What Doesn't Kill You (Makes You Stronger)

by ElouiseRose

It's Been 5 years since Bella last saw the Cullens, Back then she made a promise to herself to let her feelings show no matter who they are, Even if it is the Cullens. Now She's a local talented musician and singer who show's her emotions through her singing. Was posted in TWCS.

5. Chapter 4 Pt2

Ch 4 pt2

The writing is in a fine but delicate script but for such a short note it's filled with such emotion that I start panicking

Bella

I know you feel uncomfortable with us being here I know that us being here is bring up memories and emotions you do not want to feel and I regret my part in what happen that night, BUT, I must tell you this now but I did know you were in Texas through a close friend of mine but I did not know that you were in San Antonio. I would like to if possible to talk to you more in private, just me.,no one else please, call or txt me on this number 425-555-1534

Forever grateful

Jasper

OMG OMG OMFG! What the fuck am I gonna do?

Breathe Bella breathe

Ok step 1. Get to dressing room, I pick up my water bottle and head to my dressing room, I shut the door behind me and lean against it. I open the note, read it again slowly, and process the information that Jasper has given me, ok.

By the way Jasper has enforced the 3rd I that the rest of the family didn't know I was here.

There's only two other vampires that I know of that knew what state I was in and they now have a lot of explaining to do.

I know he said it would just be him but how can I trust someone that's part of the family that left me to fend for myself, for a year and a half until a lil help came along.

FUCK! What am I gonna do? I slid down the door and reached for the JD, a shot glass and poured myself a shot, grabbed a cigarette , lit it up and downed the shot and poured another one and sat there debating in my head if I should take up Jasper's offer and contact him or not.

I snap out of the debate going on in my head to a knocking on the door

"Bells 5 minutes and we're up" I herd Brooke call out to me from behind the door

"Thanks Brooke, I'll be out in a couple of minutes" I replied

I picked up the bottle of JD , shot glass and the ashtray from the floor and I notice the JD has gone down more than two shots and as I stood up I realized that I had at least 5-6 shots and felt a bit light headed.

"God fucking damn it!"

Water, where's my bottle of water. I found my bottle of water, downed the half bottle and refilled it, stood in front of the door and took a deep breath and opened it. Heading for the stage for the second half thinking to myself that the rest of the night is gonna get rather hot as the Jack is making feel rather confident, sexy and rather horny .