Blair could barely open her eyes as the morning sun shone brightly into the room. She sturggled for moments before finally getting up and opening her eyes in the process as she slowly observed this oh so familiar surrounding. Shock overcamed her as she looked under the blanket and realised that she was naked. Memories of last night flash through her head as she hold her head in her hands, the hangover becoming strong. That was when she could feel the shifting figure beside her on the bed. Even though she knew damn well who the shifting figure was, she didn't wanted to believe herself. How she let herself into this emotional roller coaster again after he heartlessly pushed her away from him time again and again, breaking her heart for countless times. She slowly and quietly crept out of the bed, tip toeing, hoping not to awaken him and she just wanted to sneak away and pretend that none of last night's stuff happened. She found her abandoned clothes on the floor and quickly dressed herself up. Every thing was going great until when she was just 3 steps away. 3 bloody steps away from leaving the room, she heard a familiar voice calling out to her.

"Blair?" Nate called out as he saw her tiny frame ahead of him with his half lidded eyes. "Is that you Blair?"

fuck.

Blair hurriedly opened the door and scurried out, trying to make her way to the main door as fast as she could. She was so close to getting out until she felt him grabbing onto her arm and he turned her around forcefully, making her face him.

"Stop running away from me Blair." he said, his voice, hurt and cold.

"I'm not running away," Blair said, refusing to look at him and instead, she looked awkwardly at his naked lower half and quickly shifted her gaze somewhere else.

"then what are you doing if you're not running away?" he questioned her, tightening his hold on her arm.

"I just don't want to face you Nate. Last night shouldn't even have happened. I don't know what got into me last night to even allow that to happen. I was... I was really drunk and so I didn-" she was abruptly cut off by his lips on hers, his kiss was forceful, but yet gentle in some ways.

Blair could almost feel the tenderness and a tinge of bitterness in his kiss. Knowing that it might most probably be the last kiss they'll ever share, Blair allowed it to happen, just for a little bit more longer before she pushed him away.

She wanted to speak but was yet again, cut off by Nate.

"I love you Blair. I really love you. My life has been a mess and so screwed up without you, I didn't realise how important you were to me until you were gone. I didn't know why I pushed you away because I was feeling confused about how I feel towards you Blair. But then I can't bear to be apart from you again. It hurts so much I could almost feel it physically." Nate could feel his eyes moistening up abit as he proceeded to continue,

"I know I've made alot of mistakes in my life and how I've been a complete douchebag to you, you would not be my mistake, Blair. Please, just believe me for once will you."

Part of her was touched by his words, she knew it was his heartfelt words, but her conscience wouldn't let her go. She needed to keep her dignity and it would make her look so weak if she returned to him so easily.

"No, Nate. Things are not so simple as they seem to be. What about Kacy? And all those heartbreaks and tears and hurt you have caused me to go through, you think it could actually be so easily forgotten?" Blair rebutted. She had to say something, even though deep inside she still loved him as much.

Nate wanted to tell Blair that Kacy dumped him and broke up with him after that night when he accompanined her till daylight but then he didn't want her to think that he wanted her back because Kacy dumped him and she was just a replacement because Blair is far more than that.

"I... I"

"You just can never be decesive can you, Nate fucking Archibald. I never want to see you again, just don't ever look me up again. Jerk." Blair spat at his face and shove him away as she freed her arm and ran out of his house, slamming the door behind her in the process.

Nate just stood there, dumbfounded and hearbroken, this was one of those moments where he wished that things could still be the way they used to be before this whole sex thing even happened. The relationship between them was just simple and no hard feelings. Look at how things are right now.

"Blair..."

omfg I'm so super duper uber huber puber buber soryy guys. :(( I was really really really busy since the end of december last year and school started and I really have no time to like surf the net except doing projects and stuffs, I know this chapter really sucks alot, I promise the next chapter would definitely be longer and better than this one. Idk how many readers I've lost but don't worry guys, I won't give up on this story, I'm just really busy lately and erm yep. Till the next time!