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*Hikaru P.O.V*

Okay, it's six thirty am right now. Two hours since I kissed Kaoru. Oh god, look at him sleeping. He is so relaxed, his sweet breath smoothly coming in and out of his pink lips. Those lips...mmmmmmm

Without even realizing it I lean down and gently brush my mouth over his. I don't even realize that I'm not daydreaming until my Kaoru pulls back and says with a voice like silk,

"Well that is a helluva good morning." and winks at me.

OH SHIT I KISSED HIM. AGAIN!

I decide to hide my panic over my newfound feelings, and just roll with this sweet morning.

"Eh, I wanted to. See? More important than Haruhi." I reply with a smile on my face.

We get dressed and I can't help but stare at his bare chest as he puts his shirt on. The things I would do to that perfect porcelain skin. He buttons the garment up and naughty images suddenly flash through my mind. I fill with so much surprise that I gasp and fall back on the bed.

I guess that was some sort of invitation, and Kaoru slowly and seductivley walks over to me. I am too shocked to move and he places his legs outside of mine and pins my wrists to the bed. He leans down, and licks my lips.

HOW THE HECK CAN THAT BE A TURN ON?

I give him an incredulous look, and the front of my pajama pants swell (thankfully unnoticed). He just laughs his beautiful musical laugh, and I find it as an opportunity to flip him over and take control.

The only time his laughter stops is when his back hits the bed and my lips crush to his. I understand that my lust is slowly filling me but I don't care. I crash my lips to his, slightly out of control. Our lips are moving together and his taste fills my mouth. His smell wafts over me and I can't take it anymore! I lick the bottom of his lip until he opens his mouth. Demanding entrance.

Now, our tounges finally touch for the first time in months, and Kaoru finally notices the tent in my pants. He then grinds up on it. Oh. My. God. I let out a long overdue moan of ecstasy and he shivers. The friction he is making is killing me. I can't help but groan as our tounges move around each other. I completely lose control when his hands move down to cup my butt, and I rip his shirt off. The buttons pop and fly everywhere and I move my attention from his lips to his jawline, and plant seductive kisses in a trial until I reach his ear. I suck the lobe into my mouth and swirl my tounge around it. I release and blow. Kaoru gasps and I bite his ear roughly then begin my trail again. I happily go along the path until I feel a bump in the road. Perfect. His left nipple. I kiss it again, longer this time, and lick it. I use my other hand and pinch the right one. He squeals, but the noise quickly turns into a moan when I twist harder. I suction his left nipple hard into my mouth, and start rolling the right between my fingertips. I release and he quickly regains a little control on himself, and rolls off of the bed with me. I land on the bottom.

Suddenly, Kaoru gets that glint in his eye, and decides to go farther then I ever have with anyone before. He doesn't bother removing my shirt. He removes my pants. Quickly, I nod my head yes. I get harder and harder as he ever so slowly unzips the fly, and I lose myself in Kaorus touch. Before I know it, cold air rushes to my now exposed and throbbing cock. With that freezing air comes the realization that this is really wrong.

I am LIGHTYEARS away from socially acceptable.

That is SO NOT OKAY.

I quickly push my foot against Kaorus chest and effectively shoot him away from me. I grab my orange boxers from my ankles and pull them up in the blink of an eye. I grab my cell and start heading out of the room, not caring that I am pantless. I shout to my disgusting brother,

"Never again Kaoru Hittachiin! NEVER AGAIN!"

I'm about to slam the door shut, but I hear this noise. It's a soft sniffling. Kaorus crying.

My Kaoru!

I quickly turn back and put my arms around him.

"Look I'm sorry kao. I'm just not used to this. Im just really really attracted to you and.. I'm not sure how everyone else would see it. But I'm wrong. Nobody matters but us. Okay?"

Kaoru sniffles and looks down at his knees

"I'm so so sorry kao. Please forgive me." I beg

He starts to turn a way form me but I grab his shoulder.

"Please Kaoru. Lets just pretend this never happened. Okay?"

He meets my eyes, unsure.

I take a breath and decide to let my thought run freely from my lips, "Okay. Look, I know I suck. I mean. It must look like I'm just messing with you, playing with your feelings. But I really am not. I swear. I never want to hurt you Kaoru."

He looks up at me, confused.

"Kaoru. I love you as my brother.".

He quickly hunches his shoulders over and starts sobbing.

"But not just as that. I've discovered recently that..." I take a deep calming breath," that there's a whole other level to my love for you. One that's been there for a while. Look, now I realize that I started dating haruhi because... Well because jaws trying to hide my feeling for you."

With a shaky voice Kaoru finally responds, "Just please... What are those feelings exactly."

Before I can stop myself, the answer comes pouring from my mouth, "you aren't just a brother for me. Ever since we were little, I always knew I wanted to be with you forever. I always knew I loved cuddling you. I always thought you were my saving grace. I always thought you were perfect. I always wanted you all to myself. Now I realize what that is..."

Kaoru moves so his face is just a centimeter from mine, as I hesitate to whisper those five magic words.

"I-I always just freaked out about how others would think. How it would end up. And how-"

"Just spit it out Hikaru." Kaoru whispers, blushing.

I close my eyes and look right into his.

"I'm in love with you."