. I know it wont exactly be legal until Muirfield is out of the way, and my name is cleared, but never the less."
I smiled. "Any time you're ready Vincent."
He leaned close and whispered in my ear. "How about now?"
I pulled back. "What? Now?"
"Yes Catherine, right now. Tess and JT are down stairs waiting."
"Can I at least change first? Who's gonna marry us Vincent?"
"Yes and JT. He took an online course. He's even legal, even if we won't be."

I turned and ran to the bathroom to put myself together and change into something nice. A sleek red dress, black heels. Not exactly your traditional wedding dress, but Vincent and I are nothing traditional. I walked down the steps to find Vincent in that gorgeous black tux he wore to my father's wedding reception and he looked amazing. I was greeted by a whistle and a "Wow. Hot mama." From Tess. I'm sure I blushed, but I had finally lost all of the baby weight and still had my nice large breasts to make this dress a perfect fit. I walked to Vincent and grabbed his hand. "Wow," was the only word he could muster. JT cleared his throat. "Now, are we ready guys?" Vincent and I both nodded and JT proceeded with our non-traditional wedding.
Vincent looked in my eyes and said his vows. "I Vincent, take you Catherine to be my wife. My partner, my lover, my everything. You are my world. You brought me out of the darkness and became my light. To my very last breath I promise to cherish you, love you, in sickness and in health, to be your rock, your everything. I love you."
Tears streamed down my face. He was my everything. " I Catherine, take you Vincent to be my husband. My partner, my lover, my everything. You are my light, my saving grace. To my very last breath I promise to cherish every moment with you, to love you as you love me for everything I ever have been and ever will be. To be by your side in sickness, and in health. I love you. I will be your everything as you are mine."
Tess choked up in tears. JT pronounced us Mr. and Mrs. Vincent Keller, and Vincent swept me off my feet and kissed me passionately. Tess and JT both clapped and whistled. I was finally Vincent's wife. Legally or not I didn't care.
We were interrupted by the sounds of the boys babbling back and forth to each other.. JT started up the stairs to the boys. "You two go have fun, Tess and I will keep the boys occupied." Tess followed him up the stairs. We waited until we heard JT and Tess talking to the boys, then Vincent, in one swift move, swept me off my feet and carried me to our bedroom. "I think it's time I get you out of this dress Catherine." I giggled. "Well, if you insist Vincent."

Vincent made his way behind me, slipping my hair from my shoulder. He began to place gentle kisses along my neck down to the straps of my dress. Slowly he slid them off placing kisses where the straps were. In between kisses, he whispered. "Catherine…..Keller…I…love…..you…"
I spun around to face him. I caressed his cheek, my thumb sliding across his lips. As I leaned in to kiss him, my lips brushed across his and I whispered, "I love you Vincent." He wrapped an arm around me, and slid the zipper on my dress, leaving it to fall to the floor. There I stood. Black heels, black lacy panties, and breasts exposed. I reached to him and removed his tux slowly. We stood there for several moments, drinking one another in. God, that man is beautiful. Vincent wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up, my legs around his hips. He carried me over and laid me on the edge of the bed, placing breath taking kisses along my collar bone as he did. The kisses moved to my breasts, and soon he was licking circles around my sensitive nipples. He pulled away and blew across them gently, instantly hardening them, and making my core throb in desire. I drew in sharp breaths, my breasts heaving against him. Vincent made his way down my ribs and to my stomach. With his hand on my hip, he rubbed small circles on my belly, and he laid his forehead on it. I started to sit up. "Vincent, what are you doing?"
"Catherine, I know you just had your shot, but I don't want you to take the next one. If you're ready that is."
I laid back down, and let him continue his trail south. What the hell was I supposed to say to that, and right in the middle of… "Oh, God Vincent!" He sucked my nub into his mouth, and sucked hard, making it swell. He looked up at me with a cheeky grin and sucked harder. Oh God. I was so swollen and so sensitive, I thought I was going to come apart at any second. I could have sworn I heard a bottle open and close and then a faint humming sound, but I was too engulfed with what he was doing. Then there was pressure at my ass. "Vincent, what the?"
"Shh, Catherine. Trust me. Relax." He immediately went back to work on my swollen nub and slowly slid the small bullet in my ass. This was definitely something I've never done before. Oh god, I was so close, the sensation was so intense. When he slid two fingers inside my core and began stroking the swollen spot inside, I screamed. The orgasm streaming through my body made my entire body convulse. While I was still clenching, he sat up and stilled at my entrance , pausing till the clenching slowed. Then he slid slowly inside of me and started pumping. The bullet still in place, and his fingers stroking my nub, he pumped, hard. I violently came over and over for fifteen minutes until I could no longer stand it. He increased his thrusts and speed. I knew he was close. With his final thrust we both came harder than either of us had ever before. He reached down and slowly released the bullet from me and turned it off, before collapsing beside me on the bed. "So, how was the first time as Mrs. Vincent Keller?"
I shook my head. "After that, you are fishing for compliments? Mr. Keller, your Mrs. couldn't walk right now if she had to, let alone move." He nuzzled my breast. "You're still shaking."
I giggled. "Probably will be for a while thanks to you." I snuggled in his embrace, yawning. Wow, that was exhausting. I drifted off, dreaming of how he just rocked my world.

Some time later I awoke, highly aroused from my dream. I crawled on top of Vincent. I began to suck and nibble on his nipples, his member pulsing from excitement, even as he slept. I worked my way down his stomach to his now engorged delicious looking… "Hey. Mrs. Keller, what exactly are you doing down there?" I rolled my eyes. "Giving you a treat." I have never had Vincent in my mouth. Every time I've tried in the past, he's pulled me away. Something about it being a demeaning act for me. Whatever. I wanted to taste him and there was no way he was going to stop me this time. The instant I placed my tongue at the bottom of his shaft, I heard him growl. I looked up to see the gold flash in his eyes and the blue veins appearing. This had nothing to do with being demeaning for me, he's afraid he won't be able to control himself while I'm doing it.
"Catherine, NO." He tried to pull me away. I shoved him back down on the bed and looked him straight in the eyes. "Mr. Keller, you're going to have to either pull it together or get over it. I want to taste you, and nothing, not even the beast will stop me this time."
I resumed my tongue action, licking him from base to tip before sucking it in my mouth and swirled my tongue around it. I heard him growl and throw his head back on the pillows, taking deep, concentrated breaths. "Vincent, don't fight him. He won't hurt me. Trust me as I trusted you." I licked my lips in preparation. I wasn't sure how much of him I could actually take in, but I was damn sure about to find out. I grasped him at the base and slid him toward the back of my throat. Concentrate Catherine. You can do this, I chanted in my head. I released my hand and slid down on him, completely at his base. I slid him in and out of my throat, sucking fiercely when I came back up. Vincent's breathing turned to growling and his nails ripped the sheets, digging into the mattress. A deep, beastly "Catherine" escaped his lips. He was close. I sucked harder and kneaded my knuckle in the spot just below his balls. When he came apart, I continued to suck until I had milked every last drop from him, and swallowed it greedily. He tasted amazing. He shredded a deep gash in the mattress on either side of him. I released him from my mouth and trailed kisses back up his body, and laid beside of him. His veins, nails, and features now dissipating. I whispered in his ear. "Demeaning, huh? It was never about that was it Vincent?" He shook his head, almost in shame. "Catherine, as much as I enjoyed that when I was human, I knew I would never be able to hold back the beast. I was afraid." I giggled. "What man doesn't? Furthermore, other than the mattress, we both survived. So… How does your Mrs. fair in that department?"
He captured my lips with a brutal kiss. "Mrs. Keller, I'm not sure I've ever experienced anything quite as amazing as that. I think NOT having to fight the beast made it even more amazing."
"Well, Mr. Keller, maybe now you'll let me do it more often. Furthermore, as for my next shot, I'm not taking it."