I don't own BAKUGAN…with chapter 7.. enjoy.
Last time from Forbidden Love:
Fabia and Shun were arguing about something when Alice came and heard them..
"How long do u plan on sticking around me? We are….." My brother, with furrowed eyebrows, spotted me looking at them, I was thinking about what I should do, but it was already too late.
"Alice what are you doing there?".
"shit."
"oh, Alice?" Fabia, who had been looking the other way, turned around to face me and glared at me pointedly.
It really felt just as if she were telling me not to get in the way, so I couldn't stay.
"Sorry, I just had something to ask big bro…." when I explained myself with my eyes cast down, I heard Fabia giggle.
"Alice, I will be returning now, so you two siblings should take your time." Said Fabia with a smiling face.
"…Fabia." Big bro said, looking at here with strange eyes.
"Shun, shall we talk more at length about that at another time?...It's something between the two of us, so the matter isn't something that we should talk about where there are other people."
I felt like I was being stung by Fabia's words.
Though she is speaking gently, what she is saying is that it's something they cant talk about while there are other people around.
"Shun, would that be acceptable?" Fabia asked big bro but he stayed silent, saying nothing to respond to her words.
Maybe she took my brother's silence as approval, but Fabia left the estate with a calm smile.
"You really are that woman's daughter." After he had watched Fabia leave, my brother muttered that in a low voice.
"Eh?" I didn't understand what he had said to me, so I looked up at him, only to see him staring at me scornfully.
"No, you are different from that woman…Since you sneak around to sniff out what other people are doing, you might be even worse than her."
"…! I-I wasn't sniffing anything out!..."
But it was true that I had eavesdropped on my brother's conversation. I couldn't object to what he said.
"Big bro, I am sorry."
"….So you admit it?" Shun's voice got even lower and colder.
"It was true that I heard your conversation with Fabia, so I apologize for that….But I wasn't sniffing anything out…And since I hate being accused of things I didn't do, you apologize too, big bro." I look steadily at my brother's eyes as I told him my intention.
"…So you aren't rotten to the core then. My bad."
While my brother smiled a little oddly, he said the same thing as before.
"Instead of standing around here, let's go into my room."
"O-okay…"Invited by big bro, I stepped into a room I had not been in for the five years my brother was away.
"Oh? I thought it would be dustier but it's not really." Big bro said as he was looking around the room with his cold eyes.
"Since it's cleaned a few times each week." I explained to him.
"…You do it?" he asked me with a raised eyebrow. Which caused me to explained his misunderstood quickly by saying" You are mistaken. No matter how long you are away from the estate, I wouldn't just go into your room." After the sort of farewell we had, I wasn't as insensible as to go into his room without his permission.
"Hm, I don't know about that." While replying rudely, big bro sat down on the soft sofa and crossed his legs.
Though that was all he did, because he was attractive, my heart ended up beating a little more quickly.
"Come to think about it, you said you had something to ask me about. What is it?" big bro asked me as he looked at me.
"Eh, ah…."
Why did you kiss me?
What do you think of me?
There were a bunch of things I wanted to ask, but my mouth wouldn't open.
"Why are you acting so suspicious?...Or were you lying when you said you had something to ask?"
"I wasn't lying!"
"Then hurry up and ask."
If I kept my mouth shut any longer, big bro would reach some strange misunderstanding again.
With that in mind, I decided to tell big bro what I was thinking.
However, the moment I opened my mouth, the cell phone in my pocket started vibrating.
"Ah, sorry…"
Mike was calling…. What should I do? Big bro doesn't really have a good impression of Mike….Would it be alright to talk to Mike even though big bro was right in front of me…?
"What are you doing? You have got a phone call, right? Don't mind me and just answer it." Big bro told me….
"O-okay…." If he just hung up, I would be able to call him back later.
Unfortunately, Mike didn't hang up, so I had to answer.
"Hello, Mike?"
My brother looked sterner… Argh, he is probably going to get angry at me once I hang up….
Mike just wanted to ask me if I wanted to go out somewhere now.
"Eh, now? But…"
I was troubled as to how to refuse when…
"Ah."
Big bro took the cell phone from me and hung up.
"Big bro! What are you doing?"
"It's just that weird guy from earlier, right? Don't answer calls from him." Big bro said with a harsh and angry tone.
"Why…?" I asked him confused about his strange behavior.
"That's…" Big bro turned his gaze download, looking awkward, and he ended up mumbling.
"Big bro…?"
"A-anyway, that guy's no good."
My brother was acting differently than usual, which was odded.
Could he be jealous…. There's no way… I mean we are siblings….
I was silence looking at big bro when he said "Damn, another call."
My brother muttered as he looked at the name displayed on the screen. It was almost definitely Mike again.
He is probably worried since the call suddenly got cut.
"Big brother, if you don't want me to talk on the phone in your room, I will do it outside, so cold you give it back?"
"….."
Even though I stuck out my hand, it didn't feel like big bro was going to give me my cell phone back to me.
"Big bro!"
When I spoke a little more loudly, my brother turned the phone off and flung it at the bed.
"H-hey, what are you doing!? You don't have to turn it off…."
When I hurried reached out towards the bed to pick up my phone, I was pushed forward by a strong force from behind me and ended up falling on the bed.
"….."
Since the bed was soft, it didn't hurt, but I was seized with fear.
"B-big brother…?"
"Did you plan to go to that man's place?"
"Eh?"
"Have you already slept with that guy?"
"W-what are you saying!?"
While throwing those completely unexpected words at me all of a sudden, my brother hovered over me at the same time.
"Big bro?"
"…"
Looking pained, completely as if he were coping with something, my brother's face got closer.
"Eh?"
I was going to close my eyes tightly, but before then, my brother's hand covered them.
"Don't look at me." Was all he said.
With my vision snatched away from me, I felt a tender heat on my lips.
…Am I being kissed by big bro again?
Since my brother's hand was covering my eyes, I couldn't tell if the heat touching my lips was from my brother's lips.
But this tender warmth was the same as earlier.
"..Mm…ha…"
Though this was where he had stopped earlier, this time, something went pushed open my lips and went in.
..As I thought, I am being kissed.
It was almost definitely my brother's tongue that was moving around on my mouth.
I wasn't sure what I was afraid of, but I was afraid, so I wanted to get my tongue away from big bro's.
However, that just ended up in our tongues getting entangled, making the situation worse.
Why is he doing this? Does he hate me that much?
Even though we weren't related by blood, we were siblings. Something like this couldn't be forgiven.
"….N-no…." I frantically resisted, trying to push away with powerless hands.
"….Ah." was all he said …. Maybe he finally calmed down after hearing my voice mixed with tears, but big bro's expression was twisted with bitterness.
Why? Why does big bro look like that?
He looked like a puppy that had just been abandoned, and I didn't know what to do.
"S-sorry….."
I took my cell phone from the bed and fled from my brother's room.
"Alice!"
I don't understand. I don't understand big brother's feeling at all!
After that I returned to my own room and sat on the soft carpet.
Big bro why did you do something like that? Do you hate me so much? But if you really hate me so much, why did you look at me so sadly?
Even though I wouldn't even let Mike kiss me, just today I was kissed by my brother twice.
My feelings of "Why?"weren't just towards my brother but also to myself.
Even though I refused kisses from Mike, why didn't I refuse my brother's?
"I didn't hate it…."
I was surprised by my brother's kisses, but I didn't hate them at all.
Even though we are siblings….. Why I didn't hate them?
Fabia who had her kiss refused, came to mind. And sharp feelings of guilt tormented me.
My brother just got back to America yesterday, so he's a bit worked up….That's all.
I desperately tried to make myself believe that. If that wasn't the case, I didn't think I would be able to live normally with big bro….. in order to live together, I had to forget what happened today.
I had to smile in front of big bro tomorrow.
However, the more I thought about that, the faster my heart beat. I couldn't help the distress I felt.
Okay that's for today this was the longest chapter I have ever write hope you enjoyed it and sorry for both Grammar and spelling mistakes and thanks for the review (Alice. Essaid).
I will try to update soon
JA ne.
Diamons.
