Orbit over Abrigado Rae - Rebel Fleet, 0906, Logbook entry:
Wedge has just finished decrypting the first part of the message. Won't be long, until Luke and I find out, how things are on Tatooine. I have to keep on telling Wedge, Wes and Hobbie to call me Leia, when we are off-duty, but I always have to correct those guys, since they keep on calling me "Princess", even, if we aren't on-duty. I don't get these guys...not even LANDO had problems, as I told him to call me Leia and has known me for only a few days. Probably they keep on calling me "Princess", while we are off-duty, because I have always had a higher ranking, then them. Since they joined the alliance, to make my point very clear.
Orbit over Abrigado Rae - Rebel Fleet, 1202, Logbook entry:
The Imps are staying quiet. Too quiet for my taste. Some guys think, that they think, that they have scared us off, after this MESS on Hoth, so they don't have to do extra work, some other think, that they've gotten a bit scared, after I destroyed the Death Star, which happened 3 years ago, and almost killed Vader, I'm already surprised, that they brought this up on the holo-net, but Leia, Chewie, Lando and I know what's behind this: Vader tries to get me on their side. I just know this, but I will NOT let him. Shall the Empire fall, WITHOUT ME! I AM A JEDI! MY PLACE IS WITH THE REBELS!
Orbit over Abrigado Rae - Rebel Fleet, 1206, Logbook entry:
I had to take the Logbook away and leave the room, so Luke can calm down. The meetings with the people, who want Luke outta the alliance, were a NIGHTMARE! They said, I was showing too much empathy and, that this behavior wasn't "suitable". As if I was still an Imperial Senator! I can concider myself fortunate, that I have Mon Mothma on my side. She is the supreme leader of the alliance. My father wanted her to have the post, after he died. Probably, because he thought this would be too much for me and, because Mon Mothma is way more experienced, then I am. At the days of the Republic, they both have been in the Senate and they've been friends. She's doing a great job, I can say. Supreme Leader...I do not think I would've managed this, but I am also a leading person. The thing I write down next might be made up outta thin air, but I think, those leading persons, which want Luke outta the alliance, are Imperial Spies.
Orbit over Abrigado Rae - Rebel Fleet, 1553, Logbook entry:
I know, that sounds carefree, but I think Leia worries too much. Since this thing got out, I even have enemies in the alliance, but I don't think those guys in the rebel brass, are Imperial Spies. Still...Leia's a good friend, just like Han, Chewie, Lando, Artoo and even Threepio, even, if he is annoying sometimes. I am happy to have them all. Master Yoda always told me, that attachments weaken jedi. I hate to write this down, but I doubt, that this can be good. I care for my friends and the people I love and I would do anything to protect them, but in WHAT way does this make me a bad jedi? I doubt all jedi acted, as calm as Yoda or Obi-Wan, but how should I know this? The most Holocrons were destroyed, or locked away by the Emperor, holobooks were destroyed at "the Purge" or locked away too. Feelings, Attachments or Emotions aren't the enemies of jedi. It's fear at my point of view.
"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate and hate leads to suffering. Watch out for the dark Side jedi."
It just makes NO sense to me how attachment or emotions can be wrong. I've felt, what the sentece above this says myself on Bespin...and at the end Leia, Lando and Chewie had to save ME, but as long as you don't let fear and hate get to you, a jedi should also allow himself emotions. I am supposed to rebuild the jedi order one day. I do not have any idea how to do this and, if it hadn't been for my friends, I probably would've given up already. It just can't be good to give up attachments. I can't imagine a life, without Leia, Han, Chewie, Artoo, Threepio (Han would be annoyed, if he was here right now) and I can't even think away Lando from my life anymore. I have him to thank for being alive, after this incident on Bespin after all.