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Chapter 29 do I even know you?
Hanna's pov
3 hours into the car trip, Aria's dad stopped off at a local petrol station which had a small cafe attached to it. we had long passed anywhere that looked familiar and all that seemed to surround us were cows and sheep. I sighed with relief at the thought of stretching my arms and legs and smiled at the smell of food. Aria had fallen asleep an hour ago so the first half of the road trip hadn't exactly been much fun but I didn't want to wake her as her head was on my shoulder and her hand was still wrapped in mine. Mike seemed to have another idea though he shoved her until she woke up, and I watched as she glared at him. "gees mike what the hell"? She yelled and he rolled his eyes. "Chill out dad said if you need the toilet this is your only chance" when Mike and I made eye contact I couldn't help but get this weird feeling in my stomach. I only meet the kid three hours ago but he seems to look in my direction when he thinks I'm not looking and it's creeping me out.
Mike left to go get food leaving Aria and I with her mum. "So you coming to the bathroom"? Aria questioned me and I shook my head. nope I'm good I'll just keep your mum company until the boys come back with food. Aria laughed before tapping my foot lightly with hers as if to get my attention. When I looked at her she signalled for me to come anyway and I immediately changed my mine. Actually you know what I don't want to take any chances, your dad was serious when he said this would be our only chance wasn't he? "Yep he like to run on a tight schedule, mum we will be back" Aria smiles as she drags me out of the car to follow her, and it was only then that I realised just how sore I am. God my legs and shoulder are killing me, I mumble as we enter the bathroom. I frown as I watch Aria quickly checking to see if anyone else was in there and when all was clear she waisted no time before pulling me into an open stall and closing it. When our faces meet and her lips eagerly found mine I smiled into the kiss enjoying the spontaneous moment.
Aria's pov
My dumb ass of a brother woke me up to tell me that this was our only stop and I couldn't help but yell at him for waking me. When I realised that my head was still on Hanna's shoulder I smiled to myself before gently moving. When I asked Hanna if she was coming to the bathroom i couldn't help but laugh when she actually thought I meant to pee. Trying to get her attention without my mother seeing was hard but when I eventually did I was happy to see she was now keen to go. entering the bathroom I quickly checked each stall and once satisfied I dragged Han into the nearest one. I was dying to kiss her, this would have to be the longest we have been around each other without kissing and it was killing me. When our lips meet I sighed leaning my body weight into her as her back pressing into the door. Hanna wrapped her arms around me and I smiled as our foreheads meet and our lips parted to catch our breaths.
"Hello to you too", Hanna says as her blue eyes meet mine. I blush slightly before pecking her lips softy and pulling her into a hug. When I let go I gently ran my hand up and down her right arm. Sorry about your arm, you should have woken me. " it's fine I like that you were using me as a pillow". I smiled as our hands met and I began playing with her fingers. What were you doing while I was asleep? i question and she laughs "Not much just texting Ali, it's Em's turn to drive, by the way what's with your brother? He keeps looking at me and he thinks I don't know but I do should I be worried"? I laughed at how cute Hanna looked when she was concerned. Don't worry I'll fix it, he's probably just checking you out, and if he is I'll kill him because you are so of limits. Hanna blushes as she placed a kiss to the top of my head. "Right well maybe my Marin charm is rubbing off on two of the montgomary gang, Hanna teased as she opened the door and I slapped her but on the way out. When I came up to her side we hooked arms before I reached up to whisper in her ear. You are mine and only mine.
When I got back to the car I told Mike to stop creeping Hanna out and that in no way was she interested in him. Mike tried defending himself saying that he was not in fact checking her out and I just rolled my eyes at how stupid he was being. For the rest of the car ride Hanna and I shared head phones and listened to music, while texting each other. we could have obviously just talked but there was no way I was planing on being caught. As we were texting I felt Hanna grab the inside of my thigh under the blanket with her hand, and she started to trace patterns. I jumped slightly when she did and had to stiffen a laugh as it's tickled. At first it felt nice but the longer she did it the hard it was for me to keep a straight face. Hanna new full well what she was doing but the grin on her face told me that she wasn't going to stop any time soon. As I felt her moving her hand further up my leg, I quickly fumbled with my hands typing a message on my phone
Aria- Babe stop we will get caught!
Han smiled as she read my text before typing her reply
Hanna- Just let me have my fun babe we will only get caught if you break
I shook my head knowing that it was useless in replying. Hanna may have started this game but I'm pretty sure I know how to finish it. I turned slightly in my set glad to see Mike was asleep and placed my phone in my bag before moving my right hand to grab at her waist. I lifted the hem of her shirt slightly before placing my hand on her stomach. The coldness of my fingers must have distracted her as she stopped moving her hand further up my leg to concentrate on her own body. I slowly trailed my hand down her toned stomach feeling the button of her short. We locked eyes and I smirked when I felt it come undone. Hanna and I were yet to do anything below the waist, and I know she has been thinking about it probably just as much as I have so if she was going to play this game then so was I. I slowly dragged my fingers against the soft skin that sat just above the lace of her pants and I watched as she squirmed in her seat and her eyes closed.
My fingers stopped when I felt Hanna begging to move again this time her hand making sure to brush across my centre causing me to stiffen. Hanna smirked and I wanted so much to wipe that smirk off her face, but I couldn't and I had to resist. I moved my fingers lower until I was sure I was pressing firm enough with my hand to make her react and she did. Hanna bit down on her lip and if my parents weren't so deaf I swear they would have heard the moan that escaped her mouth. Hanna went to pull my hand away but when my fingers dragged across the fabric again and started massaging it I saw her smile and her chest rise at the feeling it was giving her. Deciding that I had probably teased her enough for now I reluctantly pulled my hand away just as I felt her move hers. our hands bother reached for each other's and I laced our finger together when they met. Hanna blushed when we looked at each other before I resumed my previous position with my head on her shoulder.
Hanna's pov
God was I ever grateful to get out of that car when I did. Aria and I had both caused ourselves some serious sexually tension and having her this close to me was making it extremely hard to resist her. The five of us got out of the car carrying our bags over to a near by tree. When everything was out I sat down on a log and watched as her parents started to pitch there tent, mike doing the same. Aria smiled at me and I watched as she unzipped the blue bag. so you know how to put up at tent? I question her slightly surprised. "Of course I do", she says with a smirk. great well you don't need me then I say and she rolls her eyes. "Han If you don't help you can sleep under the stars in the cold all by yourself". I jumped up as quick as possible ready to help. Umm no thanks who knows what type of bugs live out here, I need you to protect me.
Aria began laughing at me, "that's what I thought, it's really not that hard just hold this part of the tent still and I'll put the pegs in". I bent down to the ground holding it in place and watched as she used a hammer to hit the pegs in. Wow who would have thought you had such strong muscles babe, I tease her as her parents are to faraway to hear. "Shut up you are not helping", I'm sorry but really I'm impressed babe. Aria smiled as I passed her the last of the four pegs, "yeah well there has to be something I'm good at" she says and I shake my head. Hey this is not the only thing you are good at babe, I grab her arm and drag her behind the tent. "Well it's the only usefully thing" she sighs and I pull her in by the waist. that's not true you are amazing, you are a great writer, and photographer and pitching a tent just adds to the list. Aria grins and I reach down to gently kiss her lips. I pull away quickly when I hear her dad's voice coming towards us. "Mike how about you go collect some firewood maybe take one of the girls with you", Byron asked and he looked over in our direction. "Hanna let's go" he says to me and I looked at Aria as if to see what she thinks.
"Hanna don't worry ok I trust him, it's just firewood I'll be right here when you get back". I nodded but before walking Away I say, "bye the way you are a great kisser too and that's defiantly usefully", I wink as I head over to join Mike knowing that hearing that Will make her happy. The two of us began walking, neither of us saying a word until the silence became to much for me to handle. Look Mike what's going on? You keep looking at me like you know me and it's seriously getting on my nerves. Mike just smiled before rolling his eyes. "There's nothing going on, but since we are alone, you should know that I saw you. I saw you and Aria holding hands under the blanket and the way she looked at you. It didn't take me long to figure it out". Figure what out? I question him as if to pretend I didn't know. "You and Aria are together and as far as I'm concerned if I figured it out my mum will too. I felt my breath catch in my throat and my heart rate picking up. Mike knows will he tell? Mike we aren't ... It's not ... You can't... Just promise... "Hanna chill ok I'm not here to rat you guys out. If Aria wants to date a chick then that's her business not mine, I don't have a problem with it but my parents probably will, I'm not going to say anything". I let go of a breath I didn't know I was holding. Well Thanks I guess. I half smile unsure of what to say.
Mike stopped walking to face me. "Don't thank me yet just hear me out ok"? I nodded for him to keep talking. "There something else, I do know you". I frowned at him, what how? I don't recognise you. "Yeah well I'm not surprised, you were way to drunk. I wasn't 100 percent sure until you said I keep looking at you weird, and trust me I don't mean to I just couldn't figure it out. We meet about a year ago at a party, I think it was Shaun's there were kids everywhere and Shaun's little brother got me into the party. I was a sophomore and you were a junior. I remember you and Alison were with Mona, you guys were drunk and started fooling around with any guys you could get your hands on. I should have stopped you but I didn't, me and my mate had a bet on who could get laid first and it just kind of happened". My eyes widened. What do you mean it happen? What happened?
Mike looked away lowering his voice. "you and me, we slept together, it was stupid you were drunk and I was just being a typical guy it was over as quick as it started but I just thought you should know". I stood there in silence the tension around us building. I new that I use to be a slut back then but not even remembering who I slept with was an all time low even for me. Unsure if I should ask him I bit my lip. What happen after we did it? "You were crying I thought I had done something wrong but then you started talking about your dad, and how he left you and your mum and I new better then to get involved. I ran down stair to get Mona and told her that you were crying and to make sure you were ok before getting the hell out of there". I sighed realising I had absolutely no idea about the events of this hole night and what's worse is that my girlfriends brother just told me we had sex.
I felt myself beginning to cry. We... I Can't tell Aria, promise me you won't say anything! I looked at Mike and he nodded. "sure whatever you want, Just please don't hurt her okay"? I smiled thanking myself for being blessed with a decent guy like him. Thank you Mike really for everything, I know I don't remember that night but I'm glad that it was someone like you. Not in that kind of way but for making sure that I was okay before you left and for not telling anyone. your a decent guy Mike, you remind me a lot of Aria. Mike shook his head "it's cool I wasn't Just going to leave you". We should problem hurry it's getting dark and we need to get back before they send a search party. I followed Mike and the two of us managing a light conversation on our way back. although it may not be awkward between us I was kidding myself if it wasn't going to be awkward between me and Aria. Part of me doesn't want to tell her, but the other part tells me I should. I mean if and when we do decided to be together in that way, I don't think I could keep it from her. I was brought out of my thought though when we arrived back. Mike and I placed the wood in a pile on the grass before he headed to his tent and I headed to our tent.
When I unzipped it I saw that Aria had set it all up. It was small but I didn't mind because I new that it meant we could cuddle. Aria was busy reading but looked up as I crawled in. "Hey your back that took a while, everything ok"? The question took me of guard but I answered as best as I could. yeah everything's fine. Aria placed her book down next to her to look at me, "Hanna I can tell when your lying what happen?. I sighed okay well don't freak out but Mike kind of caught us. Aria's eyes went wide and I realised what she must have thought. No not when we were fooling around just holding hands, he said he can tell because of how you look at me but that he is not going to rat us out. Do you believe him? I questioned and she nodded. "Yeah, I mean I have stuff on him too so trust me our secrets safe. I smiled pulling her into a hug, good I love you okay how about we go and join your family at this fire? It's all you have been talking about for weeks. Aria smiled at me. "I love you to Han, I'll meet you out there take the blanket".
Aria's pov
When Hanna left the tent I smiled at the fact that her and Mike had actually managed to talk. I'm not worried about our secret getting out at lest not buy him. He can be a decent guy when he wants to and I guess he's in the "be a nice brother mood" for now. Before exiting the tent I set it up so that when we get back it would be ready. I then grabbed my ugg boots and headed in their direction. Joining them I sat down between Hanna and my dad before he passed us all a stick. My mum placed a marshmallow on top and the five of us began toasting them above the fire. I couldn't help but laugh when Hanna's third one was still burnt and I could tell she was getting frustrated. I pulled off my one and handed it to her. She smiled like a little kid and my mum just laughed at how much she could tell Hanna had not been outdoors as a kid. When my parents and mike finally went to bed I was glad to be left alone with Hanna. Pulling my last marshmallow off the stick I went to pass it to her but instead I feed it to her. Hanna's eyes darkened and I watched as she licked my finger clean making sure they wouldn't stick together. I blushed at the feeling I got when I felt her tongue on my skin before putting out the fire and leading the way back to our tent with a torch.
I had left a light on so Hanna could see what i had done. When she entered I smiled as her eyes lit up at the sigh in front of her. Our mattresses were squished together with pillows surrounding it. I lay one sleeping bag on the bottom and the other one like a blanket. The sleeping bag was covered with pink rose petals and there was 2 candles lit in each corner of the tent. "Babe what's this"? She questioned me as I zipped the remainder of the tent. I blushed as the two of us made eye contact and I reached for her hand. I know we haven't talked a lot about us but after today in the car I realised I'm ready, I want to take the next step with you if you do? I know it's not our rooms or a hotel but I thought this could be different. I bit my lip waiting for her answer. She grinned pulling me closer to her the two of us on our knees. "Babe of course I do I love you so much and this right here is perfect".
Hanna's pov
I cupped Aria's soft checks in my hand and smiled before connecting our lips. So many thoughts were in my head, I wanted this so much I just didn't think it would be tonight. I tried to keep myself distracted as my hands found the back of her neck and we lay down. We continued kiss as I felt her tongue enter my mouth causing a moan to escape. I felt Aria pulling at my shirt and as much as I wanted to take it off I couldn't force my body to do it. I pulled away slightly short of breath long enough to look at her eyes. Wait I... Can't I say as I sit up and I feel her sitting next to me. Her eyes never leaving mine. "What's wrong? I thought this is what you wanted"? She question and the look of sadness in her eyes breaks my heart. No... it is babe trust me! I want to I just I have to tell you something first.
When I was talking to Mike he told me why he's been acting weird, and it's not for the reason you think. Please don't be mad okay I can explain. I look down at my hands unable to look at her when I say it. "Hanna seriously whatever it is you can tell me". Mike... Mike and I had sex. I looked up at Aria and her face went pail. I saw her eyes filling with tears and so did mine. "Hanna what do you mean you had sex with my brother? Is that why you took so long to get back"? My eyes widen when she said that, GOD NO Aria I would never do that to you, I would never cheat on you. I saw a slight flash of relief wash of her face but not enough to make me relax. "Then how can you two have possibly had sex you only meet 8 hours ago".
I know and that's what I thought but Mike new me, that's why he kept looking at me. He couldn't figure it out. Last year I went to Shaun's party I didn't know you and Em back then so it was just Ali Mona and me. I got drunk like really drunk I was drinking to get away from the feeling that I didn't want to feel and it must of got out of hand. I use to fool around with people a little we all did but nothing ever went the whole way. I have only ever been with one guy well at lest that's what I thought. when mike told me that we had slept together at that party I felt worse then awful. Mike told me that it was a bet between him and his mate and that because I was so drunk he didn't think I would remember much.
I watched as tears streamed down Aria face. He said as soon as it happen that he felt bad, that I was crying talking about how my dad left me and my mum. I never talk about him to anyone not even Ali. He went and found Mona to tell her I was crying and to make sure I was ok before he left. I didn't want to tell you, but I new if I didn't I would regret it. I love you Aria so much and I hope that you can forgive me.
I wanted to wipe the tears from her eyes but she created a distance between us when I went to move. Please say something I whisper and look up at her face. Han I... I don't know what to... I don't know what to say or think. I nodded realising she might take a bit to be okay with it, and as much as I wanted it to be ok now I new I would have to respect that. Babe it's fine okay I understand if your upset but please don't cry. Aria nodded with a half smile whipping her eyes and I decided that going to sleep was probably a good idea. I crawled under the sleeping bag and watched as she put on her ugh boots. Where are you going? "I need the bathroom I'll be back". I didn't want to bug her but I wasn't sure that that was where she was going. Do you want me to come? she shook her head. "Nope I'll be fine" she insist and I only hope she is telling me the truth.
Aria unzipped the tent and I felt the clod air hitting my face once she left I allowed myself to roll over seeing the rose petals that were still spread out. I had recked our first night together and now I will have to work out a way to make it up to her.
Aria's pov
Leaving the tent I did in fact need to pee but I also needed to get some fresh air. It was so much to take in. knowing that Mike had slept with my girlfriend before me, made me feel sick and uncomfortable but the slight fact that she doesn't remember it make me happy. From what I can tell they both feel bad about it and if Hanna didn't even know me back then or Mike I guess it wouldn't be fair to be mad. I love her and even though we may not have been together in that way tonight, I'm kind of glad We waited. The look on her face told me that she was scared about telling me, and if I had of found out after I think it would have been worse. Entering the bathroom I cupped my hands under the running water to wash my face. The cold sending a shiver down my spin. I wiped away my make up marks before going to the toilet and freshening up. I took the longer root back to our tent giving myself a chance to calm down from tonights events.
unzipping the tent I climbed in smiling softly at her. Hanna was already asleep and I lay down next to her. Facing away from her I left a gap unsure if being close was a good idea but I didn't last long. I moved my body closer sighing when I was able to wrap my arm across her and breath in the smell of her hair. Even thought I know she couldn't hear me I wasn't going to go to sleep until I told her I love you and when I did, I felt myself relax.
Hanna's pov
I felt my eyes closing and I let them. I was so tired yet I new i wouldn't be able to fall asleep until she got back. I was glad when Aria only took five minute as I new my body was fighting to stay awake. I kept my eyes closed when she unzipped the tent so she would think I was asleep. When Aria lay down I could tell at first that she had left a gap in between us and it hurt knowing that it was my fault. When she eventually rolled over to drape an arm across My side I smiled contently As I heard her whispering i love you. She probably didn't think I was awake and I was to scared to say I was. Closing my eyes again, i was finally able to fall asleep.