Orbit over Abrigado Rae - Rebel Fleet, 1450, Logbook entry:
Lando and Chewie are gone for 3 weeks already. I hope neither the Empire nor Jabba's minions have captured them. I know Lando is staying quiet to keep us all safe from Jabba and his minions, but I am really starting to worry about them, but I have enough problems without their quietness becoming on either. Luke is barely awake, when he is on duty. He told me, that Vader knows, where he is and, that he is a threat. The unbelievable thing is, that some people in our leading structure want him to be thrown out of the alliance. They are saying things like: "Now, that we know he is Vader's son, we can't ignore the threat Commander Skywalker represents to the whole alliance". Luckily those aren't many and they do not have many allies. I'm one of the people, who want to keep Luke in the alliance. Obvious isn't it? If Han was here, he'd probably say the same thing about wanting to keep Luke here.
Orbit over Abrigado Rae - Rebel Fleet, 1613, Logbook entry:
Alright...I'm oficially going insane now. Lando and Chewie keep so quiet, that I'm worried for their lifes, Sith are messing with poor Luke, Han is captured by a Hutt and I have to watch it. My hands are tied on all these things. I do not know a thing about the force and I can not help Luke with this. Lando and Chewie can not transmit, without the Empire or Jabba noticing and Han is held captive at Jabba's palace. I really hate to watch people I care about suffering, with nothing I can do about it. I could easily scream now, but I am still a princess and one of the leaders of the alliance. I must show a proper behaviour. I mostly do this, but there are still times, where I lock myself up in my quarters and I just cry. I'm crying, because I just want the people I care about back. I'm crying, because of anger. Anger for the Empire and Jabba and his criminal empire for causing so much pain to so many people, who do NOT deserve it. In some way not even Lando is the same anymore. He's not that Adminestrator I met in Clound City anymore. He's not the guy who's trying to flirt with me at every given oppertunity anymore. I may haven't known him for long, but I see, that he has changed. He's become a leading person to me. He feels like it's his duty to fix his mistakes. I don't know how long it will take for him to notice, that I have already forgiven him and Luke either. War is something horrible. It changes people forever, forces young men and women to grow up fast...sometimes too fast. Sometimes there are sixteen-year-old with the nex recruits. Seeing young boys with the new recruits always makes me wnat to gasp, since teenagers just can't be thrown in a thing like this so early. I maybe was thrown in early either, but I was not a pilot. I was NOT risking my life in the fields, where I could be killed every second! I might've also almost gotten myself killed either, but this was something else!