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I was lying on my bed looking out of the window at the blue sky deep in though, I was confused and lost, I need answers but will I ever have them?

Oh good more questions, like I don't have enough already, I brought the closest pillow besides me and put it on my face and screamed "JUST WHAT ARE YOU THINKING SHUN?"

"What are you thinking? What are you planning?"

I don't understand what my big bro was thinking, everything he had said so awful to me …. Yet I brushed my fingers against my lips, which had earlier felt my brother's warmth.

Thought his words to me were all challenging and insulting, he had been so kind and rough when he touched my lips.

At first I thought he was rough, but after he kissed me, I felt his kindness.(even though he made me out of breath and was rude when he pushed me hard on the book shelve but yet(blush)….)

I blushed at the memory, why did he kiss me?

Is it some sort of harassment?Did he want me out of the estate so much..? But if he really want to get me out, there should have been a variety of other methods.

Why did he do something like that? What is big bro thinking? The reason that shun had that attitude….

It was almost definitely because of what happened at that party, he didn't tell me when he was leaving either, and returned so suddenly.

This might not be a good way to put it, but…

It had already been five years since that, so I wanted him to forget about it.

But the eyes that shun was looking at me with hadn't changed since that day of the party.

His cold scornful gaze, as if he were looking at something dirty. That was probably because he still scorned what I did ever since that day.

But since we are going to live together again I don't want to have a strained relationship…

On top of that, why did shun kiss me even though he had Fabia ,who he was engaged to?

Why did he do that, even though he was openly angry about the kiss from Fabia?

I couldn't live together with him if I had these gloomy feelings.

That's why I went towards shun room to ask him what he was planning.

"Ah.." I suddenly stopped. "Wouldn't I be bothering him if I went?"

Before she left Fabia said she was going to greet Father, it would be natural for her to head to my brothers room after that….. they were engaged, so if I went, I might just get in the way of their time together.

Oh what should I do…..

I don't want to be resented because I was tactless and bothered them.

"Why are you still in the estate? Didn't I tell you to leave!" I was loitering without knowing what to do when I heard an angry voice "is that big brother?"

Wondering what was happening, I looked towards where the voice had come from. There I saw big bro arguing with Fabia near his room.

Arguing might not be the right word; it felt like it was just big bro that was angry all by himself.

"You don't have to get so angry; I was just greeting your father." Fabia said.

"….There is no need for you to greet him." Shun said.

Different from Fabia who was gracefully replying, shun looked irritated with every word.

Would he really get that angry at his fiancée just because he is nervous?...

"How long do you plan on sticking around me? We are …." My brother, with furrowed eyebrows, spotted me looking at them, I was thinking about what I should do, but it was already too late.

"Alice what are you doing there?".

"shit."

OK end of chapter 6 and I know I know I am really sorry but it can't helped it my school start and my computer get broken and a lot of things happened so it's not my fault that I couldn't update soon…..but till am sorry…..hop this chapter was good enough to forgive me and no I don't know when I will be able to update the next chapter cause my computer isn't fixed yet and am writing on mum's lap so you have to … wait.

and for (Alice. Essaid) thanks for reviewing and yeah shun hate fabai and about what happened back at NY well you have to wait a little bit more... thanks again.

Sorry again till next chapter.

JA ne.

Diamons.