What Doesn't Kill You (Makes You Stronger)

Previously

Her emotions hit me like a freight train in rush hr that's when I know she has read my note as the minutes tick by her emotions start to change the panic starts to dull down but a more happy yet precaution emotion starts to seep through my guessing tells me that she's not backstage drinking water and if her emotions are right I'm guess she's not stopping at a couple of shots.

10 minutes go by and I pick up a sudden burst of panic from Bell I chuckle guess that she has 5 minutes to get ready be for she goes back on stage.

Chapter 11

When she walked back on the stage and started singing Born This Way I could feel my pants get tighter the amount of lust I was picking up from everyone in the room and it was taking a toll on my control to keep it reigned in, I finally lost it and the end of the song when she looked at us and saluted to us I aimed the over flowing lust I had at her and moments later I could smell her arousal.

But by god I literally just about came in my pants when she started the next song it was raw and her feeling were hitting me one after another.

Then she said it the word I've been waiting for since I first saw her today "tonight" I had to make tonight count.

I couldn't tell you if you asked me what songs were sung next all I could think about was Bella and us being alone in a couple of hours until that time was upon me.

I turned and faced the family and noticed that Edward had left and the whole family was looking at me with pleading looks on their faces.

"No" I said to them

"Let me talk to her first, she has agreed to talk to me and I do not want to abuse her trust by letting you all at her at once, the last thing we need is overwhelming her with our presence and she shutting all of us out" I explained to them

"We understand son, I is hard for us to see her and unable to talk to her because of what we are but I am glad she is willing to talk to at least one of us, we'll wait for you back at the hotel". Carlisle replied

As I watched the family walk out of the bar I felt a unusual emotion it wasn't sadness and hope I got from most of the family it was jealousy and hate I focused more to see who was having these feeling and it wasn't who I expected it to be.

It wasn't Esme or Carlisle or Emmett and if it was Rose it would have made more sence as Rose said what she meant and showed it too.

But it wasn't Rose,

It was Alice