Previously

Water, where's my bottle of water. I found my bottle of water, downed the half bottle and refilled it, stood in front of the door and took a deep breath and opened it. Heading for the stage for the second half thinking to myself that the rest of the night is gonna get rather hot as the Jack is making feel rather confident, sexy and rather horny.

Chapter 5 Born This Way

As I walk onto the stage I make up my mind on the next song to sing fuck the Cullens in what they put me through its time to stand up for myself and show them the new and improved me.

See the JD is working already.

"Yo Bells you ready for this shit?" Andrew asked me

"Hell yeah I was Born This Way baby" giving them the hint to the opening song.

I turned around to face the now rather full bar and stepped up to the mic took a deep breath and looked over the crowed of people until my eyes landed on one in particular.

Looking at him in the eyes and speaking into the mic,

"How's everyone feeling so far? Shall we get this party started again?" Whistles and cheers were coming from everyone. I was feeling confident and proud of who I have become. I push out those feeling and seeing the reaction on Jaspers face the curiosity and the surprise on his face just made me give him a lil smirk of my own in return and started to sing.

It doesn't matter if you love him or capital H-I-M

Just put your paws up

'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young

We are all born superstars

She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on

In the glass of her boudoir

There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are

She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe

So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far

Listen to me when I say

I'm beautiful in my way

'Cause God makes no mistakes

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born this way

When I sang 'I'm on the right track baby, I was born this way' my eyes went from the rest of the crowed to Jasper making my statement to him and the rest of the family say this is me this is who I am and you ain't gonna change me.

Don't hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself and you're set

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born this way, born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way

Baby, I was born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way

I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen

Don't be a drag, just be a queen

Don't be a drag, just be a queen

Don't be

Give yourself prudence and love your friends

Subway kid, rejoice of truth

In the religion of the insecure

I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin

Believe capital H-I-M

I love my life, I love this record and

Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,

'Cause God makes no mistakes

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,

Just love yourself and you're set

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way

Baby, I was born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way

I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way

Don't be drag, just be a queen

Whether you're broke or evergreen

You're black, white, beige, chola descent

You're Lebanese, you're orient

Whether life's disabilities

Left you outcast, bullied or teased

Rejoice and love yourself today

'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi

Lesbian, transgendered life

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born to survive

No matter black, white or beige

Chola or orient made

I'm on the right track, baby

Was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way

'Cause God makes no mistakes

I'm on the right track, baby

Was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,

Just love yourself and you're set

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born this way, yeah

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way

Baby, I was born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way

I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way

I was born this way, hey

I was born this way, hey

I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

I was born this way, hey

I was born this way, hey

I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

As I sang the rest of the song, I moved and danced across the stage having fun and showing everyone the confident and strong woman I have become.

I looked over towards the Cullens and gave them a 'what you gonna do' look and a two finger salute.

The next thing I feel is a surge of lust and desire flow through me 'oh god damn' I groaned I need something sexual and possessive to sing next knowing that it was Jasper projecting.

My brain just clicked and I smiled my all knowing and cheeky smile right at Jasper he looks right back at me, gulps and swallows hard.

I turn round to the gang and tell them the next song. It was a song I got addicted to on one of my favorite TV series 'True Blood'. I almost let out a small moan when I picture Alexander Skarsgård who plays the sexy hot vampire Eric Northman, god my panties just get wet every time I picture him.

Anyway where was I?

The next song you dirty day dreamer

Oh bite me

Ask Jasper I'm sure he would love to bite you

Quit it I've got a song to sing woman

So sing it and make it cum worthy while you're at it

Slut

Whore

Bite me

Oh yes please

UGH! fucking internal monologue

"Ok guys are you ready?"

"Ready when you are hot stuff" Nick replies

I turn, face the crowed, introduce the next song as I say the name I look straight into Jaspers eyes although I can't hear the words that come from his lips I can read them 'fuck me' and even though the lights are reasonably dimed the lights from the bar catch Jaspers face. I quickly notice that his eyes are no longer the honey golden color that they were from earlier this afternoon but a burnt toffee almost black color.