*Shooting Star enters Canterlot, from his point of view it looked beautiful*
Guards seem to use precaution as always. He enters and they ask "Who goes there?" "It's me, Shooting Star, I need to speak to Princess Celestia immediately!" he shouted clearly.
The guards did not question why, but instead, they let him through. Shooting Star thanks the guards and quick fully gallops to where Princess Celestia is at.
He glanced at every room he could find, until he heard her voice. He then dashed to the room where he could see her shadow. "Princess Celestia," Shooting Star said with confidence and encouragement.
"What is it? Ah, it is you, Shooting Star. From when you born, you were just a foal and now, just look at you. You have grown very much! Come in, we have much to talk about!" she said with an intriguing yet delightful welcome.
"I need to talk about something more important," he said without haste. "What is it?" she asked. "Well, as you know now, Nurse Redheart has passed away. She was the only pony that every took care of me. Do you know how it feels to feel like an orphan? Do you?!" he cried and shook his head to each side.
"No, of course you don't. You don't know what it feels like to feel left alone," he said while dropping to the floor with sorrowful words.
"I know this was hard for you, and I'm sorry for what damage I have done to you. But I would tell you where your parents were. Problem is, I don't know where they are," she said with doubt in her eyes.
"What do you mean you don't know where they are?" he asked. "When you were just a foal, your mother and father were so happy to see you. Unlikely, there was an accident that never should've happened," she said with consent and honesty.
"What happened? Tell me what happened to my parents!" he said with haste. "Well, your mother, well…she wasn't feeling too well along with your father," she said.
"They both fell and I've tried everything but nothing worked," she said with regrets in her mind.
His mind fell into bitter pieces as he was trying to reconnect them all. His dreams, thoughts, and determination had gone to dust. He then stood up and walked to the exit where he saw Princess Celestia cry countless times.
"It'll be alright. You've done what you could, and I'm glad you helped. I'm sure my parents are happy where they are now," he said.
Exiting the room he was in, he went outside and waited for the next stop to Ponyville. All he wanted was to see his parents, but instead his mind was still empty and roaming with bitterness of what he called 'nightmares'.
He never wanted any of this to happen, he never asked for any of this. Now he's all alone, from dreams to crushed ones, to sorrowful memories, to nightmares. His head was going insane.
*Months have passed as he went deeper and deeper into the darkness. He was going to take it anymore; his mind was going to snap and maybe even kill himself*